His kiss was deep and passionate.

I closed my eyes, felt his passion and his pain, and then responded to his kiss.

However, if I continue to kiss like this, I will gradually lose my mind.

Then I pushed him away again.

"That's enough, Mo Yunqian, this is the end of it between us!"

After saying this, I didn't have the courage to look at Mo Yunqian again, turned around and walked home.

After returning home, Wen Yuanming had already gone to the study to read, and Sihan trotted over.

"Mom, did you meet Uncle Mo outside?"

When Sihan looked up at me, his eyes were full of hope.

I know that Sihan likes Mo Yunqian, so he also hopes that I can get together with Mo Yunqian.

I restrained the pain in my heart, reached out and rubbed Sihan's little head, Sihan is really getting older and more like Mo Yunqian now, this father and son are really like carved out of a mold.

"Sihan, mom is tired, mom wants to go back to the room to rest first. ”

I didn't answer Sihan's question.

But Sihan is a very well-behaved child, and when he heard me say this, he said very obediently: "Good night to that mother!"

I smiled and went upstairs.

Back in my room, I locked the door.

I didn't turn on the light, but let myself stay in this dark bedroom, crying silently.

It was an extremely long night, but I had already been mentally prepared, and it didn't make it impossible for me to get out of the darkness.

The next morning, I put on makeup seriously and prepared to go to work in the company with a spirited face.

When I went downstairs, I happened to hear Sihan talking to Aunt Qin.

"Grandma, do you think my mother and Uncle Mo really can't get married?"

There was a hint of anticipation in Sihan's voice.

Aunt Qin smiled faintly.

"Mother and Uncle Mo's affairs will be solved by themselves, whether they can get married or not depends on their own fate, you are so young, don't worry about these things. ”

Seeing Aunt Qin say this, Sihan looked disappointed.

"But grandma, I like Uncle Mo so much, it would be great if Uncle Mo could marry my mother and be my father!"

When I heard Sihan say this, my steps down the stairs froze in place.

Aunt Qin sighed helplessly.

"Actually, your Uncle Mo was originally your father, even if he doesn't marry your mother, you are also a child with a father, you know?"

However, Sihan was very stubborn.

"No, grandma, my father is Lu Shaofan, my name is Lu Sihan, it's just that my father hasn't come back to see me for a long time, I can't remember what he looks like, if Uncle Mo can marry my mother, I will have a second father, but if they don't get married, Uncle Mo will not be my father. ”

Sihan sees these truths clearly, no matter how we explain it and tell him that Mo Yunqian is his father, he always thinks that only when I marry Mo Yunqian will he be his father.

Actually, that's fine.

After all, I have been entangled with Mo Yunqian for so many years, and I have never even had a marital relationship, so I can be regarded as a good beginning and ending with him, and Sihan does not call him father, so I have no other entanglements with him.

It's just that when I think of Mo Yunqian, I still feel uncomfortable in my heart.

I went downstairs and walked towards Sihan with a smile.

"Sihan, my mother has gone to the company. ”

I walked over, pinched Sihan's smiling face, took a piece of toast from the table and took a bite, then picked up another glass of milk and drank it.

Seeing that I was in such a hurry, Aunt Qin hurriedly said, "You finish breakfast first and then go to the company!"

I looked at Aunt Qin with a smile and said, "It's okay Aunt Qin, these are enough!"

I walked to the door, and Sihan waved to me from behind.

"Goodbye Mom!"

I smiled at Sihan and said, "Well, Sihan is good." ”

Out of the door, I got into my car and headed all the way to the company.

After I arrived at the company, I was working again with a 12-point mental state.

Even after work in the evening, I'm still working.

You Jia came to my office after work.

"Mr. Su, aren't you off work today?"

She asked cautiously.

I looked up at her with a smile.

"There's still some work to deal with, and when it's done, I'll leave, you go back first. ”

Hearing me say this, You Jia bit her lip and hesitated.

"What's wrong? Anything else to say?"

Immediately, You Jia looked at me again and said, "Mr. Su, you are working too hard today, otherwise you should get off work early and go back to rest?"

Hearing her say this, my expression paused slightly, and I was puzzled, "Really, I don't think I've done anything anymore?"

However, You Jia looked at me with a worried expression.

"Mr. Su, you didn't even eat lunch at noon today, in fact, the company has nothing to deal with recently, and the work you handled today is also some documents that are not in a hurry, why don't you take a break, I bought something to eat, or would you like to eat some too?"

You Jia said as she took out a fruit box from behind her and placed it in front of my eyes.

"Mr. Su, you see that you haven't eaten lunch, are you losing weight? Otherwise, you can eat some fruit, fruit has no calories and fat, and you won't get fat. ”

Looking at the fruit that You Jia placed on my table, my expression was a little dazed.

Actually, I'm not losing weight at all, but I don't want to stop myself, because as soon as I stop, I will remember the best decision I made with Mo Yunqian last night.

I reached out and opened the fruit that Yujia had given me, then took a piece of strawberry and took a bite of it.

"Well, it's delicious, thank you You Jia, you go first!"

Seeing that I had eaten, You Jia was relieved, but You Jia still didn't leave.

Mr. Su ...... Don't you get off work?"

Hearing this, I paused slightly as I ate.

Seeing that I didn't speak, You Jia said again: "Mr. Su, when you were in Bincheng before, you also announced your relationship in the circle of friends, are you out of love today? In fact, if you are in a bad mood, you don't have to use work to numb yourself, it is good to go out for a walk." ”

Going out for a walk?

I glanced at Youjia.

"I'm really fine, you can leave quickly. ”

At my repeated requests, You Jia still left, but after she left, I looked at the fruit in front of me and had no appetite at all.

It turns out that after I really broke off the relationship with Mo Yunqian, I wouldn't even be able to eat.

Suddenly, I noticed that for a moment, there was no sound around me.

I don't know why, but I suddenly felt a little scared.

I was afraid to be alone in this silent company, and I began to fear being alone.