Chapter 80: Floating Like a Dream
Yinglong lay on Simmons in a daze, holding back his chaotic mood, lightheaded, and feeling a little dizzy.
After a while, he fell asleep in a daze, and the monotonous evening news was still playing on the TV.
I don't know how long it took, Yinglong felt a burst of thirst, and his whole body was hot, as if he had a fever because of a cold, his head was dizzy, and his mouth was as dry as a desert, exuding bursts of burning heat.
Yinglong continued to fall asleep, his body was fluttering, his mind was like a chaotic world that had never been opened, empty, dark all around, and he couldn't see his five fingers, but from time to time a lightning light flashed through the black curtain.
He was unconscious, his whole body was hot, and layers of fine sweat kept coming out, Yinglong wanted to have a glass of cold boiled water at this time, he could drink a sip to relieve his dry throat, but he didn't want to get up from the bed, his mind was groggy and just wanted to sleep, and he didn't want to open his eyes at all.
In the heat of his body, he vaguely felt a cool and warm "willow leaf" on his dry lips sticking up but leaving in an instant, bringing him a hint of moist and cool pleasure.
His lips twitched slightly, opened slightly, then closed again, then stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked his lips.
A bright light crossed Yinglong's mind, fleeting. His eyes were half-open, but he felt his eyelids be very heavy, twitched a few times, and then closed them again.
His head was heavy and he was drowsy, and he didn't know what was going on, but he was going to sleep for a while.
Then Yinglong fell into a deep sleep, and the feeling just now was very familiar but very fresh. The night was chaotic and turbulent in his dreams.
Everything in the past is like an old movie, appearing in Yinglong's dream in turn. Like a viewer of a stereoscopic movie, he watched the scenes in his memory come to life before his eyes.
Some fragments are old people and old things that have been experienced in this life, as if history is emerging in front of you. When he reached out to grab someone or object passing in front of him, he could only grab a handful of air.
Yinglong could only watch as they passed by, and then disappeared with the wind. And when he fell into a hopeless situation, he wanted to cry out, but there was not a sound in his throat, and he could only look weak, desperately watching everything in front of him fall into the flow of time. Although I am in the old place, it seems that a century has passed in an instant.
The wind blows around you, the earth keeps rotating between the universes, and the universe twists and turns in the passage of time. The world is constantly changing, and people are changing with it.
In an instant, it was as if a century had passed. Some are close to the end of the world, and some are close to the end of the world. However, he couldn't grasp the flow of time, so he could only let everything fall into the red dust.
When I woke up in the morning, Yinglong was the only one in the room. He didn't even take off the clothes on his body, he just lay down like that, the quilt was half on his body, covering his body indiscriminately, and he felt that he should have caught a cold.
Yinglong's head was still heavy, and he had a bit of a headache. He had no choice but to get up in a hurry, casually wash his face under the faucet in the bathroom, and after a little tidying up, he ran to the service desk to settle the bill and go home.
After the accounts were settled, he took a taxi home alone.
Up to now, the company's benefits are declining, and employees are panicking.
Finally, the news came from the mouth of the department head that the company would be taken over by a large joint-stock enterprise, and the boss He Wei and An Mo were negotiating the acquisition with each other these days, and the negotiations were in full swing.
When Yinglong and other employees heard the news, they were very anxious. They are worried about whether the company will lay off employees, what kind of position it will be in after the acquisition, how the surplus personnel will be arranged, whether the company's main business will be shifted, and what their treatment will be in the future.
Like most employees, Yinglong is waiting for the verdict of fate. Some business elites secretly contacted the next family in order to get out as soon as possible, and some technicians had already contacted the receiving unit and left immediately after the company announced the handover.
To be honest, Yinglong doesn't want to continue to do it, he wants to go back to Bincheng to develop.
As far as the reason is concerned, he and Yu Xin have become increasingly dissatisfied, and the family relationship is tense, and if you are not careful, the "war" will spread, and if you continue like this, the family relationship will be unsustainable.
All in all, in the end, I have to think of a foolproof plan, and it is very likely that he will announce the end of this unhappy marriage.
Yinglong has been adrift in Lake City for seven or eight years, this is not Bincheng or Shenyang, although he has a house in Lake City to settle down, but this is not his hometown.
His parents were in Ben Thanh, but he was alone. originally thought that Yuxin could be with him for life, but now that the relationship has become like this, it is out of control, and Yinglong feels more and more lonely.
The company is now facing major changes, personnel arrangements and business are likely to undergo huge changes, and his future is uncertain, so he has to prepare for a full body retreat as soon as possible.
He plans to wait for the company to be taken over, get a settlement fee, quit Dahua Company, and return to Bincheng to start over.
As expected, the company was merged and acquired to become the following subsidiary, and some adjustments were made to the business operations, and the personnel arrangements were redeployed accordingly.
After receiving a huge sum of money, the boss He Wei left Dahua and started a software company with his former friend, which became a major local government software provider.
An Mo was scheming, recommended himself in front of the new boss, became the head of the company, and took charge of the merged Dahua Company.
Although Yinglong was tried to keep him by his boss, he understood his situation.
Although he is a technical backbone, but he is not as delicate as others, he is worried that he will not be able to eat in front of the new supervisor in the future, so that he will be in an embarrassing situation, not to mention that he has already had the idea of quitting, why not quit the company after getting the placement fee?
In this way, Yinglong completed the resignation procedures, quietly left the company, and returned to Bincheng with his savings.
