Chapter 023: Absolutely Unforgivable You
"Snow ...... Son?!"
Luo Haochen couldn't believe it, he subconsciously stopped and looked up for some reason, and saw the face that haunted him.
That's right! This time it was not an illusion or an illusion, the person sitting in the floor-to-ceiling glass window at the moment, looking up and down with him at forty-five degrees, was Yun Mengxue.
Time seemed to stop, and the air condensed in an instant, although more than two years of separation was not a long time, but for those who were worried about the morning and twilight, every second was a torment of boiling hearts.
The silver and white sprinkled all over the sky, Luo Haochen's hair was soon covered with a layer of snowflakes, his excited eyelashes were trembling slightly, and ice crystal snowflakes fell on the eyelashes and thick eyebrows, forming a thin layer of frost.
I've been looking for it all the time and can't find it, and I've done crazy things because of all kinds of hallucinations I think I have, but when Yun Mengxue really appeared in front of him, Luo Haochen didn't know what to do, his feet seemed to be filled with lead and he couldn't move.
"Cher...... It's really you! it's really ...... My Cher......"
Luo Haochen didn't know what words to use to express his excited mood at this moment, it turned out that the visual hallucinations during this time were not illusory because of too much anticipation in his heart, Yun Mengxue was really right in front of him, he was not mistaken.
Winter nights always come too early, and before 4 o'clock in the afternoon, the sky is already a little dark, and the dim street lamps on both sides of the road are lit up, reflecting the exotic European-style buildings in front of and behind you at this time.
The lights of the coffee house on the island were also lit up, and Yun Mengxue's beautiful face looked a little dark under the back lamp, and Luo Haochen couldn't help but look stunned, for fear that this was another empty dream to wake up from.
"Cher...... Cher...... Wait for me!"
Not daring to hesitate, Luo Haochen's feet seemed to be suddenly full of breath, and he quickly ran to the coffee house on the second floor.
Just after looking at Luo Haochen, Yun Mengxue's gaze seemed to be glued and frozen.
She forgot to retract her gaze, and forgot why she was avoiding during this time, so she looked at Luo Haochen so unreservedly, and even forgot about the time she had given herself to transition and adapt.
Maybe it's because I miss it too much, or maybe it's because I miss it too much, and the two come together and twist into a tangled. Accompanied by Luo Haochen's eyes full of surprise, guilt and pain, the pain in Yun Mengxue's heart was deeply involved, making her a little unbearable to look away.
Her heart was heavy, as for the hands on her legs, she couldn't help but clench hard, Yun Mengxue couldn't allow herself to reunite with Luo Haochen in this situation, what did she want to say? Hate him, hate him, or miss him?
"No...... No! I can't see him like that! No!"
Unable to let go of those entanglements in her heart, Yun Mengxue suddenly came back to her senses, quickly got up and swept her eyes left and right, and finally found that there was a spare staircase for a fire escape in the corner, she immediately grabbed her coat and ran over there quickly.
Luo Haochen walked so heavily with every step, and finally came to the second floor with all his excitement and joy, but the goal was that Yun Mengxue was gone, and Luo Haochen's heart suddenly sank to the bottom of the deep valley.
This brief reunion made people feel like a world away, and the steps that came were like sharp cones piercing the heart, and they came upstairs with excitement, and what they saw was not the woman who had been thinking about it for a long time, but the empty chair and the two cups of coffee on the table.
"Two glasses?"
Luo Haochen frowned, he was very sure that Yun Mengxue was sitting in this position just now, and she was the only one.
"How can there be two glass......es? Is it wrong again?"
The illusory reality deeply tormented Luo Haochen's heart, and it already made him a little unable to distinguish which one was real? Maybe all he saw was illusory, and there was no reality.
"What do you need, sir?"
The waiter's polite inquiry made Luo Haochen, who had lost his mind, come back to his senses suddenly, and he stared at the waiter in a daze for a long time before slowly stretching out his finger to the position by the window.
"There...... Was there a lady just now?"
The waiter looked at the position of Luo Haochen's finger, nodded first, and then shook his head.
"There was a lady there, yes, but not alone, there was a man with her. ”
"Men?"
Luo Haochen was surprised, the waiter's words made his heart completely penetrate from the deep valley to the Western Hemisphere.
"Two people...... It turned out to be two people, so I ...... It's just wrong again?"
Luo Haochen felt crazy in his heart, because Nie Xiaotian left the table after discovering Luo Haochen, he really thought that he had a fantasy because he was too much in love, and he was speechless at the moment.
"Are you alright, sir?"
The waiter looked at Luo Haochen, who was deeply shocked, a little puzzled and worried, he waved his hand slightly, feeling that his arm seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and then got up and walked slowly downstairs.
"It's not Cher, it's not her ......"
Luo Haochen repeated this sentence in his mouth, the void under his feet stumbled downstairs, the sky outside was completely dark, the temperature was low at night and the snow was drifting, and the pedestrians on the road all hid their faces and bowed their heads to meet the snow.
