Chapter 67: Déjà vu Yan returns
Since meeting Yuxin on the snowy street, Yinglong was very disappointed, as always, she didn't take the initiative to reconcile with Yinglong, maybe Yuxin not only didn't find Yinglong, but also had no intention of reconciling with him.
This result was different from Yinglong's expectation, he thought that Yu Xin would take the initiative to shake hands with him and make peace, but Yu Xin didn't, and even made excuses to refuse his call several times.
Yinglong was very disappointed, every late at night, he sat alone on the bed, with his back against the pillow, holding the phone in his hand in front of him, his eyes were just staring at the string of phone numbers, but he was hesitant in his heart, always deducing what to say to Yu Xin, how he should express his thoughts to Yu Xin.
Although Yinglong conceived a conversation with Yuxin countless times, he never had the courage to call her.
Until one day he plucked up the courage to call Yu Xin, but what was waiting for him was a busy sound.
Yinglong was disappointed and disappointed, although he hadn't forgotten Yu Xin, he knew that he had lost her in the end.
And Yu Xin's side experienced a painful struggle after a disappointment, and these Yinglong were completely unaware.
She originally thought that Yinglong would do everything to save her, but in fact, Yinglong did not make an obvious move, and did not send her a bouquet of favorite yellow roses to apologize to her, after all, Yinglong did not do it right.
Yu Xin didn't know why Yinglong did that, he was too rude, Yu Xin just went to see Mr. Tao a few times, in fact, she didn't appreciate Mr. Tao, and even felt that Mr. Tao was not the kind of person she liked. After all, the gap between Mr. Tao and the ideal man in her mind is too big, although Mr. Tao is rich and powerful, Yu Xin feels that if Mr. Tao stands by her side, she will feel pressure.
But Yinglong is different, what Yinglong gives her is that sense of security, whether it is joking or going for a walk together, Yinglong is always around her, Yuxin is his origin at all times.
On this point alone, Yu Xin felt that he was unwilling to give up Yinglong, although Yinglong is worthless now, but what he will be like in a few years, it is really a little unclear.
But Yu Xin was disappointed, Yinglong didn't come to her like before, Yu Xin knew that she must have hurt Yinglong's feelings, after all, Yinglong saw her with Mr. Tao, although Yinglong was not sure at the time, but he must have known the truth. This is something that a man will never allow, and no matter what reason Yu Xin finds, it should never be.
It would be nice if Yinglong didn't see it at that time, but that was completely impossible, and one day it would be touched by Yinglong.
Yuxin knew that Yinglong was angry, in her impression, Yinglong should be an open-minded and cheerful man, maybe Yinglong could forgive her countless times in the past, whether she was playing a small temper or fooling around, Yinglong would forgive her "mercilessly", but this time it was different, Yinglong may be desperate for her, even if she had a reason, she couldn't get Yinglong back.
Yu Xin was disappointed in herself, and she was also desperate for Yinglong.
She didn't dare to answer Yinglong's call, which would make her feel inferior, unable to raise her head in front of Yinglong, and even say something wrong.
Yuxin's proud heart also made her unable to forgive Yinglong, and she also couldn't forgive herself, she was afraid of failure, so she chose to be silent, waiting for time to slip away little by little, so that her heart could be calm, although it was somewhat contradictory.
In this way, a few months passed, and Yinglong began to plan to forget Yu Xin, so he chose to forget, but sometimes he still remembered the days with Yu Xin.
That scene made Yinglong feel nostalgic, but when he thought of Yu Xin's indifference to him, Yinglong couldn't help but feel regretful.
But there is a situation where the duckweed in which the two leaves converge in a pond, and under the impetus of the ripples, over time, they will eventually meet by chance.
Yinglong and Yuxin met by such an unplanned, but very fortuitous opportunity.
The weather gradually warmed up, and one day after dinner, Yinglong felt that since there was no arrangement, it was better to go out for a walk.
So he took care of it a little and went out.
Yinglong walked aimlessly along the sidewalk as always.
Perhaps by chance, he walked to the door of the restaurant in the downtown area, where he had seen Yu Xin and Mr. Tao talking face to face.