He plans to develop in Ben Cheng in the future and manage the rest of his life well.
As for what to do, wait until you get back to Ben Thanh to take a closer look before making a decision. At least in the future, you must not only conform to your own mind, but also really want to do it.
He didn't want to rush for a while, because the little savings he had were not very good, and he had to plan to spend them. Otherwise, the money will be spent before the matter is done, and in this way, all the plans will be in vain.
Before leaving Bencheng, Yinglong and Yuxin went through the divorce procedures.
Yinglong left the house and children to Yuxin, and left some money for his future life.
As they signed, Yuxin wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. Yinglong saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart. He wanted to comfort Yu Xin, but he wanted to stop talking.
Without saying a word, they signed their names on the paper, officially announcing the end of the marriage.
The "Cold War" lasted so long, and the long-standing dispute finally came to an end.
When he walked out of the door of the office, Yinglong gently put his hand on Yu Xin's shoulder and said softly: "Yu Xin, it's all over, you can start again." ”
Yu Xin lowered her head and was silent, looking at the ground and walking slowly. The scorching sun shone on the ground like a spotlight, and the trees hissed monotonously.
They came to the side of the road and waited for a taxi.
Yu Xin asked Yinglong: "What are you going to do in the future?"
Yinglong's throat twitched, and he said to Yu Xin, "I plan to go back to Bincheng." ”
Yu Xin was silent for a while: "What are you doing back to Bincheng?"
Yinglong took a deep breath and told her: "Go back to Bincheng to develop, I don't want to do it here." ”
Yu Xin felt that there seemed to be a question in it: "You don't want to see me?"
Yinglong turned his head to look at her, smiled and said, "No, it's not that serious. I had to continue working after I quit. It might be better to go back to Ben Thanh because my parents are there. ”
Yu Xin felt that what Yinglong said was a little unreasonable: "What about Xiao Ruirui, he is your son, you won't be able to see him after you leave." ”
Yinglong was silent for a moment: "Xiao Ruirui has you to take care of it, I don't work, who will support me, I will come to see Xiao Ruirui on time when the time comes." ”
Yu Xin was still a little worried: "Aren't you the same in Lake City, there's no need to resign." ”
Yinglong now just wants to say that if he doesn't leave, he can only rent a house like before, and that is not the result he wants.
But Yinglong didn't say anything, just simply told Yu Xin: "My parents are old, I'll go back and see before making plans." ”
Yu Xin didn't continue to ask, but she thought that once Yinglong left, how should she explain it to Xiao Ruirui? From then on, he would have fewer opportunities to see his father.
So Yu Xin thought about it and persuaded Yinglong in frustration: "Xiao Ruirui likes you, you must come to see him often." ”
Yinglong had some questions: "Come and see it often, don't you mind?"
Yinglong believes that after the divorce, Yuxin will definitely not take long to find a suitable man to end her single life, and he does not need to visit the mother and son often. If he comes too often, it will affect their lives, after all, the two have already made a decision.
Yu Xin continued to persuade Yinglong: "It's necessary for you to come to see your son, the child is still young and needs his father, you know this, how can he be happy if he can't see you?"
Yinglong thought of his son's immature and lovely little face, always smiling so brightly and innocently in front of him, like an innocent and lovely angel.
He couldn't help but look down at the tips of his shoes in frustration and sighed, but what could he do now? Can he turn back time and start all over again? Everything is useless, and he can only follow the trend of things step by step.
Who knows if there will be "another village in the future", or "Seong will lose his horse and know if he is blessed"?
Some things may not be the result of what can be calculated in front of you, and even if you have come to this point, you are really uncertain what will happen in the future.
So Yinglong comforted Yu Xin: "It's not that I won't look back, I will still come to see you." As soon as I have time, I will come to Lake City to see you. Don't worry, when the time comes, you will tell Xiao Ruirui that Dad is on a business trip and is going to a far away place, and when he comes home, he will come to see him and buy him a lot of delicious things. ”
Yu Xin smiled bitterly: "On a business trip, Xiao Ruirui will always ask me, when will my father come back, but how long can I lie to him on this business trip?"
Yinglong thought for a moment: "When he grows up, he will understand, and I will come to see him in the future." ”
Yu Xin's lips trembled, and she didn't say anything, just sighed and looked into the distance. Her hand gripped the purse tightly and placed it in front of her.
Yinglong knew that Yu Xin would definitely have a lot of helplessness, after all, the family of three had been living together for so long, and now only their mother and son were left, and they were away alone, what should their son think in the future?
Although Yinglong has indescribable troubles, what can he do about these things? Does he want him to re-enter this ruined marriage?
Their relationship has long since turned to ashes, and even a little spark left is not enough to ignite the flame of love.
The taxi came, and the two got into the car, one in front of the other, and drove them back to their already shattered home.
On the eve of leaving Lake City, Yinglong tossed and turned, sighing about his past life and full of worries about the future.
It's like a dream, but there will be a time to wake up.
Yinglong felt that when he woke up from his dream, he came to Lake City to fulfill his dream, and now at the end of the dream, he decided to leave Lake City. Everything in the past is like a dream, although people walk in the dream, but everything they empathize with is vivid, not to mention impressive.
He lamented the changes in the world, like waking up from a spring dream, but when he woke up, he had to face the cold reality. Choose to leave when it's time to leave, not to mention that there is still a long way to go.