Chapter 165: I don't want her to suffer anymore

"Don't go..... Don't go....." whimpering and dryness were mixed, completely freezing Gong Yuye's steps.

Gong Yuye turned around in a daze, hugged Ning Ningyue in his arms with a very light movement, looked at her thin body, and treated her like a porcelain doll, and did not dare to be a little heavier, for fear that if he exerted his strength, he would aggravate the scars on her body.

"I'm not leaving, you sit down first, Jingyue ....." Gong Yuye held Ning Ningyue's already crying little face and retracted his steps, and then sat on the bed and hugged her into his arms, now he no longer wants to ask why she suddenly disappeared five years ago, nor does he want to ask where she has gone in the past five years, how did she fall to such a point, as long as she is well.

Tranquility Moon perched in Gong Yuye's arms, clutching the corners of his clothes, the faint sense of security made her body tremble constantly, and the slight tremor at the corners of her mouth drove the nerves of her entire face, "Don't ..... Don't hit me anymore.... I make money... I'll definitely try to make money to help you pay off your debts...."

The corners of Ning Ningyue's mouth trembled, and she said this sentence repeatedly.

"What's wrong Jingyue, you can see clearly that I am Gong Yuye, I don't need you to make money, let alone suffer anymore, you are safe, no one will bully you anymore, what is wrong with me, tell me?" Gong Yuye tried his best to suppress his bursting temper and comforted Ning Jingyue in an extremely gentle tone.

Ning Jingyue raised her head and looked at his handsome and evil face, first stunned, and then her eyes were full of tears again, and it didn't take long for her to hug Gong Yu and cry at night, "Woo..... Palace Twilight Night.... ..... of the palace night"

She cried out helplessly, as if she hadn't recognized the person in front of her until now.

"I'm so scared at night.... Every day I have to do a lot of work.... can't have a good rest.... Woo.... There are a lot of people... There are so many people who make trouble in our family that we can't live in peace... Every day is like this .... I'm so scared... I'm so scared ......"

Thinking of the past, Tranquility Yue was like crazy, tears flowed uncontrollably, wetting Gong Yuye's clothes, and it was also this scorching temperature that shot directly into her heart through his temperature.

Gong Yuye didn't say anything, just let Ning Jingyue cry, her eyes looked at her body like a bottomless abyss, and there was more self-blame and chagrin in her dull eyes.

He once said that as long as Tranquility Yue was with him, he would make her the happiest woman, but what he had done in the past five years, she disappeared, he felt that Tranquility Yue deliberately avoided him, which was the most straightforward refusal, but he never thought about her sadness.

Yes, he went to look for it, and after looking for it for a while, he gave up, saying that it was useless, if he paid more attention to it at that time, Tranquility Yue would not have suffered so much.

"Jingyue, don't think about it, don't think about it if you're afraid, can you sleep peacefully? ”

"Don't you go? I'm afraid I'm alone... Don't go even if I'm asleep, okay?"

"Okay, go to sleep. Saying that, Gong Yuxi put An Yuxi away, gently covered her with the quilt, and then moved the bench and sat on the edge of the bed, holding her hand tightly, and interlocking her fingers.

"Yes. Ning Jing Yue also calmed down a lot, nodded slightly, and slowly closed her eyes.

Although her eyes were closed, the strength of her hand grasping Gong Yuye did not decrease at all.

Really just as he promised Tranquility Yue, Gong Yuye didn't leave a single step, staring at her without blinking for more than an hour.

Ning Ning Yue just lay on this kind of bed, she still seemed to be a little uncomfortable, and she didn't know if she was too insecure, her body would tremble uneasily after sleeping for a while, and sometimes she would even slowly open her eyes, as if she was looking to see if Gong Yuye had left.

She didn't sleep long and got up, leaned on the back of the bed, covered with a quilt, and slowly drank the clear porridge that Gong Yu fed at night, maybe she was too hungry, and after a while, a bowl of porridge bottomed out.

Gong Yuye saw that her mental condition was slowly returning to normal, and the worry in her eyes was put down a little, and when she put down the porridge bowl, he sat next to Ning Ningyue, talking and chatting with her.

He always deliberately avoided the five years that Ning Jingyue left, so the topic was a little monotonous, it was nothing more than the two met five years ago, and there was no topic after talking for a while.

But now Gong Yuye has just thrown aside his ability to coax people, and he has no clue when he speaks.

"Tranquility Yue, do you remember that you told me before that you wanted me to run two miles naked..... I'm telling you, if that's the case, the cars on the road will be ticketed. ”

"Why...."

