Chapter 197: Revisiting the West Mountain (1)
After dinner, Mo Huayu left, and after that, it was obviously time to go to bed, but Chu Qianyang couldn't sleep after tossing and turning. In the end, she simply got up and meditated, and then practiced like this all night, and the habits of so many years in the past were suddenly useless.
Although she didn't sleep, after meditating, she was also refreshed, so in the morning, she washed up early and waited for Mo Huayu to come over.
Besides, Mo Huayu, after dinner last night, returned to his courtyard, so that he had time to appease his heart that was affected because she agreed, all night, although the situation was slightly different from Chu Qianyang's, he also meditated and cultivated.
As the sky became brighter, Mo Huayu washed up early, set off from his yard, and went to Chu Qianyang's yard.
"I thought you hadn't gotten up yet. As soon as he entered the inner room, he saw Chu Qianyang sitting on a low couch by the window and didn't know what he was thinking. At this time, the sky was not yet bright, and the inner room was a little dark, and she did not even light the lamp, but sat there.
"Originally, yes, but didn't I say I was going out, so I got up early. He knew it from the time he entered the courtyard gate, but it wasn't until he heard his voice that Chu Qianyang looked back at him and replied. Chu Qianyang had a little light when she was washing, but then she looked at the sky outside the window, she turned off the light, the sky dawned, and the transition from darkness to light was shocking little by little.
"Yes, yes, but you're too early. "I was ready to wait for her, but now that she got up early, it seems that she no longer needs to be called by anyone, which is a good thing, but Mo Huayu just feels empty, as if something is missing, and I don't know when she got up and how long she has been sitting. This thought appeared a little strange, and Mo Huayu himself didn't understand it, so he didn't delve into it, but only continued:
"I'm going to let Aster pass breakfast. Since it's already early, let's just go out early, so I plan, Mo Huayu turned around and went to the outside room again. In the beginning, everyone went to the dining room to eat breakfast together, but after things got busier and busier, they all ate in their own yard, after all, they all had small kitchens, which was more convenient.
When Mo Huayu turned around and went out, Chu Qianyang took a long breath carefully, what is his current mood? Since he should come down last night, he can't stop being anxious and upset, but he doesn't regret it at all, this emotion is slightly similar to when the love first opened, obviously he has lived for so long, and it is really enough to be like this now.
The two of them had their own thoughts in their hearts, and they suddenly had fewer words, and after quietly finishing breakfast, the two set off for Xishan without delay, and when they arrived at the foot of Xishan, they took Mo Huayu's hand and got off the carriage, Chu Qianyang looked up at the top of the mountain, and only after he parked the carriage and followed, did they start to go up together.
The last time I came here was in June snow, but now, except for the specially cultivated June snow, the natural blooming June snow is basically gone. Although as a monk is not afraid of the scorching heat, but for the dazzling sunshine, it looks okay, if you really want to put yourself under it, Chu Qianyang still doesn't like it very much, so she also has to start early, if she comes according to her habits in the past, it will already be in the middle of the sun when she arrives in Xishan, and now, the sun has just come out, only a few of them are in the sun along the way, and the two of them go up, which is very quiet.
"Yangyang, what's wrong with you?" Halfway through, Mo Huayu asked. Whether it was last night or this morning, he hadn't noticed it because he was thinking about things before, but now that he had come all the way, he realized that she was a little different from before. In the past, she would pick a few flowers and pull a few leaves when she walked a few steps, but today she did nothing.
"What?" didn't look at Mo Huayu, still continued to walk forward, Chu Qianyang calmly asked back.
"You don't pick flowers and leaves today, and your face is so red, what's wrong?" Walking next to Chu Qianyang, Mo Huayu looked at her sideways and asked.
"Then what happened to you yesterday and today?" did not answer his question, Chu Qianyang only continued to ask back.
"What did you say?" obviously asked her by herself, but she came back to ask herself, and Mo Huayu also understood that she didn't want to say.
"You were very surprised when I promised to come down yesterday, weren't you? My affirmative answer is something you didn't expect, why?" Without thinking too much, Chu Qianyang directly gave the question, and then quickened his pace and walked forward.
And following her footsteps, Mo Huayu didn't walk next to her again, he just reached out from behind and grabbed her hand, and in an instant, her steps stopped.
"When I asked you yesterday, I was actually prepared for rejection. Holding her hand with his right hand, and his left hand against her shoulder, not letting her turn around, Mo Huayu said softly.
"Why?" he felt the strength on his shoulder with a slight side, and Chu Qianyang didn't turn back, just looked ahead and asked.
"You know that, don't you? Although we don't say it explicitly, we can't deceive our feelings, and even if we maintain the illusion of peace, we can't help but think about it anymore, and when I speak, I can't help but think about it, and so do you. "I am pleased with you, and what I said when I told each other my heart was still like yesterday, but the next moment, what appeared in front of me was her somewhat cold face, she was not like the beginning, and she was actually not like the beginning.
"So you think I won't agree, do you?" Nervousness is not unique to one person, it will be contagious, from you to me, from me to you, and finally regardless of you and me, many times, Chu Qianyang wanted to see him, but the reason why he didn't go in the end was just because he was afraid that he didn't want to see her, and no one knew about these tangled thoughts except herself.
"Yes, I was really happy when you responded, at that moment, my whole mind was blank, Yangyang, you may not understand this feeling when I say it. A heart was like it was about to jump out, and it was so excited that it was hard to suppress it, and it took a lot of effort to keep calm at that time, and Mo Huayu couldn't calculate it himself.
"I understand, Aaron, people always have to look forward, dwelling on the past and not being able to extricate themselves is not in line with my character, the past has passed, I have been entangled for a long time, but in the end I can't give up, so don't mention those things again, it's just that you still have ...... Are you hiding it from me?" How many times he wanted to see him, and how many times he gave up, Chu Qianyang himself couldn't remember. He was happy every time he came over, so how could he not understand.
"No, why do you ask?"
"I guess it's intuition or something, I always felt like there was something else I should know, so I hid it? ”
“…… No. Looking at Chu Qianyang, Mo Huayu paused, but still replied.
"Well, then I'm relieved. And what he said was reassuring, Chu Qianyang actually didn't really feel at ease in his heart, he was lying, and she could feel this. The thing she felt that she didn't know would be known one day, and how the relationship between the two would develop at that time, Chu Qianyang actually had a premonition. A small crack appeared in the mirror, and if you were not careful, it would get bigger and bigger, and finally, the whole mirror would shatter, and it would be difficult to complete the broken mirror.