"Have you ever thought about forgiving him in the morning, you can't move forward if you are too attached to the past, and you obviously can't let go of him, why force yourself to make such a choice. The lady put the flowers in her hand, and this seemed to be something she said inadvertently.

Gong Qingchen obediently picked a lily and handed it over, she looked at her mother and planted a pleasing flower and seemed to want to laugh, but finally just smiled reluctantly and shook her head at her mother.

"I didn't leave him because I had been clinging to the past, those hurts had already happened, and I certainly wouldn't choose to forget. What I need between Ji Yunyang and me is not a forgiveness. It's time, we have too many contradictions, and if we don't solve them all at once, we will be like this in the future, and my wife and I are sick. ”

The master's hand paused when she heard Gong Qingchen's last words, and she asked in disbelief: "Are you sick? What kind of illness, don't you scare me in the morning." ”

"It's not a serious illness, it's a psychological problem. My memory will get worse and worse, my spirit will get worse and worse, I will even remember nothing one day, I will become a person that you all hate, and at that time I will not be able to control myself and even hurt the people you care about the most. Gong Qingchen blinked a little overwhelmed when she said this, she didn't want to cry in front of her master.

Gong Qingchen put a daffodil branch and leaf in the flower that her mother had arranged, and she wanted to talk about these things as easily as possible, but some topics could not hide the heavy truth no matter how much she said them.

"I used to be very selfish, and I wanted to be by Ji Yunyang's side in the last waking period of my life, but I couldn't. Doing so will only harm Ji Yunyang. Ji Yunyang, he is too extreme, his lover's way is too domineering, if I keep letting myself be by his side like this, I can't imagine what he should do after I become a crazy person one day, what should Ji Yunyang do. ”

She finally said these words that had been held in Gong Qingchen's heart for a long time, and after saying them, her whole person became relaxed.

"How can this be, how can you have such a problem, you used to be so cheerful and could see everything, how could you get such a disease. When my wife said this, she covered her mouth and cried.

Gong Qingchen saw that his wife was crying, and the whole person panicked, and hurriedly handed the paper to his wife, and his wife pulled her hand and said anxiously and angrily: "How can you have psychological problems in the early morning, and there was no trauma when you were a child, I have to go to Lao Sun if you can't do this, he knows a lot of good doctors and will definitely be able to help you treat well." ”

As soon as she heard her wife say this, Gong Qingchen, she was also anxious, grabbed her hand tightly, and said: "Master, don't ask for it, please don't tell my master, he will be very sad when he knows, I have already contacted the doctor, and he suggested that I go out to travel and relax." When I leave today, I will lie to my master and say that I will come to accompany him to do research after I go back to pack my luggage, and you don't tell him the truth. ”

The master didn't know how to solve this matter for a while, Gong Qingchen saw the hesitation of the master and grabbed the hand of the master mother, and the master mother looked at Gong Qingchen's unwavering eyes and finally could only reluctantly nod.

Gong Qingchen and Ji Yunyang only stayed at Professor Sun's house for half a day before leaving, Professor Sun was reluctant to let his apprentice Gong Qingchen lie to him with the reason he had already made up and said that he wanted to go back to pack his luggage, and his wife also helped Gong Qingchen to complete the lie, and Professor Sun reluctantly agreed in the end.

Ji Yunyang thought that he would stay in this school for a long time, but Gong Qingchen dragged Ji Yunyang to the lakeside behind the campus cafeteria.

At this time, it was the evening when the evening wind blew and there was a hint of coolness in the air, Gong Qingchen pointed to the stone bench that had been flooded for more than half of the lake and said: "Ji Yunyang, do you remember there? The place where we first met, at that time, I came here with my friend to catch fish, and as soon as I turned around, I saw you staying on the stone bench reading a book." ”

Ji Yunyang had a very bad premonition in his heart, he could only nod at Gong Qingchen calmly and said, "Remember." ”

There were some things that Ji Yunyang didn't say, but he could never forget that Gong Qingchen at that time had mud on her face and head, but she didn't care that she was holding a big fish in her hand and smiled proudly.

Before meeting Gong Qingchen, Ji Yunyang really didn't think that there would be such a person in the world - beautiful but not self-aware. She always lives as she pleases, and her wanton behavior is enviable.

Ji Yunyang also learned from the discussion of his roommates later that this little girl who was looked at differently by himself was actually the flower of the management department, and there were many people who chased her and those who wanted to chase her.

Gong Qingchen sat on the grass indifferently and looked into the distance, as if he was reminiscing and reminiscing about the past.

"I looked stupid at the time, I had never seen such a good-looking person as you, and I felt that you were glowing all around. My dad always scolded me for not being a girl when I was a child, in fact, I just couldn't calm down when I didn't have a girl, but that day I saw you and suddenly understood the meaning of an idiom, the years are stable. I really used to like you!"

Gong Qingchen's last sentence was a blockbuster for Ji Yunyang, and Gong Qingchen finally used it for him.

No matter how much I like it, it was once, and now it is not the past.

She didn't see the dimming light in Ji Yunyang's eyes, and she continued:

"So later, when we were together, I was thinking that it would be good if I could be with this person for the rest of my life, but Ji Yunyang, I'm too greedy, I can't dominate you like this all the time. So now shall I let you go?"

Gong Qingchen used it as a question mark, but Ji Yunyang knew that this was already Gong Qingchen's decision, he wanted to shake his head, wanted to hug Gong Qingchen, and begged him not to go, but in the end, he didn't do anything, just nodded in a dumb voice.

Such a simple action used up all his strength, and after Gong Qingchen got his response, he suddenly threw himself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Gong Qingchen was crying, her tears dripped on Ji Yunyang's neck, Gong Qingchen hugged him and didn't want Ji Yunyang to see his sad expression: "Ji Yunyang, let's separate here, then goodbye." ”

From the beginning of the place each is well.

After saying this, Gong Qingchen quickly let go of Ji Yunyang's hand and left Ji Yunyang's embrace.

Ji Yunyang watched Gong Qingchen walk away without looking back, just standing in place, he even had hatred for a moment, Gong Qingchen completely abandoned him like this.

He and Gong Qingchen were written by Gong Qingchen himself in this way, why can't the two of them be together?

Who is to blame? Blame Gong Qingchen or blame him, Ji Yunyang no longer matters.

The important thing is that the two of them have completely become two people. Ordinary or unfamiliar.