Half a street away from Su Yakai's clinic, about 100 meters inside, there is a nice private chef restaurant.

Li An and Su Yakai sat opposite each other, drinking and talking.

After three rounds of wine, five flavors of food, the slightly drunk wine affected Su Yakai's brain reaction, he said with a big tongue: "It's been five years, I haven't met, I can't even remember what she looks like now, I can only see her selfies through the circle of friends, look at the pictures she posted, and see her daily life." ”

"I can only learn about her life circle and her personal state through these. ”

Su Yakai took a sip of his wine glass, and continued in a depressed mood: "We are now completely two circles of life, and there is no communication at all, is it too late for you to talk about these things now." ”

"I don't even know if she has a boyfriend now, really, we don't even have a little bit of intersection, how can I try. ”

Li An sat opposite Su Yakai, he also drank a lot, but his alcohol consumption was better than Su Yakai, these obviously not to the extent that he was drunk and unconscious.

Li An took a bite of the dish and watched Su Yakai confide out the words that had been hidden in his heart for so long.

The two of them had talked about Su Yakai and Shu Sangxia alone more than once when they were eating. But it's been two years since the last time I talked about it.

Now Li An is about to see that Su Yakai is about to take root in the mall, and he doesn't want Su Yakai to continue to have this thorn stuck in his heart.

Ang Lee doesn't care whether Su Yakai really let go, or is forced to comfort himself helplessly, Ang Lee feels a pity.

Losing before you have it is the same as love, which is the norm in the world.

God always seems to like to let go of all kinds of love entanglements for the world, and he never gets tired of it. But Ang Lee didn't want Su Yakai to even try, so he chose to give up.

Even when Ang Lee and Gu Xiangjin were at that time, Ang Lee himself chose to give up, but when this kind of thing happened to others, he was not happy.

"What if she doesn't have a boyfriend and is still waiting for you?" Li An looked at Su Yakai, who was silent after taking a sip of wine, and said comfortingly: "Or, she really has a boyfriend, but doesn't this also give you all these years of feelings, an explanation, and a home." ”

Su Yakai pursed his lips, half-lying on the chair like an invertebrate, the state of the whole person seemed weak and depressed, but his most iconic little eyes were still flashing, indicating that his consciousness was still awake and not completely drunk.

Ang Lee continued: "Think about your state of being friends and not in love, do you think that is a state of unfulfilled love. That's just Shu Sangxia's reserve out of girlhood, waiting for you to confess first. It's just that you're not brave enough to take that step. ”

"You've said it many times, and the most vivid image you remember is when you first met her in high school, when she was sitting at your back table and stepping on your chair during a self-study class, but you noticed that she was pushing too hard. You turn your head to look at her, and she smiles and says sorry to you shyly and shyly, says she wants to sleep for a while, and asks if she can step on your stool. You didn't dare to speak, but you turned your head but you didn't want to read anymore, and the afternoon light shone on her all the time in your mind, making her whole person shine brightly. ”

"You haven't forgotten it until now, do you dare to say that you let it go?"

Su Yakai's mind once again flashed back to the picture at that time, and the specific scene had gradually blurred with the passage of time, and he couldn't remember it clearly.

It's just that in that picture, there is a girl who is bathed in the sun, and the beautiful heart-warming feeling has always stayed in Su Yakai's heart.

Su Yakai came back to his senses and looked at Li An, and said weakly: "Actually, now that I think about it, I only have a vague feeling, and I can't remember anything else." ”

Su Yakai sat up straight, picked up the wine glass and motioned for Li An to drink it together, and then continued: "Isn't there a saying that says, in fact, the person you like is also a mortal, and it is your liking who has crossed the golden body for her." ”

Li An immediately answered and sneered: "I have also read this sentence, and there is still one behind it." When you don't love her anymore, you find out that she is ugly and ordinary. ”

"Do you think she's ugly?"

Su Yakai was silent, is Shu Sangxia ugly? Of course she is not ugly.

Shu Sanxia was outstanding in high school and college, and he was the kind of person who stood out from the crowd, and later after graduation, he was engaged in the work of a fashion designer, and his temperament was different from the past.

Li An looked at Su Yakai and was silent, and he knew it, but he still continued step by step: "So you still insist on your statement now?"

Su Yakai lowered his head, and Li An's expression, who didn't look at it, was silent for a while, and then said in a hoarse voice: "What is there that insists on not persevering, there are many people who can't love it, in addition to liking each other in this world, other likes are hurting each other, aren't they?"

After Su Yakai finished speaking, he raised his head and looked at Li An: "There's no need, I'm not sure, what kind of feelings I feel about her now, maybe I don't like it anymore." It may just be a kind of persistence, a kind of unwillingness. ”

Su Yakai's expression was lonely, his face was complicated, this was what he said in his heart. He can't figure out what kind of feelings he has for Shu Sanxia now, he has liked Shu Sangxia for so many years, and now when it comes to giving up, he feels as if he has not betrayed Shu Sangxia, but betrayed himself.

A moment of relief, a moment of heartache!

Li An pressed his body forward, and said with a somewhat oppressive momentum: "It's good to give up, but maybe there will be a better ending if you try?"

"Huh. ”

Su Yakai, who was depressed, suddenly laughed, and then took a tough and decisive attitude, and said undoubtedly: "Okay, let's not talk about this matter, I have my own considerations, drink and drink." ”

In the private kitchen restaurant in the middle of the night, the boss was ready to get off work, and there were only two people left in the restaurant, Li An and Su Yakai.

The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in time: birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment, unwantedness, and five yin blazing. But the eight sufferings in this world, except for birth, old age, sickness and death, the others are self-inflicted suffering.

Ang Lee's aggressive oppression of Su Yakai is a reflection of what he has not done himself, and he hopes that Su Yakai can do it.

He longed for Su Yakai not to repeat his old path, and he subconsciously imposed his own will on Su Yakai, but he didn't consider whether Su Yakai himself thought the same way.

And Ang Lee's mistake in this step caused Su Yakai's complete destruction of this beautiful emotional past.

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