085 Afraid of the dawn
This time he actually used the most traditional position, so he could move unhindered while kissing her at the same time.
Darkness makes the eyes useless, but it allows for more other senses.
She closed her eyes and felt every second of her time with him, feeling the touch of him in every corner of her body and the oscillations caused by this touch in her heart.
Perhaps only by feeling and remembering it in this way will she not have the illusion that all this is just her dream, but a fact that has actually happened.
He leaned over like this so that she could easily touch every inch of his skin and muscles.The sense of touch became sharper in the dark.There was hardly a trace of fat on his body.His muscles were firm and tight.His hands were on his waist.She could clearly feel his psoas muscles relaxing and tense regularly.
Her hand moved upwards again, a hand on his shoulder, and felt that his skin was not as smooth as it had been the first time she was with him, and she remembered that it was because she had bitten him twice in the previous year, leaving her tooth marks on his shoulder.
It must have hurt how hard she had to bite through his so tight, tough skin, and bite through his dermis to make him bleed and even leave this scar.
His body moved, her fingers moved with his movements, but never left, caressing his shoulder.
"Does it still hurt?" It's been almost a year, the wound has long healed, and it definitely won't hurt.
He gasped slightly and replied, "There... It doesn't hurt, it hurts here." As he spoke, he pressed harder.
She was so amused by the bastard that she couldn't lose her temper, and punched him with anger and pain and laughter.
He's like a fox, and like a loach, so cunning that he always makes her angry, and then he can burst into tears and laugh when she gets angry, and he can always walk away when she tries to catch him.
He'd abused her a thousand times in this pester, and she couldn't really blame him.
"You... It doesn't hurt." Listening to the voice, he was laughing too.
"You didn't... Bite me.How could I... It hurts."
"Don't bite... Doesn't it hurt? That's it." Before he could finish speaking, he slammed it very hard again.
"Hmm." She frowned in pain.
"Bear with me... Immediately... That's it."
He changed his stomach to kneeling, and instantly sped up his movements.
In the darkness, she only felt that even before closing it, there was a golden light flowing in front of her, and her whole body was tensed more and more, and even her toes and all her toes were tensed hard, but she felt as if her body was becoming lighter and lighter, as if she were floating in the clouds.
Like an atomic bomb exploding in an instant, the mushroom cloud dispersed, and she felt a strong force burst from her lower abdomen, and then spread out to her torso and limbs.
With a low roar of pleasure in his throat, he let out a hard suppressed release, and the weight of his body was completely released on hers at once.
In the bedroom, except for the rapid and heavy breathing of the two of them, all other voices stopped, and the air was filled with the heart-warming smell of burning passion.
He hugged her and leaned over slightly.The two of them lay facing each other.But he didn't pull out.He liked to be in her like that.The sound of each other's heartbeats and breathing was clear.But neither of them spoke.
Just now where they seem to be paying off their debts.
But she didn't want to ask him if he loved her anymore, because she already knew the answer, and she was afraid to bring it up and think about their tomorrow, because she didn't know where their tomorrow was.
He didn't know what to say to her, and it must have been the same as countless times before, and it was full of bastard words that would hurt her. Intellectually, he knew very well that he really shouldn't have harassed her again, but he couldn't help himself from coming to her.
This repeated pestering and torture even made him want to kill her or kill himself when the violence just rose.
There is no one more than him who does not want to fall deeper and deeper into this vicious circle. It is like a snare that is firmly entangled in him.
The violence ceased, but he fell into the same snare again.
What should I do?
"Sleep." He gently took her into his arms, patted her on the back, and pulled the blanket over her naked body.
Although both of them were uncomfortable sticky, neither of them had any intention of washing separately.
Both of them were confused, how they should treat each other after dawn, but now it was dark, neither could see each other's faces clearly, only felt the real temperature of their bodies in their arms and the throbbing of their hearts.
I don't know what will happen after dawn, at least for this moment they have each other.
"Hmm." She was tired and wanted to go to bed early, and now she was even more tired, leaning her head in his arms and listening to the rhythmic heartbeat, and her eyes were closed, and she soon fell asleep.
He lowered his head and kissed her forehead again.
He thought he should have left by now, but he couldn't, he had never fallen asleep with her in his arms after being intimate with her, the only time he had been drunk, he couldn't remember anything at all, except that time, they had never been together all night.
The relationship between him and her is getting more and more cut and messy, but at the same time, he can't see the future of the two of them more and more.
"Caiyue, how should I do to you, and how should I treat me?" He whispered in the darkness, but he knew she couldn't hear anymore.
Caiyue was woken up by a cheerful bird's call.
When she woke up, Xiao Tian was gone, but there were slight dents and folds on the pillow where he had slept before.
She wanted to get up as soon as possible and get out of the bed that had been rolled over with him last night.
This guy is always like a hungry wolf, he always wants to swallow her, chew her up, and bite her up, but on the whole, as long as it's not violent, he's still gentle and considerate, at least he doesn't just care about his own pleasure.
After listening to his shameless switch theory and inertia theory last night, she thought that even if he didn't toss her all night, at least three times he wouldn't let her go, but he didn't.
She remembered what Haizi had said again.
"Xiao Tian, is that really the case, am I really the only woman you have left by your pillow for so many years?" She murmured, and she lay back on the bed again, her face pressed against the place where he had been lying, and his body temperature seemed to be still on the sheets.
I'm the only one who can stay with you on your pillow, but I'm not the one who can stay with you all night until dawn.When did you leave?Did you just leave without saying a word?Will you be as stunned as I am at this moment?
He sniffed in, blinked hard again, and held back the tears." Don't think about it", she whispered the words out of her mouth.
Got up, looked at the marks left by Xiao Tian on the sheets, her face was a little hot, changed the sheets, and washed off the marks with her hands in front of the washbasin before putting them in the washing machine.
I hurriedly took a battle shower and sat down in front of the dressing table to apply skin care products, but I found that there was a ring on the dressing table, which was the wedding ring that Qiu Yan bought for her yesterday that was not a wedding ring.
She finally got up and smiled: "This guy is like a child, and he actually took the ring off while I was asleep."
But I think he is also contradictory and not determined, otherwise he should have taken the ring away or even thrown away with his strength, but he didn't.
Qiu Yan was cunning enough, and he didn't put the ring on her middle or ring finger for her, but on her index finger.
Whether to wear this ring or not makes Caiyue very torn until everything is sorted out, and her professional clothes are also on.
Forget it, since Qiu Yan wore this ring for me in the way of an ordinary friend, I will wear this ring with the mentality of an ordinary friend. She still remembers that Qiu Yan once said to her sadly: Don't let him feel that being an ordinary friend with her is also a luxury.
With Qiu Yan's personality, he will definitely observe whether she is still wearing this ring when he arrives at the company, at least don't take it off in the near future.
Sure enough, when he arrived at the company, Qiu Yan's eyes looked at her finger intentionally or unintentionally, and when he saw the ring, he still stayed in place.
Xiao Tian left Caiyue's bed and went back to his villa.After rinsing his body, his hair was still wet, and he sat in the corner of the cigar bar in the villa.He took out a cigar from the cigar cabinet.
He knew that there were some masters who could identify a man by his scent, such as a faint smell of tobacco, perfume, or other smells.
But now he wanted to smoke so much, there were many chaotic thoughts in his mind, and he couldn't explain clearly, and his heart couldn't be quiet.
Everyone thought that he lived like an emperor on a high ground, and his casual words could easily mobilize and influence countless people, both openly and secretly, but only a few people knew that he was not free, and he could not even have many ordinary freedoms that ordinary people enjoyed.
This includes love.