Lu Shaofan hasn't seen that child yet, even if I know that he loves me and loves Sihan, but in fact, I can't be sure at all, if he sees Ankang, will it be the same as before.

The kid was very good-looking, a lot like him. I'm wondering if Lu Shaofan will be soft-hearted and change his mind after seeing that child.

If he changes his mind, what will Sihan and I do?

It was like a mess in my mind, cut and cut, and I couldn't figure it out.

I have been back in Miancheng for three days, and Lu Shaofan has not returned.

I'm waiting for him, I think, he will definitely be shaken after seeing Ankang, but I can't force him, because that child is his own son who is related to him, Sihan is not.

"Mom, is Dad coming back today?"

On the weekend, it was raining outside, so I hugged Sihan on the sofa and read with him.

Suddenly, when I heard Sihan ask about Lu Shaofan, my heart suddenly froze, but soon my emotions returned to calm.

"What's wrong Sihan, I haven't seen my dad for a few days, I miss my dad, don't you?"

Hearing me ask, Sihan gently tugged his little mouth and nodded.

"Well, when will Daddy come back?"

Sihan asked again.

In fact, I don't know when Lu Shaofan will come back, or maybe he may not come back to us.

It's just that even if I think so, I can't tell the truth about Sihan.

"He should be back soon, and if we wait for him, Dad must have something to deal with." ”

Seeing me say this, Sihan was a little unhappy, I could feel that he was a little uneasy, but the child was actually very coaxing, and after a while I told him a story, he forgot about his father.

"Mom, I want to sleep. ”

Sihan rubbed his eyes in my arms, and immediately I hugged him and smiled: "Then you can sleep in your mother's arms first." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Sihan's little eyes were already closed.

I carried the sleeping Sihan to his room, put him on the bed, and gently covered him with the quilt.

When I came out of the room, my eyes were red, because as Sihan asked, he missed his father, and I missed my husband.

But at this time, Lu Shaofan, he was by the side of another woman.

It was raining hard outside, just like my heart.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of the door opening, and I subconsciously looked towards the door.

The door opened, Lu Shaofan dragged his suitcase, stood at the door in the dust, looked at me with a gentle face and smiled.

The moment I saw him, my eyes turned red.

I sped over and threw myself into his arms.

"I thought...... You won't be coming back. ”

There was a cry in my voice.

These three days were simply too much for me.

I really thought he might not come back.

Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan lowered his head and kissed my forehead.

"Wei Ran, I miss you very much these days, I desperately want to rush back as quickly as possible, I also miss our Sihan, I know that you were so strong when you left, but you will definitely be cranky when you come back, because waiting is the easiest way to crush a person's emotions. ”

Indeed, Lu Shaofan is right.

Waiting, especially waiting without knowing the outcome, makes my heart torment.

I raised my eyes, looked at him with red eyes, and said, "Are you willing to leave them?"

I didn't want to ask such a question, because no matter how Lu Shaofan answered, it was not good, but I still asked because I was afraid, afraid that Lu Shaofan would not want me and Sihan because of that child.

Lu Shaofan closed the door with his backhand, and then reached out to hold my face and said: "Qi Yuan, they live very well, my mother gave them the cost of living and wearing food and clothing for a lifetime, Qi Yuan didn't tell Ankang my identity, she was afraid that the child would be uncomfortable if she knew that I would leave." ”

Lu Shaofan's last sentence made my heart tremble fiercely.

I looked at Lu Shaofan and saw a trace of bitterness flashing on his face, he also felt it, that child was an illegitimate child, and he was also an illegitimate child like that.

"Shaofan, in fact, do you know? I thought about it, if you choose that child in the end, I will promise you! I know that you have grown up in the name of an illegitimate child, and I know that you feel uncomfortable. ”

Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan looked at me with deep eyes, I seemed to have seen the pain and sorrow in his eyes, the existence of Ankang can remind him of his life when he was young, such Lu Shaofan, how can he be happy?

Lu Shaofan was silent and did not speak, and suddenly, he lowered his head and kissed me fiercely on the lips.

It seemed to be raining harder outside.

It was as if our ears were filled with the sound of heavy rain.

This night, we lingered with sorrow, all this, we vented our inner anxiety and uneasiness.

I was afraid that he would return to Qi Yuan and that child, and he was also afraid that I would leave him with Sihan.

The former stable happiness seemed to be shattered all at once, and the fragments scratched each other's hearts, dripping with blood.

There was a pleasant feeling in my body that spread, and he kissed my body, giving me the greatest release and the most profound sense of security.

Eventually, our bodies are sweating profusely, but our hearts are suddenly hollow again.

Lu Shaofan took me tightly into his arms, his chin resting on my head, rubbing gently.

"In the past few days, I have been thinking about coming back quickly, you and Sihan are all I have, and Ankang is ...... child"

Speaking of that child, Lu Shaofan's tone subconsciously paused.

I know that when he talks about that child, he must not feel good in his heart.

"I think I'm really sorry for that child, but do you know, Qi Yuan was different from my mother back then, my mother gave birth to me because she and my father were in love, and Qi Yuan was born healthy, but it was her willingness. ”

Hearing this, my expression was subconsciously stunned.

"But that kid is a life, after all. ”

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan let out a soft "um".

"Yes, after all, it is a life, but what I can't accept is that the child has been diagnosed during pregnancy and the physical indicators are not up to standard, and the doctor has recommended abortion at that time, but Qi Yuan gave birth to the child. ”

Suddenly hearing this, I remembered what she said when she left when I saw Qi Yuan, he said that Ankang still had to go back for injections.

At this moment, Lu Shaofan's voice came to my ears again.

"Wei Ran, Ankang suffers from congenital diabetes. ”