Chapter 123: Seeing each other and not recognizing each other
As soon as Leng Haoxuan entered this hall, he couldn't help but start searching for Chi Xiaoqing's figure
Although when he saw her the day before, Anne told him that her name was Love, but he decided that she was Ji Xiaoqing, and he believed that his vision would never admit that he was wrong
What's more, he is so familiar with everything about Chi Xiaoqing, not only her back, but also her voice, her body, her taste, and everything about her, he is so familiar and nostalgic
After Chi Xiaoqing left, he gradually realized how deep his love for her was, and after Chi Xiaoqing left, he slowly realized how painful this love was
He began to regret it, and he couldn't understand why he hadn't explained to her earlier why he had let her go
He even felt that it was the worst decision he had ever made in his life
Every time he returned to the empty room without Chi Xiaoqing, he only felt as uncomfortable as being bitten by thousands of ants, and as long as he returned here, he could no longer suppress his thoughts and guilt about her
He wanted to seal this room up, but he couldn't make up his mind, this room was like a poppy, and he couldn't extricate himself, because this was the room where Chi Xiaoqing had lived, and he always felt that there was still her smell in the air in the room, and her body temperature was still in the bed
Every day, Leng Haoxuan would return to this room in an incomparable struggle, and then hold the bracelet left by Chi Xiaoqing, repeatedly recalling everything that happened between them, and the more he thought about it, the more distressed he became, and the more distressed he became
Now he sleeps with the bracelet in his hand every day, because only in this way can he deceive himself that Chi Xiaoqing is still there and has not left, and only in this way can he sleep with difficulty
Therefore, when he saw her in a black dress and appear at the reception with champagne, his heart instantly became a little trembling, although she was wearing a mask, he still did not see her face, but he was more sure of his conjecture, the so-called love affair is just Chi Xiaoqing's pseudonym
But before he could approach her, she left with the empty tray, and so on and so on several times, and he felt that he was going to go mad, and that she was right in front of him, and he couldn't catch her
Finally, he seized this opportunity, and she was right in front of him, just within reach of him, how could he still let her run away
"You...... Let go of me......" Chi Xiaoqing said to Leng Haoxuan in a dumb voice with some embarrassment, and twitched his hand vigorously, but he held it tighter
The hand was held in the palm of his hand by Leng Haoxuan Chi Xiaoqing's heart was a little flustered Because he was afraid of being discovered by him, he didn't even dare to raise his head
"You're afraid of me" Leng Haoxuan looked at Chi Xiaoqing with a hint of playfulness, but a look of memory appeared on his face
"Why should I be afraid of you" Chi Xiaoqing suddenly raised her head and looked at him, but when she saw the corners of his mouth, she was instantly stunned
It's a conversation that's so familiar, yet so old, so old that it feels like something from a previous lifetime
"Don't be afraid, then have a drink with me" Leng Haoxuan looked at Chi Xiaoqing's eyes and smiled, but there was a little sadness in this smile
It's like it's all going to be in the past, but they're not what it used to be, and it would be nice if they could really think of it as if it was the first time they saw each other, and they did it all over again
"Sir, forgive me for not being able to accept your invitation, I still have to work," Chi Xiaoqing frowned, withdrew his hand while Leng Haoxuan was not paying attention, and then quickly picked up the tray on the side and left Leng Haoxuan as if fleeing
At this time, she had already woken up from the panic at the beginning, and she knew very well that the person in Leng Haoxuan's heart had never been herself, and she and Leng Haoxuan had already ended, and perhaps there had never been a beginning between them
After that, Chi Xiaoqing always carefully avoided Leng Haoxuan, and every time she sent something out, she tried to hide herself in the crowd or stay away from him, but despite this, she still felt that there was a gaze that kept following her
Although the people here are playing the game of chasing bees and butterflies, tempting each other with their eyes or bodies, and many of them are constantly accosting Chi Xiaoqing, but for these glances or accostings, Chi Xiaoqing always only smiled shallowly and did not respond too much
However, this one has never left his gaze, but it is full of aggression, which makes Chi Xiaoqing feel like a man's back
When she went to find the source of this gaze, she could always see Leng Haoxuan, who was half-hidden in the shadow of the light, looking at herself with a smile
"What do you really want" Chi Xiaoqing asked Leng Haoxuan in a hoarse voice
When she left the hall again with an empty wine glass, trying to quickly avoid Leng Haoxuan's eyes, she was blocked in the corridor by him
"I just want you to have a drink with me," Leng Haoxuan looked at Chi Xiaoqing, who was a little impatient, and said lightly