Yinglong inadvertently glanced at the store through the glass window, and "Oh, business is really good!" You can see the lights in the restaurant, which is quite atmospheric.
Quite a few guests sit there and dine elegantly, and it seems that it is very popular.
When he turned his head and was about to leave, he suddenly noticed a familiar figure walking towards him, standing in front of the glass window. The warm light projected from the window shone on the young woman, and you could see that her entire figure was shrouded in light, and a hazy halo was permeated all around her.
Yinglong's eyes lit up, and his heart jumped with excitement, as if the blood in his whole body was rushing to his heart, and he could feel a violent heartbeat.
In less than ten seconds, he could see clearly, almost certainly, wasn't this Yu Xin?
Yinglong hadn't seen Yu Xin for almost a year, and she looked even more mature and charming now. It was still a long flowing hair, with a slight wavy curl, which was gently sprinkled on the shoulders. Wearing a rose-colored suit rendered purple and red, he outlines a kind of pretty and delicate lines, no more than a point, not a point less.
Yu Xin had a pair of high boots on her feet, which set off her figure just right. Standing there is like a rose blooming in the night, giving Yinglong a sense of déjà vu and freshness, even with a familiar taste.
But Yu Xin's eyes had a sad taste, looking a little haggard, and the careful Yinglong noticed it, and his heart moved, "Could it be that she is unhappy? But she should be married, so why is this?"
Yu Xin saw Yinglong coming, standing there smiling slightly, with a shallow smile in her eyes, a little confused, a little sad.
She looked at Yinglong and said softly, "Yinglong, is it really you? I haven't seen you for a long time." ”
Yinglong listened intently, knowing that it was Yuxin, and just by listening to her voice, he could recognize it.
Although Yu Xin is surrounded by a smell of mature women, her appearance is still so fresh.
And that familiar demeanor Yinglong is not unfamiliar, otherwise he really wouldn't dare to confirm whether Yu Xin is still the same.
Yinglong walked over, looked at her and whispered, "Hey, Yuxin, it's been a long time, are you okay now?"
There was a bit of expectation and hope in his tone.
Yu Xin's delicate face flashed a trace of dazedness, and then she responded in a low voice: "It's okay, it's the same as before." ”
Although Yinglong was careless, the fleeting blankness on Yu Xin's face did not deceive his eyes.
"Yuxin must have encountered some problems. ”
Yinglong wanted to ask, but was too embarrassed to speak, because he knew that the stubborn Yuxin would not tell him the truth.
But he saw the tiredness and frustration in Yu Xin's eyes that could not be concealed, and a wave of pity welled up in his heart, could it really be that I was wrong, but there were some things he wanted to say, but he wanted to say it, but he immediately realized that Yu Xin really encountered something.
"Are you still in your original unit?" asked Yinglong with concern.
"Well, what about you?"
"I'm still the same, still working in my original unit. ”
"Didn't your girlfriend come with you?"
"My girlfriend? I'm still single. Yinglong replied stupidly, feeling very confused, what is this?
"You're still single, so you didn't find another one?"
Yu Xin felt strange, but she felt a little incredible, she curled the corners of her mouth and smiled.
"Well, yes, there's no suitable one yet. Yinglong explained helplessly.
"You haven't changed at all, haven't you really met the right person? Don't be too picky, you know. Yu Xin said with a smile.
"Well, Yuxin, don't ask so much, do you have time?
Is it?," Yinglong asked with a bit of luck.
"Okay, I'm idle anyway, Yinglong, do you really remember me?" Yu Xin readily agreed, with a bit of playfulness in her tone.
"Why don't you remember, I can't forget, okay then! Let's go this way!"
Yinglong thinks it's a bit strange for Yu Xin to say "idle", but what does it mean?
According to his thoughts, Yu Xin should be married with "merit" now, and may have a happy family long ago, but why is there still a little sadness between her eyebrows.
It looks like there should have been a bit of an interlude in between.
Originally, the last time it snowed, Yinglong felt a little strange when he found her walking alone on the street, and it seemed that his premonition was still relatively sensitive.
