174 I love you, but I love freedom even more
It's the season of the annual graduate school entrance examination, and it's the closest platform to your dreams.
Qu Nanxiu came to the examination room alone, and found that the lineup of candidates who came to send candidates this year seemed to be stronger than last year, some families even had five or six people escorting a baby candidate, and at least one person accompanied them, handing water and wiping sweat next to them, and they were very busy.
Looking around, it seems that he is the only one who has come.
He saw a father, put his hands on his son's shoulders and said solemnly: "XX, the burden on your shoulders is very heavy, and you bear the expectations of the whole family." ”
Qu Nanxiu put his hands in his trouser pockets, whistling and passing by, thinking to himself, hehe, the burden on my shoulders is heavier, and my brother is responsible for the development of neuroscience in all human beings!
Yes, as a responsible car salesman, he earns enough frugality for his daily expenses, but this is not his ideal, his ideal, which cannot be bought with money, and has never wavered so far, and may continue throughout his life.
Two months before the exam, Su Handi found his mentor Luo Renyan and said, "Professor Luo, I have a junior who admires you very much, and you are his idol. ”
Luo Renyan was busy rummaging through the piles of things on the table and said, "Vomit?
"Uh......" Su Han was embarrassed for a few seconds, "Idol, idol, it's your fan." ”
"I don't like hot pot, and I don't eat vermicelli. ”
Su Handi sweated for a few seconds: "Let me be honest, this junior also wants to be admitted to your graduate school." Can I give you a look at his information......"
Luo Renyan stopped and said, "You want to go through the back door?"
"Don't say that, it's just that when the time comes, can you give priority to ...... under the same conditions?"
"I never do this, my graduate students are all based on real skills, I don't want to be on the sidelines!"
Su Handi's face was a little red, and he thought to himself, my mentor is really soft and hard, not close to people, and I don't know if it's good to give gifts.
The next day, he brought a box of things and came to Luo Renyan again: "Professor Luo, this is my junior brother and his father, and he will give you ...... from the United States."
"If your junior is really good, ask him to play in the examination room, don't tell me his name, I didn't hear anything!"
Luo Renyan interrupted him and ran away quickly, leaving Su Han on the spot.
Su Handi had to go back and tell his junior: "This surnamed Luo has a strange temper and is not good at giving gifts, I think you can only resign yourself to fate in the examination room." In my opinion, there are so many colleges and universities in the country, and there are many neuroscience experts, and you are almost the same as other people's graduate students. ”
His junior shook his head: "I have studied, and in today's country, there are still the best people and geese in this field! Cattle people generally have a bit of personality, which is understandable." ”
Su Han said: "It's a pity that he doesn't accept your affection, so come on, I hope we can stay together in the X Academy." ”
On another campus, Luo Renyan's daughter, Luo Jinnian, was strolling hand in hand with Xiang Long.
To say, there are not many sunny days in Beijing, and the utilization rate of sunglasses is definitely not as high as that of masks.
However, every time Xiang Long came to the school to look for Luo Jinnian, he always wore sunglasses, so that no one noticed that his eyes were rolling around in the back. Although holding Xiaojin's hand, his eyes are looking at the beauties everywhere, and the horns will not fall.
It would have been even worse if he had taken off his glasses, the typical peach blossom eyes were frequently discharged.
It's not too much for a man to love to look at beautiful women, but the girls who look at Xiang Long will feel that he is interesting to them, and they will immediately be very shy.
Love is such a magical existence.
But in front of Luo Jinnian's parents, Xiang Long behaved very simplely, they never hooked him with a peach-eyed beautiful man, and always praised his academic achievements. In their hearts, Xiang Long is basically a model of a perfect son-in-law who is sensible and capable.
Luo Jinnian, who is bathing in love, has not thought of Qu Nanxiu, the person who made her heart sprout for the first time, for a long time.
Qu Nanxiu occasionally thinks of her, and always feels that Xiang Long's guy is unreliable and will harm a simple girl like Xiaojin. But he is not related to her, and there is no evidence, so it is not convincing after all.
Xiang Long has always been very clear about what he wants, which can be seen from his academic trajectory since he was a child.
Under his soft grinding and hard bubble trick attack, Luo Jinnian, who had no determination at all, finally gave himself a flower-like self without telling his parents.
But after that, she had a faint feeling that Xiang Long was gradually losing interest in herself.
So she hurriedly comforted herself and said, "No, aren't we all right?" He must be too busy, he is too sensitive, be happy.
In life, everyone has their own troubles, from livelihood problems, to what socks to wear today, which restaurant to go to, if it is not someone who cares about you, in fact, no one will have the time to care about other people's troubles.
Luo Jinnian didn't dare to tell his parents about his progress with Xiang Long, so he had nowhere to complain about his troubles. Just like all girls who are trapped in love, the mood is sometimes bright and sometimes cloudy.
