Yingying said it is reasonable, unrefutable, but I just like it, what should I do?

"Then according to what you say, He Yiyang doesn't deserve to be liked?" I admit that I have He Yiyang's unfair mentality in his tone!

"Xia Jing, that can't he really be He Yiyang, right?" Ying Ying once again gave full play to her startled specialty, and suddenly stood up again, staring at me with a solemn expression.

Yingying's reaction made me dare to tell her the truth, and she couldn't drive me crazy.

"That, Yingying, you calm down, calm down. I, I'm not talking about He Yiyang, what, how could it be He Yiyang, you think too much, you think too much. ”

I had to close my eyes to say these words against my will, and although I had told many white lies for some reason before, I was very unhappy when I said them this time.

"It's good if it's not, it's good if it's not. Ying Ying also touched her chest and exhaled a long sigh of relief.

No, I can't talk to Yingying anymore, and if I continue to talk about it, I will definitely be in trouble. Ying Ying is a super "worried" person with the personality of an old mother, if he knows that I really have any thoughts about He Yiyang, then if he doesn't nag me to death today, he will annoy me to death tomorrow and the day after tomorrow!

"Uh, okay, okay, don't ask around here, it's getting late, hurry back and find Lao Qi, otherwise your old Qi will curse me!"

I pushed Yingying to let her leave quickly, but Yingying was very smart, and if she stayed for one more minute, she would be in danger of being caught up in her words.

At the same time, Yingying is also a skinny person, and I pushed her to the door, and she didn't forget to visit me again: "Alas, you haven't said who that person is." It's not He Yiyang, it's Li Minghai who didn't run. Am I right, it's Li Minghai, right? ”

In order to block Yingying's mouth, I had to say helplessly: "Okay, okay, whoever you say is who, come on, go back, it's annoying!"

With that, I pushed her out and closed the door. This Yingying, everyone left and didn't forget to tease me, and after a while, she sent me a WeChat message: "Reporter Xia, I've got in the car, good night, have a good dream, dream of Li Minghai!"

really borrowed Yingying's auspicious words, and at night, I really had a good dream, but it was He Yiyang who dreamed of it, not Li Minghai. Although Yingying has already answered my questions, I still can't believe that I really have a heart for He Yiyang, because I still have a lot of questions that I can't solve.

I really feel that there is nothing in this world that is so troublesome to solve that I am absent-minded all morning. I didn't have an appetite for lunch at lunch, so I was dragged to the restaurant by Zhiye Sheng.

Seeing my listless appearance, Zhiye couldn't help but ask me, "Sister Jing, what's wrong with you today?

It's really uncomfortable to have something in my heart, and I really want to find someone to talk to again, so I simply asked Zhiye for advice again.

"Shiba, you said that your mood is always affected by a person's joy and anger, is that really because you like this person?" This sentence is an incisive, concise summary that I came up with all night.

I didn't expect Zhiye, a person who is ten times more gossip than Yingying, to hear me ask this, but he was not as surprised as you Yingying, but just glanced at me and said to me lightly: "Sister Jing, it's not that you haven't been in love, why do you want to ask me such a rookie with zero love experience with such a profound question?"

Zhiye is not wrong at all, I have been in love, but why wasn't the previous relationship so complicated, I was stupidly waiting for Zhao Qi to call all day long, and I was happy when I heard him say a few words and be obedient.

When I was with Zhao Qi, I never knew what Ying Ying said was distressed and jealous, and even when I saw him trying on wedding dresses with other women, I seemed to be angry in my heart and not as sour as I was when I knew that He Yiyang's heart belonged.

Looking back now, I can't believe that I have ever been in love, maybe the reason why I was with Zhao Qi at the beginning was to be competitive, and I felt that the love that others should have, I should also have, so I accepted Zhao Qi's pursuit.

"Forget it, eat yours, when I didn't ask. "It's a vain question, isn't it?

"Alas, how can it be considered in vain. Sister Jing, I found that your brain has been really bad lately. Such obvious characteristics, even I, a rookie, know that I must like a person too much to feel influenced by him. Sister Jing, this person is He Yiyang, right?"

Shiba caught people off guard and suddenly laughed evilly. I didn't expect my question to give Zhiye is like drinking, and it still brings stamina.

Whether I admit it or not, after a moment of hesitation, I decided to deny it, because it doesn't make sense for me to admit it. In addition to letting Zhiye gossip about them, maybe Zhiye will know that I am just unrequited love, and maybe it will be their fun.

