Just as I was about to give myself to He Yiyang, he suddenly stopped. Lowering his eyes, he gasped and slowly left my lips.

I knew that his gentleman's illness had flareed up again, but I had just clearly felt his strong desire and fire, and he was still taking into account my feelings when he could suppress this fire.

In fact, I have always had a feeling of gain and loss for He Yiyang, and it wasn't until I fully understood just now that He Yiyang didn't suffer from gains and losses for me.

He loves me carefully, loves me with low self-esteem, loves helplessly, loves greatly, and is always afraid that he will hurt me, that he is not worthy of me, and that he will affect me, so he has never dared to ask me for anything frankly.

My gains and losses are due to his carefulness everywhere, and his caution is due to his lack of confidence in himself, and he is afraid that I will leave him, because my heart knot actually comes from himself.

So if you want both of us to be grounded, the best way is to let him know that I really don't care if I can talk, whether I can see it, all I care about is his heart for me.

"Yiyang. I put him on my waist and slowly pulled my hands in front of me, "I want to give me to you, not just the heart, but the whole thing." With that, I took him by the hand and slowly guided him under my clothes, slowly approaching the two peaks he had never dared to approach.

After making sure he didn't hold back, I closed my eyes and kissed him on the lips again. I took the initiative to touch between his teeth, took the initiative to unbutton his shirt one by one, and finally after I took off his shirt, he also gasped again and pressed me under him wantonly, and began to pull my shirt.

He and I finally "honestly" clinged to each other's upper bodies, desperately feeling each other's temperature, letting each other's adrenaline rush wildly until we couldn't bear to wait to get vent.

While I was grunting and biting my lip and waiting for him to break through the last line of defense, He Yiyang suddenly stopped again. I saw him gasp and leave me, and after a pause for two seconds, he lay down beside me.

I felt a sense of loss in my heart, and the excitement just now was half extinguished. I obviously took the initiative like this, but he still didn't want to cross the last line with me, did he have other plans in his heart?

"You, why?" I struggled to control my breath, holding my chest and looking at He Yiyang aggrievedly.

He Yiyang was also trying to adjust his state, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then reached out and began to slowly grope towards my cheeks.

Eventually, he touched my cheek and slowly swiped it down until he touched my chin and gently pinched my chin, then told me in sign language, "I don't want you to have regrets in this life." Your best and most precious thing should be saved for the most memorable wedding night. ”

"Yiyang. I turned sideways to face He Yiyang and kissed him on the face, "As long as it's you, no matter what time it is, it's the wedding night." ”

He Yisuo immediately gave me a sweet smile back, then touched the blanket with his backhand and pulled it over for me to cover my body, and then said in sign language: "I know, but I still want to save it for the real wedding night." ”

I really didn't expect He Yiyang to be so persistent and old-fashioned, I have let go of a girl's house, but he is still abiding by the old rules. But that's one of the reasons I like him, it's silly and cute.

"Well, then it's up to you. I pulled half of the blanket on my body and put it on He Yiyang, "However, you have to promise me that you must not think crankily anymore, and you must not try to provoke other women, otherwise I really don't want you." ”

I warned He Yiyang in a coquettish tone, and I don't know why, although He Yiyang stayed by my side well, but I was not sure.

He Yiyang still smiled dotingly, nodded at me, and then reached out and took me into his arms.

In fact, even if we didn't do the things of husband and wife, now that we are naked, we are quite happy to lean on his chest tightly.

"Yiyang, when we get Feifei back, let's get married, okay?" I shrunk in his arms like a little woman, and I closed my eyes and enjoyed the warmth he gave.

I never thought that one day in the future, I would take the initiative to propose marriage to others, so to speak, I took the initiative to propose. It's just that after He Yiyang heard it, his body stiffened unconsciously, and I subconsciously raised my head to look at his face.

Sure enough, He Yiyang's smile also froze, but he immediately regained his smile after feeling me looking up at him, and nodded heavily after kissing me on the forehead.

He was probably unexpected, he didn't expect me to take the initiative to mention marriage, or I was sad to mention Feifei, so there was that little episode just now.

But no matter what, he nodded in agreement, and I couldn't help laughing.

But Feifei's matter is also a knot in my heart, for Feifei, for He Yiyang, and for me, I will definitely pick Feifei back completely.