I was really unhappy, so I took out my wallet and looked at the handsome photos of Xiang Long inside. My boyfriend is as bright as a star! The key is that he is still so smart and so good in his field!
The days passed, and in a blink of an eye, it was the season of graduation again.
After graduating with a doctorate in computer science for Xiang Long, many large international companies rushed to him because of his past academic achievements, and he was paid handsomely.
Luo Jinnian was full of joy, looking at the invitations and admission letters flying like snowflakes, looking forward to their better life in the future. She never doubted his ability to work, and only hoped that he could choose a company in Beijing and wait until he graduated to plan for the future together.
I wanted to discuss with him, but Xiang Long didn't show up for many days.
Hey, people are busy and popular, understandable.
But after waiting for two weeks, Luo Jinnian still didn't see Xiang Long, and instead it was a thunderbolt on a sunny day!
From her father, Luo Renyan, she took the letter to herself nervously.
After reading it, I finally believed that Xiang Long had left to work at the New York headquarters of an international giant, and he didn't plan to come back. And he is not planned in his future at all! His future is not even a small corner for himself!
In the hazy eyes of tears, Luo Jinnian read a particularly eye-catching, hurtful, but realistic sentence in Xiang Long's handwritten letter: "...... Xiaojin, I love you, but I love freedom even more. Tomorrow in New York, maybe I'll be in Antarctica next year, and I find myself not fit into a settled life at all, forget about me......"
Luo Jinnian, who had already pinned everything on this man, felt that his life was over.
Even so, she still couldn't bear to call Xiang Long a "scumbag".
Luo Renyan said to Qu Nanxiu: "Xiaoqu, you have time to help me call Xiaojin, she has been stimulated recently." ”
"What stimulated you?"
"It's the boyfriend she has, quietly, I went to the United States after graduation, and the unit was contacted, and I didn't tell us!
Qu Nanxiu was also so angry, he treated Luo Jinnian as his own sister-in-law, how could he see his sister-in-law suffering such grievances?
"Professor, it's not my afterthought, I said a long time ago, that surname Xiang is unreliable, with a romantic face!"
"Yes, yes, you said it before, I regret not listening to you, I regret that I will take a copy of the medicine when I go back. ”
"How is Nishiki doing now?"
"What else can I do? I'm stupid and can't speak, so you can persuade her for me. ”
"Don't worry, I'm duty-bound!"
In the evening of that day, Qu Nanxiu tried every means to make an appointment with Luo Jinnian, who was too lazy to move, from school, shopping, eating, and eating sweets, as if she couldn't get interested.
After denouncing Xiang Long's irresponsibility, Qu Nanxiu felt sorry for Luo Jinnian's injury.
Xiao Jin cried in his arms regardless of it, but for him, he no longer had the slightest heartbeat like before.
What a strange woman's heart is.
Qu Nanxiu hardened his heart and thought, it's okay, if a girl experiences such a once, she will be able to grow up a little, and she won't be so stupid in the future.
He thought again, surnamed Xiang, you'd better hide it for me, if I meet you again, you see that I won't kill you!
"Qu Nanxiu, what qualifications do you have to comfort me? Have you ever fallen out of love?"
"Of course. ”
Luo Jinnian looked at him suspiciously: "Aren't you very good with your goddess?"
In order to comfort her, Qu Nanxiu went out: "Before I met the goddess, I also fell out of love." The girl I like is married to someone else and has children. ”
"Huh?" Luo Jinnian wiped the tears from his face, "Have you ever encountered this before?"
Qu Nanxiu set his eyes on the long river of memory, and it was easy to fish out the bits and pieces with the prism from it. Because a long time ago, she was his goddess.
Even now, he seems to be still apprehensive about losing her and the grievances she suffered, but the pain index has dropped significantly.
Qu Nanxiu replied: "Because I have medicine." ”
"What medicine?"
"Medicine to soothe heartaches. ”
Luo Jinnian cast a questioning look.
"Time. Only time is the medicine that heals all wounds, and it is a band-aid for the soul. I'm sure you'll get better. ”
Luo Jinnian was not very satisfied with this answer, and pouted, because she couldn't wait, what she needed was a way to stop the pain in her heart right now. However, she felt that such a method did not exist at all.
Qu Nanxiu looked outside and said, "You come with me." ”
"Where?"
Xiaoqu didn't answer anymore, took her hand domineeringly and left, went straight to the CCTV Tower not far from the place to eat, and paid two expensive tickets.
"What are you bringing me here for?"
"You'll find out in a moment. ”
Qu Nanxiu pulled her to take the helicopter elevator and reached the top of the 386.5-meter tower in an instant at a flying speed.
As soon as the glass door of the elevator opened, the two seemed to enter another world......