Chu Mingzhu remembered her past with Xiao Tian, and for a while, a strong sense of loneliness surged in her heart.

Qiu Yan looked at Wu Yinqiao's departing figure, frowned slightly, and explained apologetically to Chu Mingzhu: "I'm sorry!

Chu Mingzhu shook his head slightly, and smiled a little angrily.

Once, Xiao Tian regarded her as a tool for Qi Caiyue, and kissed her passionately in front of Caiyue, but now, she was once again used by Qiu Yan as a shield for him to refuse the pursuit of other women.

She is always very unlucky to meet this kind of infatuated man who "once turned the sea into water", and even more unlucky to be taken by them like a sheep and used as a tool.

It's just that Chu Mingzhu was as generous as ever, and he didn't care about his emotional damage, but he accurately estimated the emotions and thoughts of the people around him.

Since Wu Yinqiao is Qiu Yan's college classmate, this love should have lasted for at least ten years. Chu Mingzhu had seen Qiu Yan reject women in person more than once, but just now, Qiu Yan's rejection of Wu Yinqiao and his rejection of other women were different.

"I understand. But I still think you're a little too cruel to her. Qiu Yan, I think you should try to let go! Start a new love, maybe it's better to love Caiyue. Moreover, I can see that you are not completely unimpressed with her. ”

Qiu Yan smiled slightly, not dwelling on the relationship between him and Wu Yinqiao, but only said, "Remember that I also persuaded you like this?

Chu Mingzhu smiled bitterly, lowered his head, and said sadly: "We are all people who 'once lived in the sea'. It's just that if the existence of the sea only makes it difficult for other waters to be water, then its depth and breadth are better than shallow and narrow. The hopeless and desperate scenery, no matter how beautiful it is, is a little more cold after all!"

Qiu Yan didn't say anything, just looked out the window.

"Once the sea was difficult to turn into water, except for Wushan is not a cloud", it sounds like a very beautiful and moving love, but how tormenting and desperate is this kind of love that can never be obtained, and how many people can really understand and appreciate it?

The two finished eating and did not take the car. The restaurant where they ate was not far from the Pearl Hotel, and the two walked slowly on the sidewalk, which was supposed to be a walk after dinner. Half an hour later, the two walked downstairs to the hotel.

"Do you want to go up and sit down for a while?" Chu Mingzhu still seemed to ask a little casually.

Qiu Yan looked at her as before, but this time, he didn't reply to her immediately.

But he didn't stay silent for too long, he still smiled at Chu Mingzhu as before, and said, "It's too late, I won't go up!"

Chu Mingzhu nodded: "Then, goodbye!"

Qiu Yan also nodded: "Goodbye!"

Back in the suite, Chu Mingzhu took off his coat and sat on the sofa. She felt a little uncomfortable, her heart was a little blocked, and there was a feeling of astringency and tingling in her eyes.

As with countless times when she felt aggrieved and sad before, she immediately stopped her emotional downfall, stood up and quickly took off her clothes and went to the bathroom while walking, and then turned on the shower to wash off the exhaustion of the water.

rushed to the ground, she still couldn't help crying, and the more she cried, the more she couldn't stop.

After crying, I finally felt a lot better, went out of the bathroom to change into pajamas, and called for a cup of hot milk. She was going to go to bed early after drinking the milk.

After a while, the doorbell rang, and Chu Mingzhu put on a thin coat over his pajamas and opened the door of the suite. However, it was not the waiter who delivered hot milk standing outside the door, but Qiu Yan.

Chu Mingzhu was stunned on the spot, looking at Qiu Yan in disbelief.

Qiu Yan looked at Chu Mingzhu's red and swollen eyes, and without saying a word, he entered the suite, locked the door directly, and then hugged Chu Mingzhu into his arms and began to kiss her.

Chu Mingzhu reacted after being kissed by Qiu Yan for two seconds. She raised her hands and hooked Qiu Yan's neck, echoing his kiss warmly. Qiu Yan's hand quickly began to wander, but Chu Mingzhu held down his hand.

Qiu Yan gasped and looked at her.

She hung her head and said with rare shyness: "I just ordered a cup of hot milk, and now I want to return it." I... I don't want to be interrupted for a moment!"

Qiu Yan sighed: "Give you ten seconds." ”

In less than ten seconds, when Chu Mingzhu was still on the phone, Qiu Yan's clothes had already been thrown to the ground.

After a fierce battle, Qiu Yan sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.

He kind of wants to smoke. But there is no smoke on his body, and Chu Mingzhu does not smoke either.

Chu Mingzhu also sat up, looked at Qiu Yan's tough and handsome side face, and said a little mockingly: "I'm afraid I'll pester you?"

Qiu Yan's face was slightly embarrassed.

