Chapter 70: True Confession
There is an ancient poem: "Flowers float and water flows freely, a kind of lovesickness and two sorrows." There is no way to eliminate this situation, so I frowned, but I was in my heart. ”
After Yinglong and Yuxin exchanged tokens of love, they have been carrying this small jade piece close to their bodies every day, and from time to time they quietly touch it through their clothes.
At night, he will secretly take it out and rub it happily, so that he can see the silk lines on the jade piece clearly.
From time to time, look through the light to see what secrets are hidden in the jade tablets. But when I looked at it, I only saw the slightest moire in it, but I still admired it with curiosity.
In the days when they were not accompanied by each other, they had the right to regard this jade piece as a thing of longing, as if this was Yinglong and Yuxin in the palm of their hands, even if they hid in the house alone and said something to themselves in the jade piece, they didn't feel too lonely.
The two of them carried the jade piece with them, and they did not leave their bodies even for a moment, as if with its company, it would bring good luck, and they were reluctant to leave even for a minute.
And this piece of jade seems to be stained with the master's spirituality, with their body temperature, the color is getting warmer and more moist, and the color is becoming more and more pure.
In particular, the emerald green on the jade Guanyin is more bright and verdant, and the dark green on the lotus is becoming more and more uniform and thick, this spiritual object seems to understand the master's mind, revealing a natural spiritual charm everywhere.
Now the relationship between Yinglong and Yuxin is becoming more and more delicate, it can be said that when there is poverty at the end of the world, there is only endless lovesickness.
Yinglong asked Yuxin to take a walk together, Yuxin took his arm, and walked beside Yinglong like a bird.
Suddenly, in the night, a kitten slowly walked out of the corner of the roadside, and when he saw Yinglong, he meowed twice at him.
Yinglong's heart was shocked, and he immediately shouted in a muttered voice: "Little flower!"
After speaking, he looked at the cat and was stunned for a while.
Yu Xin saw that Yinglong's appearance was a little weird, and hurriedly shook his arm, and asked him with concern: "Yinglong, what's wrong with you?
Yinglong looked at the cat and didn't come back to his senses for a long time. It wasn't until the cat walked around the corner of the building and swooped away that he woke up from his stupor.
Yu Xin couldn't help but be a little puzzled when she looked at Yinglong's appearance: "Are you looking at that kitten?"
Yinglong nodded, sighed and said, "Yes, I used to have a kitten too. ”
Yu Xin asked Yinglong in a low voice: "Is it called Xiaohua?"
Yinglong asked suspiciously, "How do you know?"
Yu Xin hesitated for a moment: "You just said Xiaohua's name." ”
Yinglong seemed to understand something: "Oh, maybe I didn't pay attention to what I said just now." ”
Yu Xin saw that Yinglong was a little sad, so she said, "What's wrong with your little flower?"
Yinglong grabbed Yu Xin's hand and slowly told her the story of his childhood pet Xiaohua.
As they walked, they talked about Xiaohua.
Yinglong told Yu Xin that his little flower was very cute, looked like a little tiger, would turn around to catch his tail, and would eat ginseng rice. Even when he was a child, Xiaohua would accompany him and listen to him whisper.
Yu Xin listened carefully to Yinglong's story about Xiaohua, and felt that it was very interesting for him to have such a little pet when he was a child.
When she heard Yinglong tell Xiaohua's interesting story, she couldn't help but laugh happily.
After Yuxin heard that Xiaohua caught the mouse, she would secretly put it in Yinglong's small cloth shoes, and when Xiaoyinglong came to praise it, she screamed with envy, but she was also surprised by this sensible cat.
From Yinglong's description, she knew how the kitten caught mice and how to play tricks on the caught mice.
Yuxin has never had a pet, but after listening to Yinglong's description, she also wants to have such an obedient kitten.
Yinglong talked for a while, stopped, and Yuxin asked him curiously, "How happened to Xiaohua later?"
Yinglong was silent for a moment, and said vaguely: "Xiaohua ran away." ”
Although the voice was very small, Yu Xin still heard it clearly, and said to herself: "Ran away, why?"
But Yinglong raised his head and didn't answer, just pulled Yuxin and continued to walk forward.
Yu Xin found that Yinglong was a little sad, so she didn't continue to ask.
After walking for a while, they came to a quieter place, Yu Xin gently grabbed Yinglong's arm, clinging to him, and her steps gradually slowed down.
Yu Xin was a little shy, lowered her head and asked Yinglong, "Do you feel lonely sometimes?"
Yinglong wondered: "Why did Yuxin say that?"
But he also confessed: "Yes, but sometimes." ”
Yu Xin continued to ask: "Is it when you are alone?"
Yinglong smiled embarrassedly: "Yes, it's boring when you're alone." ”
Yu Xin lowered her head and continued to ask him, "Then have you ever thought about what to do in the future?"
Yinglong smiled and said, "Otherwise, I'll come to you!"
Yu Xin was silent for a moment and smiled slightly.
Yinglong continued: "If you are around, I don't feel lonely. ”
Yu Xin said slowly: "What if I'm not there?"
Yinglong glanced at Yuxin beside her, she was looking down at the ground, and Yinglong said, "If you're not there, I'll wait for you." ”
Yu Xin continued: "Then haven't you thought of any other way?"
Yinglong's heart was excited: "Yu Xin's words seem to be different from usual, is there something in the words?"
But Yinglong wanted to ask for an explanation, so he said softly, "Do you think there is any good way......?"
