That feeling makes Yan Ruo afraid, and it also makes Yan Ruo have enough courage to say these things, and the courage that he will have after experiencing that feeling of life and death.

Because there are some things that you don't say, you may really not have the opportunity to say them in this life.

And Shen Xuyan, because of Yan Ruo's words, only then did he know how big the shadow that happened to Yan Ruo before had left her.

"Words are ...... If you want to hate me, you can hate me all the time, but if you feel tired, then let's try to get along...... Okay?"

Shen Xuyan just looked at Yan Ruo like this, the mood fluctuations in those eyes were too great, so he couldn't help but start thinking about it, but more, it was like the shackles in his heart had been liberated, but he could more clearly understand what he wanted most in his heart.

Yan Ruo, who was in Shen Xuyan's arms, trembled because of the feeling of fear, and when he heard Shen Xuyan say this to himself, his eyes suddenly became sore, and he couldn't help crying.

The tears swirled in the circles of his eyes, with the pain in his heart and the unspeakable grievances.

Can she really stop hating the person she once loved so much? Can she really stop having to bear so much pain?

Those questions were repeatedly asked in her heart, and that hesitant attitude constantly shook her determination, from the beginning she just wanted to leave completely and no longer continue to live this absurd life, and then everything was just revenge for hate, but now, I heard Shen Xuyan say that if you are tired, how about getting along?

Yan Ruo's tears kept flowing down like this, which contained too much of her hard work and too much sourness.

"Xiao Ruo, come on, Mama Zhang made you some food, you come and eat first...... Why are you crying!? Is there something uncomfortable?"

Just when Yan Ruo was crying in Shen Xuyan's arms, Zhang's mother who came out of the kitchen saw her crying like this, and she was so distressed that she kept asking, but Yan Ruo couldn't speak because of the crying, so she had to shake her head with a smile to indicate that she was really fine.

"I'll look at her mother. ”

At the same time that Zhang's mother kept asking, Shen Xuyan took the porridge in Zhang's mother's hand, and sat on the sofa with one hand to help Yanruo.

"That'...... That's okay, if there's anything uncomfortable about Xiao, you have to say it right away, you know?"

After Zhang's mother instructed two sentences, she saw that Shen Xuyan was carefully looking at Yan Ruo, and her heart was like a transparent mirror, and she understood that there were some things, so she still had to let the young people solve it by themselves, so she sighed and turned around and left the room.

Seeing Yan Ruo sitting there obediently, waiting for himself to feed her, but the tears on her face continued to hang on it, Shen Xuyan got up and took a tissue for Yan Ruo, and gently wiped away her tears.

"Can I feed you well now? You haven't eaten for more than two days, and I'm afraid you won't have the strength to continue crying. ”

Faced with Shen Xuyan's words, Yan Ruo couldn't help laughing.

At this time, Shen Xuyan was able to joke with himself and make himself happy, but he didn't feel anything uncomfortable about it.

Maybe it's really because her mother heard her prayer before, or maybe her accident this time made her wake up a lot, in short, between her and Shen Xuyan, she can finally try to get along well.

But I don't know if the mode of getting along between two people has not been changed for too long, and sometimes there is always some embarrassment between talking and doing, or being cautious.

For example, at the moment when Yan Ruo and Shen Xuyan were quietly staying in the study together, Yan Ruo wanted to say something several times, but when he saw where Shen Xuyan seemed to be busy reading the documents, he really couldn't speak.

If it was really good to get along, if it was the past, Yan Ruo would have jumped directly into Shen Xuyan's arms, where would he still be here for a long time to think about whether he could say something and change this dull atmosphere.

As for Shen Xuyan, as if he didn't know what Yan Ruo was thinking at the moment, he lowered his head and remained silent, completely ignoring Yan Ruo.

In fact, Shen Xuyan was also waiting for Yan Ruo to speak.

Yan Ruo's small movements, said to be slight, but the fundamental movement was so big that Shen Xuyan couldn't ignore it, the deliberate coughing and deliberately walking around to take the book, Shen Xuyan saw it in his eyes, but he kept smiling in his heart.

But Shen Xuyan seemed to be planning to just talk to Yan Ruo to see when she would not be able to stand to speak.

In the eyes of the bad heart, it was Shen Xuyan's good intentions for the sake of words.

If Yan Ruo is not allowed to speak by himself now, but as before, it is all said by Shen Xuyan, then the mode of getting along well between the two people will still not change, and it will still be dominated by Shen Xuyan, if he doesn't open his mouth or he doesn't ask, then Yan Ruo is just as cautious as always.

However, on the contrary, if Yan Ruo spoke by herself, whether she figured it out or not, she understood that the so-called good relationship between the two people no longer needed these cautions and suspicions.