He really didn't expect that Chu Mingzhu would be the first time. In his cognition, even if she and Xiao Tian had never happened, before meeting Xiao Tian, she was studying alone abroad, and it was difficult to guarantee that she would not be with others because of curiosity and loneliness.

"I'm sorry!" he had to say.

Chu Mingzhu put on his pajamas without saying a word, got out of bed, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, turned his back to Qiu Yan, and said coldly: "Never say these three words to me!"

In this situation, for a proud woman like her, the words "I'm sorry" are really a great insult. Especially, Xiao Tian has said these three words to her too many times. These three words have become an indelible wound in her heart.

Qiu Yan turned his head, staring at the beautiful and sexy silhouette of Chu Mingzhu in front of the window, silently watching. In addition to the usual elegance and nobility, this silhouette is more lonely and sad at this moment.

After a long while, he also put on his clothes and got out of bed, walked behind Chu Mingzhu, slowly hugged her into his arms, and said to her softly: "I think, it's time for us to let go of the past and start again!"

Chu Mingzhu's body began to tremble slightly, tears slowly welled up in his eyes, and he turned to look at Qiu Yan.

"We... Can you really put it down?"

Although she was indeed attracted to Qiu Yan, and was even willing to give him her first time, how much of the blazing joy just now was because of love, and how much was it because of the loneliness and sadness that the two shared?

Qiu Yan stretched out his hand and gently stroked Chu Mingzhu's face.

"How do you know if you don't give it a try? And I'm really happy to be with you. Caiyue has always wanted me to smile and be happy, but these are the things that really came true when I was with you. What about you, are you happy with me?"

Chu Mingzhu's face was a hint of shyness, the corners of his mouth bent shyly, and then nodded gently.

No matter how strong she is, she is still a woman after all, and it is impossible for the hurt that she was once rejected by Xiao Tian not to have an impact on her. So, if she couldn't feel Qiu Yan's appreciation and affection for her, how could she easily sleep with him just because she had a crush on him?

But Qiu Yan had never explicitly told her that he was fond of her, and at this moment, hearing him say this unmistakably for the first time, a wave of sweetness and joy welled up in her heart.

It's just that...

Chu Mingzhu raised his head slightly, looked at Qiu Yan, and asked softly, "You really don't mind that I used to be with Xiao Tian..."

In the relationship between men and women, the world has always adopted different standards for women and men, favoring one over the other.

For Chu Mingzhu's bold and enthusiastic pursuit of Xiao Tian, Qiu Yan actually appreciates it very much. He grew up in the United States, and although he wanted his women to be gentle and reserved, he never thought that it was shameless or even shameful for women to pursue men.

On the contrary, if a woman is not confident enough, she will not dare to pursue a man so openly. Especially a man like Xiao Tian.

Qiu Yan stretched out his hand and helped Chu Mingzhu comb her slightly messy long hair, and gently stroked the corners of her eyes with his fingers, and smiled at her.

"Why should I mind? Do you think I'll think I'm no match for Xiao Tian?"

When Qiu Yan said this, Chu Mingzhu felt that he was asking like this, but he really looked down on Qiu Yan as too vulgar. Qiu Yan is indeed very different from other men she has come into contact with.

Qiu Yan's eyes were slightly misty.

"My first love with you was too hard and wronged, maybe it was that kind of pain that made us unforgettable. But love should ultimately make people happy and happy.

Neither of us was the first choice of the other. In this world, there may be no other person who can understand each other's pain better than you and me, and no other person can tolerate the regret and pain in each other's hearts better than you and me! Perhaps the attachment that you and I shared in love at the beginning was precisely so that we can cherish each other more than others after we meet and know each other!"

Chu Mingzhu's incomparably beautiful eyes became brighter and brighter, and slowly, she fell into Qiu Yan's arms, hugged Qiu Yan's waist tightly, closed her eyes and began to cry in a low voice!

This weeping is sad and happy.

After a long while, she said: "Qiu Yan, from now on, I will try to start looking forward to the two of us strong people to compose our own strong love voice for you and me!"

Qiu Yan gently patted Chu Mingzhu's back, and he himself closed his eyes with the same excitement.

It's really not easy to let go of a love that was once so devoted and loved so well and vigorously. But for the sake of himself, for the sake of his former lover, although it is difficult, he still bravely lets go, and tries to pursue his own happiness again, isn't this another kind of love?

In the days that followed, both became trapeze.

When Chu Mingzhu flew to the city again, she changed to another suite. Because, everything that happened to her and Xiao Tian in this room, she told Qiu Yan frankly on the night she was drunk. She didn't want Qiu Yan to feel uncomfortable because of this.

Qiu Yan resolutely pulled her back to the original room.