He turned around and walked with Yuxin in the direction he had come.
They walked slowly, chatting about the recent situation. Yinglong then knew that Yu Xin was indeed with Mr. Tao after breaking up with him.
It turned out that, as Yinglong guessed, Yuxin's parents knew that she was with Yinglong, and they were very dissatisfied after learning about Yinglong's situation in detail. They wanted their baby girl to marry someone from the right family, not a man like Yinglong, so they introduced Yuxin to her father's friend's son, Mr. Tao.
Mr. Tao's conditions are good, although he is several years older than Yu Xin, his own conditions are superior, and he also seems mature and stable. Although Yu Xin was reluctant, she also strongly opposed it, which made her parents very opinionated, thinking that Yu Xin's idea was too naïve.
But Yu Xin was worried about Yinglong, she felt very sad, but in the end, she had to go on a few dates with each other under the pressure of her parents.
Mr. Tao is obviously more mature and sophisticated, and he is very good at coaxing girls, and Yu Xin can't find an obvious reason to reject him, although he is not as good as Yinglong.
In this way, she was perfunctory with Mr. Tao while dealing with Yinglong. However, apparently Mr. Tao still left a little good impression on Yu Xin, which made her a little hesitant, so she decided to continue dating like this first.
But that day, they were seen by Yinglong and found out the truth, and then Yinglong and Yuxin had a fierce quarrel.
If it weren't for the fact that Yu Xin was very dissatisfied with Yinglong's handling and made her feel disappointed, she really didn't know how to continue, although she was reluctant to Yinglong.
Today, Yinglong also knows the truth of the matter, but he didn't expect Yu Xin to break off the marriage contract with Mr. Tao later.
Yinglong's recklessness ended his relationship with Yu Xin, and also pushed Yu Xin into the arms of his rival in love.
Of course, Yuxin was sad, although she had defied her parents' wishes and dated Yinglong, but she still sadly ended her relationship with him with an uncertain future, and started a new relationship with Yinglong's rival.
But Yu Xin didn't expect that when she and Mr. Tao were engaged smoothly and were about to enter the marriage hall, Mr. Tao became absent-minded and often found excuses to go out to play cards and didn't come home until late.
Yu Xin is a careful woman, and she wonders if Mr. Tao has too many cards, or she has lost her charm.
Finally, one day she ran to Mr. Tao's card court and saw everything: he was playing poker casually with a young girl in his arms and a few fox friends, and the young girl was said to be his old friend.
Everything was broken, of course, there was nothing to say, no wonder the marriage of the two was delayed again and again.
Although Mr. Tao also wanted to save Yu Xin through patient explanations, Yu Xin didn't have much heart to obey his words.
So she broke off the engagement with Mr. Tao with some regret and sadness.
In this way, Yuxin regained her freedom, in order to calm the scars in her heart, she chose to take a walk alone to heal her wounds, she wanted to slowly forget the past, so she met Yinglong unexpectedly.
Yinglong listened to Yu Xin's intermittent narration, the ups and downs in his heart, and he couldn't calm down for a while, he felt sad for what happened to Yu Xin.
Yinglong hated himself for being too impulsive, so that he pushed Yu Xin in the opposite direction, he also hated Mr. Tao's unkindness, so he hurt Yu Xin at will, and he also sympathized with Yu Xin, he could have entered the marriage hall, but he suffered this unforeseen situation.
Yinglong is more of an apology, it turned out that he hurt Yu Xin's infatuation first.
He sighed silently, comforting Yu Xin with apology and remorse: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect things to be like this, I was too impulsive and hurt you." Now that it's all over, everything will be fine, trust me. ”
Yu Xin lowered her eyes, lowered her head to wipe away her tears of grievance, and whispered: "Well, thank you, thank you for listening to me say so much, in fact, I can't blame you, I also have something wrong, but only you can understand me." ”
Yinglong sighed and patted Yuxin on the shoulder: "Don't think about it so much, okay, these things are in the past, it was really too difficult for you before, and you paid so much, we were all too naïve in the past, alas--"
Yu Xin leaned over to Yinglong's side, her shoulder and Yinglong's arm touched, and then she hesitated for a moment, and then separated: "I'm sorry." ”
Yinglong's heart rippled with pity: "It's nothing, isn't it good?"