In the next few days, when Yan Ruo was still weak, after Shen Xuyan came back from the company, he helped Yan Ruo to accompany her to exercise, and occasionally had breakfast and dinner together, and they were safe.

When Yan Ruo lay down in Shen Xuyan's arms at night and fell asleep with peace of mind, she had even forgotten all the unpleasantness that had happened between them.

"What are you thinking about and not sleeping?"

Holding Yan Ruo, Shen Xuyan covered the quilt with Yan Ruo and asked.

"No, I just remembered what happened before. ”

Suddenly being mentioned by Yan Ruo about the previous matter, Shen Xuyan couldn't help but be stunned, and the hand holding Yan Ruo stiffened.

"Words are ...... You...... Sorry ......"

Apologizing gently, Shen Xuyan thought that Yan Ruo remembered what he had done to her before, and couldn't help hugging Yan Ruo.

"It's already in the past. ”

Yan Ruo, who didn't think of those things, also remembered the previous things because of Shen Xuyan's apology, those things that made her heart ache and feel uncomfortable.

However, Shen Xuyan looked at Yan Ruo's somewhat tired appearance, but thought that Yan Ruo was still feeling uncomfortable with those things, and couldn't help but kiss her lips lightly, feeling her temperature.

“…… Hmmm......"

Originally, it was just a simple kiss, and Shen Xuyan didn't have any other meaning, just a momentary emotion, wanting to kiss the beloved woman in his arms.

But because of the softness of Yan Ruo's lips, Shen Xuyan, who was not controlled for a while, made Yan Ruo snort softly because of his slightly lingering movements.

The sudden lingering sound in the night made Shen Xuyan's body stiffen, and then he hugged Yan Ruo's hands and began to wander restlessly.

Preamble......

Yan Ruo, who was gasping slightly because of the kiss, was made a little more sensitive by Shen Xuyan's wandering hand.

"Huh?"

The sensitive warmth made Yan Ruo scream, and then he wanted to suppress his Yan Ruo, but he was made to arch up by Shen Xuyan's hand that suddenly reached into his clothes and stroked him.

“…… Xiao Ruo'er, you are so sensitive......"

In a soft voice, Shen Xuyan whispered in Yan Ruo's ear.

Subconsciously refused, Yan Ruo's hand had just touched Shen Xuyan's body, and it was already pressed behind him by Shen Xuyan's hand, and then, Yan Ruo just watched Shen Xuyan turn over and press on his body.

The kiss also fell on her body with Shen Xuyan's movements.

At this time, Yan Ruocai found that the pajamas that were originally on his body had been taken off by Shen Xuyan for some time, and he didn't know where they were.

With Shen Xuyan's movements, Yan Ruo's body, which was constantly being sensitive to him, slowly obeyed his primitive instincts, and his hands, which struggled to get out of it, were also free the moment Shen Xuyan let go slightly.

Yan Ruo put his hands on Shen Xuyan's back like this, feeling the heat of Shen Xuyan's body.

"Words are ...... Is that okay?"

Shen Xuyan seemed to remember what made Yan Ruo uncomfortable before, and asked in her ear at this moment.

Yan Ruo was a little sobered up by this question, and his shy eyes looked at Shen Xuyan like this, embarrassed to answer, and he didn't know how he should answer, originally thinking that according to Shen Xuyan's habit before, even if he didn't have his own answer, he wouldn't just stop.

But after waiting for a while, the obvious flame in Shen Xuyan's eyes became hotter and hotter, but he didn't see that Shen Xuyan didn't get her answer, and there was the next move.

Immediately, helplessly Yanruo, and didn't want to open his mouth to answer such a shameful question, he simply held Shen Xuyan with both hands directly, and his body still maintained a posture of twisting and pandering, and he was already trying very hard to hint that Shen Xuyan was okay.

"Is that okay?"

But again, Shen Xuyan asked Yan Ruo, it seemed that he would not continue to act until he got this answer.

As far as Ruo was embarrassed by his direct question, since the hint had no effect, Shen Xuyan seemed to be ironclad, and he was willing to continue if he had to answer Ruoruo, so he didn't say anything anymore, just raised his head and kissed Shen Xuyan's lips.

Immediately, Shen Xuyan felt as if he had been pardoned because of this kiss, and he no longer continued to chase after Yan Yan's affirmative answer, and the fierce kiss became entangled.

At that time, the light and heavy force made Yan Ruo can't help but speak, and the voice seems to be extremely ecstatic in the night, which makes Shen Xuyan slowly wake up.

"Xiao Ruo. ”

While rubbing Yan Ruo and feeling Yan Ruo's softness, Shen Xuyan stretched Yan Ruo's body open.

While teasing Yan Ruo, he exhaled softly in her ear, making Yan Ruo constantly writhe his body because of that strange feeling.