Fu Yan, who returned to his teenage years by being reborn, thought more than once about how good it would be if the timeline was extended three more years.

At that time, neither the eldest brother nor the mother had any accidents. With his current ability, he will definitely be able to protect them.

Such thoughts gnawed at his heart like insects and ants. There is a feeling of pain that is not intense, but dense and overwhelming.

As Xia Xueying went deeper and deeper into his life, he gradually felt a little relieved.

Life may be destined to be full of regrets and partings, and there will be many helpless and unwanted. Those who still have and exist are the reasons to live well.

The deceased loved ones are in the heart, although they can no longer be touched, but they will never leave.

And the people to protect, the debts to be collected, are the motivation for him to fight against the wind.

……

In September, there are still noisy cicadas, chirping hoarsely. The afternoon sun is not small, and it is so bright that it is impossible to look at it directly.

But this light and heat can't shine into the Yule Barbecue House across the wall.

Eating spicy and spicy food on a hot day will inevitably cause a lot of sweating. Therefore, the air conditioning in the lobby of the barbecue house is fully turned on, just like the boss Yu's long mood.

She just sat against the air vent of the air conditioner, letting goosebumps rage.

It's so cold, there's nowhere to escape, but there's a sense of letting go of everything.

"Big fish head, don't sit here. It's going to catch a cold. ”

Yu Manman's masochistic behavior didn't last long before it failed.

Two or three o'clock in the afternoon barbecue house, few guests. After Xia Xueying entered the door, she pulled her up and took her hand into an empty private room.

"Hey, it's comfortable!" Xia Xueying's hands were dry when she just came in from the steaming outside. Touching Yu's ice-like hand, he immediately felt a chill.

While casually helping Yu Manman cover her hands, Xia Xueying asked, "Why are you listless? Honestly, is there something wrong?"

The real temperature on her hand made Yu Manman's heart warm up a little, and she raised her head and confessed: "I'm pregnant." ”

Then, as expected, I saw that the little snowman's mouth opened into an O-shape, and only after a while did he cautiously speak: "Then you guys...... What are you going to do?"

"He wanted me to get rid of the baby, and I agreed. Yu Man smiled bitterly, "But then something happened." ”

Yu Manman has always been rough in life, and only after she realized that her aunt, who had always been regular, had not come for a long time, did she go to buy a pregnancy test.

After seeing the two red lines, she tried to recall that the eldest aunt was afraid that she hadn't been here for two months.

So she hurriedly contacted Lu Fengyu and wanted to discuss what to do. Lu Fengyu categorically asked her to kill the child, although she was disappointed and reluctant in her heart, she still compromised.

The next day, Lu Fengyu took her to the hospital.

Thinking of Lu Fengyu, who has always been low-key and cautious for fear of exposure, and was willing to take her to the hospital at the risk of being discovered, Yu Manman felt a lot of relief. He has his own troubles, but after all, he cares about himself. This time, let's be considerate of him.

When I arrived at the hospital, I followed the routine procedure to test whether I was pregnant or not. Soon, the two went to the doctor with the test sheet.

Those who come to the doctor with test sheets, some want to give birth, and some want to have abortion.

Doctors can often judge the intentions of people with a visual inspection. The doctor looked at them, and the woman looked a little nervous, while the man looked concerned and loving.

She immediately judged that this was a loving little couple who were going to give birth. The shape is also very good, very right.

So the doctor spoke unconsciously with a little smile: "You guys are really late enough, the children are almost three months old, hurry up and go to Jianka." By the way, I have the conditions to buy a Doppler heart rate monitor, and now I can hear the heartbeat of the embryo. ”

Yu Manman opened his mouth in embarrassment and said nothing. She looked at the people around her and decided to remain silent.

Lu Fengyu opened his mouth generously: "Doctor, if you have an abortion, can you do it today?"

"......" The doctor who made a mistake in judgment looked at the man and woman in front of him several times in surprise, "Let's do a preoperative examination first." ”

When the examination report was handed over to the doctor, she frowned and said to Yu Manman: "Are you rh negative blood type? During reconception, the child is susceptible to neonatal hemolysis. ”

"Huh?" Yu said a syllable like waking up from a dream, and hurriedly asked the doctor what the situation of neonatal hemolysis was.

After getting a clear and scary reply, Yu Manman hurriedly grabbed Lu Fengyu's arm, and there was a hint of pleading in his tone: "Fengfeng, I don't want to fight." ”

Lu Fengyu's heart sank, but a smile appeared on his face: "Okay, let's go home first." ”

Yu Manman didn't expect that his "good" was just a delaying tactic. After he returned, he was moved by affection and reason, and showed her all kinds of reasons why he could not leave this child behind.

It's just that all the reasons are from his point of view. Only thought about himself.

"Sounds reasonable. Yu Manman's heart hurt so much that she was a little numb, and she said calmly, "But what should I do? If I kill the child, maybe I will no longer be suitable for childbearing." ”

Seeing that she didn't look noisy or noisy, Lu Fengyu thought she was loose, and immediately coaxed softly: "It's you who want to spend your life with me, not a child." Even if you can't have children in the future, it doesn't matter. We can dink, I'll have you enough. ”

Yu Manman raised his head suddenly and looked at Lu Fengyu fixedly.

Whether a man loves you or not is not what he says, but what he does.

At this moment, she completely understood the meaning of this sentence.

"If you really love me, let me give birth to the baby. I promise that you will not let your child get in the way of your career. I promise, be the woman behind you for as many years as you want. If you don't say yes, then we'll have to break up. ”

These words were Yu Manman's last test of Lu Fengyu.

She vaguely knew what the answer was, but she was not reconciled, still looking forward to a miracle, hoping that she had misunderstood him.

Lu Fengyu first continued to coax her, and seeing that her attitude was very resolute, she finally ran out of patience and asked: "Then after breaking up, will you beat the child?"

"Haha, haha-" Yu Manman seemed to hear some joke and laughed out loud.

"No, I can live without you, but I can't live without this child. After saying this, she walked away without looking back.

Lu Fengyu, who was pale, did not stay, he decided that Yu Manman was just impulsive, and decided to wait for her to calm down before going to her.

He didn't know that in the past, she was willing to pay and obey because she lived in her own dream and never woke up.

Now that she has woken up from her dream, she is no longer the Yu Manman who has lost herself and rubbed it flat with him.