It's just that I still don't know Feifei's current situation, so after thinking about it again, I still asked He Yiyang: "Yiyang, is Feifei in the United States?

But He Yiyang didn't respond for a long time, and when I looked up at him again, I found that he seemed to be asleep with his eyes closed.

I lowered my head and put my head under his neck again, exhaled a long breath and rubbed it to find the most comfortable position and closed my eyes.

Let's wait until dawn to talk about unhappy things.

When I opened my eyes in the morning, He Yiyang was still holding me almost without changing his posture. I gently raised my head to look at He Yiyang's face and found that he was still sleeping. So the more I looked at him, the more I felt that he was good-looking, and couldn't help muttering: "I'm so stupid, why didn't I find him so good-looking before?"

I didn't expect to wake him up, and when I opened my eyes, I turned my ears sideways, and asked me with a smile and sign language: "Did I hear someone say that I am good-looking?"

"Not really. I sat up with excitement, but I realized that my upper body was still a silk, no, this is the first time to be so "sincere" in front of a big man, I have long ignored He Yiyang's inability to see this, and my face instantly burned as if I had eaten a pound of chili peppers.

I hurriedly pulled the blanket on He Yiyang's body to cover my shame, but I inadvertently exposed He Yiyang's upper body.

In the early morning, the light was abundant and his vision was clear, and after seeing He Yiyang's abdomen with some muscles, he was even more ashamed, and immediately hurriedly looked for clothes and jumped off the bed.

He Yiyang also sat up at this time, lowered his head slightly, smiled faintly, and said to me with a sign language: "Actually, you don't have to be so excited, you forgot, I can't see it with my eyes at all." ”

I suddenly realized that when I looked at his smile again, I realized that he was actually smiling sadly.

I was so stupid that I always hurt him, intentionally or unintentionally, and my heart was pricked again when I saw her trying to keep her smile calm.

Yiyang ...... "Thinking about it, it's better not to mention his eyes again, I got dressed, sat back next to He Yiyang, kissed him on the face, took his hand and said, "Let's eat noodles for breakfast, okay?" I'll wash up first, and then cook later." Now, it's still early, you can sleep for a while, and I'll come up and call you when the meal is almost over, okay?"

"Good. He Yiyang nodded obediently, this is the first time that he agreed to let me cook alone. I knew he didn't want me to see him look bad that he couldn't help anything, and my heart was sour again.

"Well, lie down and sleep. With that, I pressed He Yiyang back on the pillow, covered him with a blanket, and then kissed him on the face again, "Okay, I'll go out first." ”

After He Yiyang nodded, I turned around and left the bedroom to go to the bathroom.

When I looked in the mirror, I noticed that I was painted on my body, face and hair, but fortunately, I didn't have to go to work on Saturday, so I could find a He Yiyang's clothes to change into and wash later.

It's just that I have to wash my hair before this, but fortunately, He Yiyang took a shower at night and there was hot water, I washed my hair and face neatly, and then quietly went back to the bedroom to find He Yiyang's white short-sleeved shirt and returned to the bathroom to change the clothes on my body.

After I took He Yiyang's dirty clothes on the floor and threw them into the washing machine, I went back to the bathroom and squeezed the toothpaste to He Yiyang on the toothbrush while brushing my teeth, and prepared the brushing water.

After the bathroom was done, I hurried back to prepare breakfast. I always remember that Ying Ying said that He Yiyang hasn't eaten much vegetables these days, so she deliberately put a lot of vegetables in the bottom.

When the meal was almost ready, I went back to the bedroom and called He Yiyang to get up. It just so happened that at this time, He Yiyang also got dressed and got up, and was clumsily cleaning up the bed.

"Yiyang, why are you up? I'll call you after I've been talking for a while. Come on, I'll just get it. I hurriedly took three steps and two steps up, helped He Yiyang up, and pulled him aside.

"It's okay for the rest, I can do it myself. You can help me with everything like this, if you ....... in the future" sign language comparison here, He Yiyang suddenly stopped with a dark face.

"What if?" I also tidied up the things on the bed at this time, stood up and turned to look at his slightly bowed head, and vaguely felt as if he had something to hide from me.

He Yiyang's inner monologue

If you're not with me anymore, there's a lot more I'll have to learn to do on my own.

Quietly, forgive me, I may not be your bridegroom, and your most precious things should be reserved for your real groom, not a blind man like me who can't speak.