Chapter 941: Diagnosis (II)
"Another thing is that last night, when I was fighting with that infected person in the demon world in another imaginary world, in the end I controlled the imaginary world with absolute superiority, and finally he begged me, begged me to let him go, if I killed him in the fantasy world, then he would become a walking dead in the real world.
I've said before that everyone has a chance to mend their ways, if it was me before, I could definitely let him go, but yesterday I couldn't give myself a reason to let him go, I don't know why, and in the end I killed him in that world, and he really became an unconscious person. ”
Liu Rongri did not record again this time, but kept turning the gel pen in his hand with the index finger and middle finger of his right hand: "Boss, is there anything else?"
"No, on this day alone, I felt so many things that were not right, and I felt that it was enough to give me a headache. ”
"Okay, then let's take a good count of these three things first, you can still close your eyes, you don't need to make any movements, listen to me carefully. Liu Rongri changed to a more comfortable sitting position, "Let's take a look at the common points of these three things, first of all, do you know the girl who was knocked down by you?"
"I don't know, I haven't seen it. ”
"Do you know the mother and son and the infected person in the demon world?"
"Only the infected person of the Demon Realm, I know his name, and I don't know the mother and son. ”
"These three people have one thing in common, that is, your life has nothing to do with them, they are strangers to you, right? ”
I thought about it for a while, I really didn't have any intersection with Zhou Yangfei, the only intersection was that I met by the river by chance, and then I entered his imaginary world once, and there was really nothing else, so Liu Rongri was right, these people were all strangers to me.
"You're right, these people are all strangers. ”
"So this feeling of yours, in your women, or in us...... Have you ever seen a friend, for example, now that I suddenly rolled down the stairs and fell so badly, would you take me to the hospital?"
I thought about this question for a while, but my heart told me that I would take Liu Rongri to the hospital: "I will." ”
"Do you feel that way with your lovers?"
The feeling in the cafeteria today has also proven that I will not change in front of my lover: "No, it seems that I will not feel this way in front of these people I know. ”
"I see...... To be honest, this situation is relatively common, and it is not an incurable disease, but your situation is a more serious one. Liu Rongri slowly stood up, and I felt him come to the top of my head, and he gently put his fingers on the temples on both sides of me, "Listen carefully to me, if you are in this situation, if I am not mistaken, you should be very stimulated."
This kind of stimulation overloads your brain, although not particularly severe, but this load destroys the emotional circuitry in your brain, which leads to the loss of some of your feelings, and you lose the normal emotions that you should have for so-called outsiders. If my guess is correct, it will be difficult for you to have any feelings for outsiders from now on, for example, if another person you don't know rolls down the stairs and is miserable, you will never pity them, and in the same way, even if you see someone robbing an old man on the road, you will not have any pity for the old man, and you will not have any anger towards the robber. So, now you understand, what's going on with you?"
I probably understood...... "It turns out that what I lost is a kind of emotion of mine."
"However, boss, I have something else to tell you, it is your feelings that affect your nerves, causing your entire nervous structure to be destroyed......"
I felt that Liu Rongri seemed to be about to say something, so I said, "It's nothing, you can say anything." ”
"That is, it can affect your next generation, which means that your next generation can be equally free of this emotion. ”
"What?" I got up from my chair when I heard this, "What did you just say?"
"Calm down, calm down...... You need to calm down!" Liu Rongri slowly pushed me back into his seat, "And have you ever thought that if you get your woman pregnant now, and then your child is born, he is also a stranger to you." ”
There is nothing wrong with what Liu Rongri said, so I will not be able to have feelings for my children in the future, and my children will also suffer from this kind of emotionless suffering?
"The scariest thing is that your child has just been born, everything around him is strange, all the people around him are strangers, and he may not be able to have feelings for anyone for the rest of his life. ”
This kind of thing is undoubtedly a big blow to me, so that means, I can't have any more children in the future?
Liu Rongri also noticed that my expression was wrong, so he immediately comforted me and said: "Li Ran, it's nothing, think about the benefits, think about the ......" Liu Rongri seemed to be thinking about what good I had, but found that this matter did not do me any good.
After hearing the news, I was a little decadent, I got up from the chair and walked slowly towards the door, Liu Rongri immediately stopped me: "Boss, don't you think about it?"
I gently pushed Liu Rongri away: "It's nothing, I just want to be quiet." ”
I really don't know where I'm going now, and I don't know how to tell Qingxuan about this, if I continue to have children now, it will just be a disaster for my next generation.
"Liu Rongri, is there no way to treat this disease?" Wu Yue asked, looking at my somewhat declining back.
"There is no way, at least there is no way with the current medical technology, I don't know what the boss has experienced, but I know that what can cause this kind of psychological trauma is probably not a small fight. ”
"Then you can study this aspect when you have time, if I lose my feelings, it's nothing, but for him, maybe feelings are his life, and they are something that must not be lost. ”