He wanted to reach out and grab Yu Xin's wrist, but he hesitated again, and immediately took it back after touching the outstretched hand.
After a while, under Yinglong's comfort, Yuxin's mood gradually improved, she lowered her head and walked slowly with Yinglong, asking him about the situation for more than a year.
Yinglong told her about the experience after the breakup.
He told Yu Xin that he was still single, and someone had introduced him to a girlfriend, but he never met a girl he liked.
Yinglong originally wanted to say that Yu Xin was more concerned about Yu Xin than other girls, and he knew why, but after careful reflection, he didn't say it, he knew that he didn't let go of Yu Xin.
Yu Xin wondered why Yinglong didn't find a suitable girl, but Yinglong only explained that he hadn't met the girl who matched his eyes.
Yu Xin smiled lightly when she heard this, and teased him and said, "Yinglong, don't you have too high conditions!"
Yinglong replied happily: "People, you still have to pay attention to a fate, I didn't choose them, because I have no fate with them, which condition is too high." ”
Yu Xin smiled: "Aren't you afraid of beating a bachelor for the rest of your life?"
Yinglong smiled: "If this is my life, I can't help it." ”
Yu Xin smiled and "scolded" him: "If you become a bachelor for the rest of your life in the future, then no one else is to blame!"
Yinglong looked at Yu Xin's eyes, her eyes were shining: "What if...... I don't know ......."
Yu Xin raised her head and looked into Yinglong's eyes, Yinglong was looking at her with blazing eyes: "What if?"
Then, as if she had read something from Yinglong's gaze, she lowered her head and smiled shyly.
She paused and blushed blushing, and said in a slur manner, "No, let's talk about it later." ”
When Yinglong heard this, she seemed to feel a burst of comfort and a little disappointed: Fortunately, Yuxin understood in her heart that it would be much better, but now she hasn't agreed yet.
Then he took the opportunity to invite Yuxin: "Let's take a walk together from now on, okay?"
Yu Xin raised her head and looked at Yinglong: "Okay, anyway, I don't have anything to do at home, stay and stay, call me when you want to come out, let's take a walk together." ”
Yinglong immediately struck while the iron was hot: "Then it's decided, don't miss the appointment!"
Yu Xin pushed Yinglong: "Whoever missed the appointment, I want to cool you, just as cool!"
Yinglong took the opportunity to grab Yu Xin's wrist: "Whoever fails to make an appointment will be punished!"
Yu Xin said unconvinced: "How to punish?"
Yinglong was categorical: "Please eat!"
Yu Xin smiled: "That's good! It seems that I have to prepare to lose weight in the future!
Yinglong pouted and said, "Hehe! Who is afraid of whom!"
Then they laughed for a while, lowered their heads and whispered for a while, and as they walked, Yinglong unconsciously turned around and sent Yuxin home.
Yu Xin raised her head and silently stared at Yinglong's face, as if she wanted to find something out of his face.
However, Yinglong affectionately said to Yuxin: "Have we all changed a little, but I haven't forgotten you, we are still the same as before, believe me, let's eat and walk together in the future, okay?"
Yu Xin glared at Yinglong happily, nodded, and then whispered, "If you don't mind, I'm willing." ”
Yinglong held Yuxin's shoulder, stroked her and said, "We don't mind going over, okay?"
Yu Xin lowered her eyes and said, "How come, okay, let's stop thinking about the past and start over." ”
Before leaving, Yinglong and Yuxin made an appointment to take a walk together in the future.
Yinglong didn't want to let go of such a good opportunity, of course he was willing to start over with Yuxin, and he also wanted to compensate her with apologies.
After all, this opportunity was not easy, if it wasn't for God arranging for him and Yuxin to meet by chance, then maybe they would have been separated from each other a long time ago, and they would have missed it for life.
Although they live under the same sky, what a chance it takes to meet again in the vast sea of people!