In fact, listening to Chi Xiaoqing's somewhat impatient tone, Leng Haoxuan only felt that his heart was about to break, and he was sure that Chi Xiaoqing had already recognized herself under the mask, but she still deliberately avoided herself like this, and even deliberately pretended not to know herself
"Don't use you at work as an excuse anymore" Before Chi Xiaoqing could speak, Leng Haoxuan first blocked her mouth with cold words
Then Leng Haoxuan directly grabbed her hand and pulled her towards the other end of the corridor
Chi Xiaoqing was pulled by Leng Haoxuan It wasn't until she entered the small box next to her that Leng Haoxuan let go of her hand
"Sir, what do you want, why do you need to embarrass me?" Chi Xiaoqing deliberately asked Leng Haoxuan in a cold voice
Through the dim light that came through the corridor, Chi Xiaoqing carefully looked at Leng Haoxuan, who had not been seen for a while, and looked at his deep black eyes Chi Xiaoqing only felt that she was about to get lost in them, and only by hiding in this shadow did Chi Xiaoqing dare to look at the man who had tortured herself so unscrupulously
"What do you say" Leng Haoxuan hooked the corners of his mouth and approached Chi Xiaoqing step by step, exuding an aura that made Chi Xiaoqing feel dangerous
When she touched Leng Haoxuan's somewhat cold eyes, Chi Xiaoqing's body instantly became a little tense, and after being stunned for a moment, Chi Xiaoqing immediately turned around and wanted to escape from this space
"Smack" No matter how fast Ren Chi Xiaoqing is, it can't be as fast as Leng Haoxuan Before Chi Xiaoqing could completely turn his body around, Leng Haoxuan stretched out his hand and pushed the door shut
Chi Xiaoqing was shocked by Leng Haoxuan's sudden move, and as soon as her hand slipped, she threw the tray in her hand on the floor, and the wine glasses in the tray also shattered to the ground at this moment
"Chi Xiaoqing, how long do you want to hide from me Do you really plan not to see me for the rest of your life" Leng Haoxuan took off his mask and stared at Chi Xiaoqing coldly, with a faint glow of anger in his dark eyes
And his hands were still behind the door, confined Chi Xiaoqing in the small space in front of him, and he seemed to have no idea of Chi Xiaoqing's panic and the fragments on the ground
He didn't have the patience to play with her anymore, and at this moment, he just wanted to take her into his arms and tell her how much he missed her
"You recognize the wrong person, my name is Love" Looking at Leng Haoxuan's somewhat angry expression, Chi Xiaoqing denied it in a low voice, and at the same time turned his face to the side, avoiding Leng Haoxuan's eyes that flashed with anger with a little weakness
"I recognized the wrong person, relationship" Leng Haoxuan saw that Chi Xiaoqing repeatedly denied it, sneered, raised his hand and went to uncover her mask He wanted to see how long she could deny it
Seeing that Leng Haoxuan wanted to directly remove his mask, Chi Xiaoqing immediately tilted his head again and dodged his hand
She knew that if she really let him unmask her, she would never have any reason to deny it again She finally allowed herself to accept the relationship with Leng Haoxuan She didn't want to fall into it again
"Mr. Leng, the rules of the prom, you can't unmask me unless I want to," Chi Xiaoqing once again found an excuse to refuse him, although she knew that this sentence was complete nonsense to him
"Hmm" Leng Haoxuan saw that Chi Xiaoqing repeatedly avoided herself, repeatedly found reasons to refuse herself, and directly stepped forward, pinched Chi Xiaoqing's chin, forced her to look directly into her eyes, and pressed her whole body on her body, completely imprisoning her behind the door
"Mr. Leng, please respect yourself, I'm just a waiter, not a ......" Chi Xiaoqing still wanted to struggle, but before she could finish speaking, she was blocked by Leng Haoxuan
Originally, Leng Haoxuan just wanted to punish this woman who repeatedly challenged her lower limit of patience, but the moment he kissed her lips, he couldn't help but soften his movements, and then while Chi Xiaoqing was still stunned, Leng Haoxuan quickly cracked her teeth and rolled up her fragrant tongue
This familiar smell and familiar temperature made Leng Haoxuan lose himself at this moment, which also made him involuntarily stick his body closer to Chi Xiaoqing
Feeling the heat coming from her, he raised his hand and stroked her back, the exposed skin, between which he ran down her back, little by little, and the other hand was directly on her waist, completely holding her whole body in his arms, and he took a step forward and pushed her against the corner behind the door
He kissed her passionately, caressed her, silently told her about his thoughts and love, at this moment, he hated to be one with her, to become a person, and only at this moment did he feel that his heart was whole
"Hmm...... Let go of ......" Chi Xiaoqing only felt that her brain was blank for a short time, she kept struggling, trying to break free from Leng Haoxuan's confinement, but she couldn't break free, with her strength, how could she break free
Leng Haoxuan, why are you doing this to me, why are you showing up when I decided to forget you
Chi Xiaoqing struggled while shouting in her heart, but in the end, she couldn't push him away from herself
Chi Xiaoqing lowered her hands a little weakly, closed her eyes in pain, and let tears slip from the corners of her eyes