"Of course not, I am, I'm just watching a TV series, and the plot is like this. I don't agree, so I ask questions. ”

I don't think I'm up to the level of this panic talk, and Zhiye is naturally skeptical, looking at me with big and small eyes, and asking: "Really, what TV series, let me study it too." ”

See, people just can't lie, and lying is digging holes for themselves, one pit after another.

"Study what, hurry up and eat your meal, and go back to work after eating. "Although I am no longer a leader, the trick of scaring Zhiye with a leader's tone has always been effective.

After double verification, I can't escape my heart anymore, but even if I don't, what can I do? He Yiyang already has someone else in his heart, and he can't wait to stay away from me.

I hate to admit it, but I'm a painful unrequited love right now. No matter how unclear I am about emotional matters, I also know that wishful thinking will not lead to any good results, so even if I recognize my heart, it will only make myself more miserable.

Love but can't get it, this is my current situation, but looking back on the past, from the beginning of acquaintance, to the slow acquaintance.

He Yiyang has been injured, done stupid things, sad, and lost for me, and has also cared for me carefully, as well as Aunt Zhou's several hints, all of which show that He Yiyang may have had special feelings for me, but I don't know when it started.....

No, I know when it began, since I misunderstood that he lost his paintings, he was like a different person to me, no longer so gentle, warm, and caring.

Maybe I really hurt him, so I don't know when he started to have another person in his heart. Thinking about it, I couldn't help but shed tears. I pushed He Yiyang away first, so everything I bear now can only be regarded as self-inflicted.

I knew the truth of everything, I didn't see it all night, and I was really uncomfortable a few times, and I really had the urge to tell He Yiyang about my feelings, but my self-esteem and pride finally stopped me.

I don't want to be a poor worm for love, and I don't want to be a "third party" again, so even if I am sad, I have to hold back, I believe that time can heal everything.

I will slowly forget him, and I will find a way to forget him, and the first step to forgetting him is to stay away from him. It took me a day and two nights to figure it out from beginning to end, and I was physically and mentally exhausted, and on New Year's Day, I planned to sleep well for a day to nourish my spirits.

That's exactly what I did, I turned off the alarm on New Year's Day morning, I didn't bother to get up to eat, so I kept sleeping with my head covered, and I don't know what time it was, and my phone suddenly rang.

I closed my eyes and fumbled to find my phone, squinted and saw that it was my father calling, and after picking up the phone and giving me a condolence and advice, I hung up in a daze.

As soon as I put down the phone, someone called again, I rubbed my eyes, picked up the phone and saw that it was Li Minghai calling, and then I was a condolence and admonition, and finally told me about his decision to return the next afternoon.

When I put my phone back in again, ready to get another good night's sleep, the damn phone rang again. Is it so difficult for people to sleep peacefully during this big holiday? A phone call will wake me up.

Impatiently, I simply sat up from the bed, scratched my hair with one hand, and picked up my phone without looking at it with the other.

"Who is it, don't you let people get a good night's sleep during the holidays?" I yelled unceremoniously.

I only heard Yingying's voice on the other end of the phone, and I also looked at my phone to confirm that it was Yingying. Ying Ying said to me in a mocking tone: "Hey, who is this who is upsetting our reporter Xia Da?

"Okay, don't be weird with me, tell me something. I'm going back to sleep!" I couldn't help but yawn as I spoke.

"You're a pig, what a good time for you to sleep!" Ying Ying sarcastically said.

But I'm not in a good mood, I'm not in good spirits, big sister, what can I do if I don't sleep?

"I want to sleep right now, what's the matter, can't I?"

"No" Yingying directly denied my willfulness, and gave me an "order": "You hurry up for me, clean up, and come to my house for dinner at noon!"

"Going to your house for dinner, don't you have to go back to the old lady's house for a reunion?"

Festivals like New Year's Day, Spring Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival, every time Ying Ying can go home obediently and Lao Qi, every time although Ying Ying always complains bitterly, but I am quite envious that they can be reunited as a family, unlike me, because I can't go home a few times a year after work, I still feel very guilty about my family.

"The old lady and the old man went out on a trip, gave us both a holiday, and let us move freely. Doesn't this just think of you who is still alone, so I discussed with Lao Qi to call you to be lively and lively together, so that you can also feel the warmth of home. ”

Yingying's level of speech, I'm really convinced.

"What does it feel like to feel the warmth of home, it is clearly to let the two of you go and feed me dog food!" I am not to be outdone.