"Because I was stunned. ”

This made the nervousness on Ning Ningyue's face a little less, and the corners of Ning Ningyue's mouth began to smile slightly.

Seeing the slight smile on the corner of her mouth, Gong Yuye raised her eyebrows, and her eyes flashed and jumped up with excitement, "You finally smiled." ”

Ning Ningyue saw his childlike expression, the corners of her mouth froze slightly, her eyes turned, and she didn't have the tiredness just now, but was covered with an unknown emotion, but after a while, her body shrank and returned to a look of lack of energy.

Gong Yuye realized that her excitement had made her restrained, and immediately laughed awkwardly twice, and then sat down.

"Gong Yuye, do you want to hear about me?" said Tranquility Yue unexpectedly.

"I don't want to hear it. ”

"Why...."

"Don't ask why, don't say it's all in the past if you're unhappy, what are you worried about, people always have to live, if you keep dwelling on the past, it's better to dig a pit today and jump into it tomorrow." ”

Gong Yuye's words were very urgent, but he also meant well.

Ning Jingyue chuckled lightly and leaned into his arms, this action did make Gong Yuye a little flattered.

"Actually, I've been with Fang Shicheng for a few years, for five years......" Ning Ning Yue couldn't see his expression when he lay in his arms, as soon as he heard the name Fang Shicheng, Gong Yuye's face immediately became solemn, but because of Ning Ningyue's body, he just said lightly, "I know." ”

Jing Jingyue continued: "Fang Shicheng and I were originally a couple that everyone envied in school, he loved me very much, and he was very good to me....."

It was the first time to hear her talk about him and the so-called ex-boyfriend head-on, Gong Yuye was also a little curious, and he also wanted to know what had happened to her in the past few years, so he gently stroked her hair, and listened quietly without saying a word.

"But then there was an accident, I found out that I was wrong, his understanding, generosity and decency are all superficial, he gambled behind my back outside, drank, and even found a woman, and I forgave him again and again in his rhetoric, until I was about to graduate, I couldn't stand his bad habits, and proposed to break up with him, and the two of us were over. ”

"But I didn't expect to meet him in the bar last time, and he found me. I trusted him so much in college that I didn't have any defense, so I kept my documents with him, and during college he gambled and was afraid of borrowing loan sharks to get into trouble, so he took my ID card. ”

"Five years ago, I was still commuting home from work as usual that day, but when I got home, everything changed, everything in the house was smashed, and there were several men with murder weapons to force me to pay back. ”

Saying the last few words, Ning Jingyue smiled bitterly, all the bitterness was contained in this smile.

Hearing the movements of this palace night's hand was much slower, he didn't expect that Ning Jingyue didn't say goodbye a few years ago, just because of saving his life, this kind of helplessness of leaving his relatives and homeland because of money, how could people like them who were born with a golden spoon in their mouths understand.

"Then why are you with Fang Shicheng again?"

"Not long after I left City A, he didn't know how to find me, he didn't have a penny at that time, and finding me was nothing more than letting me support him, but at that time I didn't have much savings at all, I hid debts every day, and I had to move after a while, so how could I agree. But he threatened me, saying that if I didn't make money to support him and pay off my debts, I would let those people go to my brother, and I would be the same brother, how could I bear to let him suffer with me. ”

Tears flowed down her eyes as she said that, yes, she only had one younger brother.

Gong Yuye raised her head, looked at her and said, "Why didn't you come to me?"

"Looking for you?" Ning Jingyue tugged at the corners of her mouth, and then withdrew, "I don't want to owe anyone, even if I owe me something, I can't afford to pay back millions in my life, this is the gap between me and you, you can cover your hands for rain, I can only crawl slowly in the mud, I'm not Xi'er, I don't have her background, even if it's only a false name." I know my own status very well, and the moment my parents abandoned me and my brother, I was destined to be at the bottom of my life. ”

This sentence is for Gong Yuye to listen to, and it can be regarded as a return to the answer five years ago.

"Gong Yuye, I can't afford to play, I'm different from the people around you, I've suffered the pain of betrayal, so even if I love it, I won't choose to be with you, because you can't give me a sense of steadiness at all. ”

"I've changed, can't you see it? Gong Yuye grabbed Tranquility Yue's arm with some excitement, at this moment he was longing, eager to be with her.

I don't want her to suffer anymore.......

I don't know why the atmosphere between the two of them has become like this.

Tranquility Yue looked at Gong Yuye intently, and seemed to see a trace of heat from the depths of his eyes, but she pulled the corners of her mouth weakly and deliberately dodged away.