Looking at the pedestrians who didn't stop, Luo Haochen couldn't find Yun Mengxue's figure, he hung his hands weakly on his sides and walked forward with his head down, but he always felt a strong familiar aura, which was constantly invading him.
Walking into a secluded and uninhabited alley, the wind and snow here became very strong because of the wind, Luo Haochen looked up at the sky and took a deep breath, but no matter what, there was no way to dispel the depression in his heart.
"Cher, I really want to see you, I really ...... Miss you so much......"
I don't know how many times I said this to myself, but every time Luo Haochen was shattered in the illusion he thought.
"I know you hate me, you're in pain and you're sad! Luo Haochen was a bastard in the past! I tried my best to change myself, but in the end, I ...... I haven't changed anything, and the only thing I have done to you is to do harm!"
Luo Haochen squatted on the ground in pain and stroked his face with his hands, this was what he said in his heart, but there was no way to tell her in front of Yun Mengxue. The woman who disappeared without a trace after leaving seemed to be punishing him in such a way that she didn't even have a chance to apologize.
"Cher, if you come back, then please meet me! If you can see me again, I won't deliberately be awkward anymore, and I will let go of those so-called bullshit pride! Cher, I just want to see you again, and I'm satisfied! Only one side ......"
In the dark, Yun Mengxue's eyes full of sadness were silently watching Luo Haochen, who was sad and sad.
At that time, although she came out of the coffee house on the island, she hid here and did not go far, until Luo Haochen came out of the coffee house in despair, and Yun Mengxue was always with her.
Hearing Luo Haochen's confessional words, her heart ached very much, and she really wanted to just go out and stand in front of that man, but her hesitant steps did not take a step full of courage.
For a long time, Luo Haochen left the alley with all kinds of lonely and sad feelings.
Looking at his back gradually moving away, Yun Mengxue ran over a few steps and stood where Luo Haochen was just now, the cold air seemed to be mixed with his thoughts and self-pity, everything was so familiar and felt very strange.
What is familiar is Luo Haochen's unique taste and breath, which once made Yun Mengxue so infatuated that he couldn't extricate himself, what is strange is his self-hatred and self-regret, is this still the Luo Haochen he once knew?
Yun Mengxue's body shook slightly, and she was able to stabilize her figure by holding on to the wall with one hand.
She cried, and the tears rolled down and immediately turned into ice crystals.
"Why?
I kept asking myself in my heart, but no matter what, Yun Mengxue couldn't find the answer.
The hands without gloves were cold and red and numb, and she kept wiping the cold tears that rolled down, but no matter what, she couldn't wipe them dry, and her heart was like a twisting pain, which made Yun Mengxue feel suffocated for a while.
"Aren't you the one who got us here......? Why do you force me to keep looking for me after leaving? Could it be that you think that you have not hurt me enough, and you have to do it thoroughly once to be satisfied, right?
Yun Mengxue felt as if a part was missing from her heart, she couldn't find the rhythm she should have, and her lower abdomen began to feel unbearable pain again.
The wind and snow became bigger and bigger, squeezing back and forth at both ends of the alley mouth that was windy, and the two-phase attack made Yun Mengxue's body tremble.
Everyone loves beauty, it's like falling into a honey pot and eating honey, but how many people know the pain of smiling and drinking?
"I can't forgive! I can't forgive you!"
The trembling hand pressed her lower abdomen, and Yun Mengxue bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from softening her heart, because soft-heartedness means that everything loses its meaning.
"Yun Mengxue, you are back to take revenge on him! It's not that when you see him sad, you come to give him pity and compassion! No matter how much Luo Haochen repents, he can't make up for the wrong things he has done, no matter how painful he is, it can't compare to the pain of losing my child!"
Every time she thinks of the child who was forcibly beaten, Yun Mengxue will feel the pain of her whole body like a broken body, she knows that she has fallen into such a disease, and most of the reasons are due to psychological factors.
At that time, Yun Mengxue had not yet recovered from the pain of losing her child, and she learned the news that Yangde Group was defeated by Senya Group, and then her father fell ill and was forced to leave the Luo family, and Yun Mengxue's body became very fragile under the influence of mood and various blows.
If it weren't for so many things, Yun Mengxue felt that she could be a good mother now and do her best to love her children. But this kind of rights and dreams were cruelly deprived by Luo Haochen, and he took away not only Yun Mengxue's children, but also his own flesh and blood.
Luo Haochen was so cruel and ruthless that Yun Mengxue couldn't accept it, no one would know how she was tormented and restless in dreams and reality in those dark and silent nights, and it seemed that she had been hearing the child's call and painful cry in her ears.
"Even if it's just a form, but the child is a small life, with the right and dignity of life, it will also feel pain......!
Yun Mengxue cried so much, her heart was so uncomfortable, she had clearly warned herself not to lose control of her emotions like this again, but she couldn't hold back her tears.
"You're cruel, Luo Haochen! That's your child! I can't forgive you! I can't forgive you! I can't forgive you! I absolutely ...... Absolutely never forgive you!