They stopped, Yu Xin glanced at Yinglong, lowered her eyes, and said shyly: "I don't know, do you have any good ideas? ”
Yinglong was happy, looking at Yu Xin's appearance, he seemed to understand a little in his heart, and he couldn't help but feel a little excited, but he was still calm: "Yu Xin, or let's be together." ”
When Yu Xin heard this, she smiled happily, but with some annoyance: "No! Not yet!"
Yinglong was a little disappointed, his mouth was half open, and he looked at Yu Xin, but he still asked gently: "Not now, then when can it?"
Yu Xin smiled stubbornly: "Anyway, it's not right now!"
Yinglong looked at Yu Xin and said happily: "Then I don't understand, but I'll wait for you to decide!"
Yu Xin was a little disappointed when she heard Yinglong say this, and whispered: "Wooden head!"
Yinglong heard Yu Xin scold him like this: "Huh, what, wooden head?"
He felt that the second monk was confused, but he couldn't help it, and he was a little stupid.
The two of them continued to walk.
After walking for a while, Yu Xin seemed a little uneasy about what she just said, and decided to ask Yinglong again: "Haven't you ever thought about asking for a home?"
Yinglong knew what Yu Xin wanted to say, but when he thought about the current situation, he was a little worried.
So he muttered: "To be honest, I also want to have a home, but now I love it."
It's really hard to say. ”
Yu Xin knew that Yinglong understood what she meant, so she was a little comforted, and then asked Yinglong: "Actually, you think too much, there are some things that you don't have to worry too much about, just let it be." ”
Yinglong turned her head to look at Yuxin, she also raised her head to look at Yinglong, Yinglong sighed: "But the actual situation must still be considered, can it be done with my current economic situation?"
Yu Xin encouraged him: "Who doesn't have difficulties, you are a man, but you can't be a giant in words or a dwarf in action." Everyone has difficulties, so don't be too pessimistic!"
Yinglong thought about it and felt that it made sense, he nodded: "I'm glad you think so, thank you for believing in me, I understand what you said, and I also remember it, although we don't have much money now, but let's work together and live together in the future!"
Yu Xin was deeply touched: "I believe in you, after so many years, you still remember Xiaohua, so I think you are a person who values feelings, much better than those who are ruthless and unrighteous, so I think you will definitely cherish our feelings." ”
Yinglong didn't expect Yu Xin to say such affectionate and righteous words, he felt that his heart was hot, and his eyes were a little moist.
So he took a deep breath and said loudly: "I am not a ruthless and unrighteous person, and I will not fail you in the future!"
Yu Xin was very moved and looked at Yinglong: "I hope you didn't lie, you have to talk about it." ”
Yinglong was categorical: "A gentleman is hard to chase after a horse!"
Yu Xin agreed: "Okay, a gentleman is hard to chase after a horse!"
Yinglong held Yu Xin's hand tightly and walked forward with a quick pace.
He knew that Yu Xin's words were very rare, and she confided in Yinglong, who felt that his heart was full of sweet feelings, and seemed to summon up a rare courage, inspiring him to look forward to the future bravely.
He can boldly imagine his future life, and from now on, he can be generous with Yuxin for life.
He can not only talk about life with Yuxin, but also plan the future together, because the future belongs to the world of the two of them.
With feelings as the foundation, what difficulties can not be overcome?
But he also felt a faint uneasiness: "Could it be that everything will come too easily? or something else that has been overlooked." ”
So he started to suffer a little bit again.
Will happiness come too quickly and make people get carried away?
Yinglong felt a little dizzy.
But he still found clearly: "You can't hesitate too much, in fact, they are not easy, and they have come to this day after twists and turns, and they can't miss it from now on." Men must have the courage to bear everything, after all, two people still need fate when they are together, and this fate is not easy to come by. ”
At this moment, Yinglong thought: "It's not easy for Yu Xin to say such things today, how much courage does she need to muster to say it!"
Yinglong felt that he might be thinking too much, in front of feelings, he couldn't be a coward, and he would miss out on all good things if he suffered from gains and losses.
Yu Xin also hesitated for a long time before she dared to say it, but fortunately, Yinglong understood everything she said, and Yuxin thought about it for a long time before deciding to pick out the topic in front of Yinglong, she wanted to know how Yinglong thought about the relationship between them, and how to plan for the future.
It's been so long, Yinglong is still hesitating, and he didn't make a final confession to her, Yuxin knows that he is because of money, but money can't decide everything, so he just took advantage of today to simply pick out the topic, so as to see Yinglong's reaction.
She believes that Yinglong will take action after today, otherwise, if she still doesn't do it like that, then her efforts will be in vain.
Yu Xin knew that their intentions were already clear, and it was up to Yinglong to do next. She was waiting for Yinglong to see if he was a caring person.
In this way, they don't have to wait for each other in loneliness, and they can end their long-term bitter love and finally achieve positive results.
Yinglong thinks that the time has come, and he is waiting for an opportunity to propose to Yuxin at the right time, in the right place, and in the right atmosphere.
But he was also a little worried, what if Yuxin suddenly changed her mind and rejected him? Will she suddenly reject herself when proposing? What if she changes her mind?
Yinglong thought about it, and finally made up his mind, no matter what, he must propose to Yuxin, whether she agrees or not.
Yinglong plans to buy a ring in a few days, first look at the size of Yu Xin's finger, and then go to the jewelry store to buy a beautiful ring, and then take it to propose to Yu Xin.
He hoped that from now on, good fortune would always follow him, like a talisman, never leaving his body, and always accompanying him through the journey.
Until they will blossom and bear fruit smoothly in the future and reach the other side of love.