"One day you will find someone you really love, you will be distressed because she shed a tear, you will panic because she is angry with you, you will be happy because she loves you......"

"But no matter how you change, I know it's not going to be me. ”

This was the penultimate sentence that Gong Qingchen said when he left Ji Yunyang, she thought she couldn't say it before, but when she said it, she realized that it was so simple.

Maybe Ji Yunyang is a cactus full of thorns, Gong came to his side in the early morning, just to warm him and hold him and transfer all the thorns to his body. After that, Gong Qingchen would leave, and when the next really right person came to Ji Yunyang's side, he would gently hug her without any harm, and the road where Gong Qingchen left was drenched in blood.

Even if she was the one who took away the cactus full of thorns, he was not the one who could embrace the cactus's gentle embrace. Not everything in this world is judged by a fairness, whether she accepts it or not, this ending is already there, not sad or happy.

The dispute between the two people has reached a fever pitch, and the mobile phone that Gong Qingchen threw away when neither of them spoke, and now it was on Ji Yunyang's desk suddenly rang.

Because of his position, Ji Yunyang picked him up, and he saw that the caller ID with the three words Gu Ruiwen written on it suddenly broke a string that had been taut in his head.

Of course, Gong Qingchen also noticed that Ji Yunyang's eyes changed suddenly, Ji Yunyang picked up the mobile phone and put it in front of Gong Qingchen's eyes, and finally asked with some gritted teeth: "Why did she call you at this time, Gong Qingchen, did you think about leaving a long time ago, why are you here? The money I take is not as much as the money sent to your family, right?"

Jealousy and unwillingness have blinded Ji Yunyang's eyes, Gong Qingchen felt a pain in her heart when she heard these thorny words, because of her family, she has always been very inferior in her heart. Whether it was Gu Ruiwen's money back then, or the money that Ji Yunyang borrowed now, it was crushing Gong Qingchen little by little.

Even if she told herself countless times in her heart not to care about Ji Yunyang, Ji Yunyang was the person she loved after all. What Ji Yunyang said was really hurtful.

Covering her eyes, Gong Qingchen didn't want her tears to fall so easily, so she had to scream to vent your anger.

And the mobile phone in Ji Yunyang's hand will only call again when it is hung up, and Ji Yunyang's mood that was finally calmer disappeared again: "Why was I poked at the center, or do you dare not admit it at all, you are a woman who loves vanity, otherwise you wouldn't have left me to marry Gu Ruiwen back then!"

The words that had been buried in the depths of my heart and did not dare to say them were all said one by one this time without reservation.

The most painful thing is not the eyes that want to cry, for Gong Qingchen, the most uncomfortable thing now is the heart. She fell to her knees weakly, clutching at the carpet on the floor to distract herself.

"Why don't you speak, you give me an explanation, as long as you say no, I believe it. Ji Yunyang's ears were the ringtones from Gu Ruiwen's call, and Gong Qingchen's screams changed from the beginning to the current low sobs.

"What do you want to hear, don't you already have the answer in your heart, yes, that's what you think!Because you don't give as much as Gu Ruiwen gave, I am a woman who loves vanity, what does this have to do with you, he Gu Ruiwen is willing to give it to me, if you don't want to give it to me, I will choose him, what's wrong with me?" Don't say that Gong Qingchen didn't believe it, even Ji Yunyang felt that she was just talking angry.

Then squatted down, the eyes of the two people were dead and silent, and the fire in the eyes of the other began to gradually extinguish, and one day it would be gray.

"Are you adamant about leaving?"

"yes, I can't stay here for a day. ”

"Didn't you tell me you liked this place the most?"

"I don't want to stay here because of you. ”

Sometimes hurtful words may just be said on a spur of the moment, but a hurtful word will stay in a person's heart for a long time, until a long time later, Gong Qingchen and Ji Yunyang recalled this day, and they would feel that the quarrel between the two people was too level, except for making primary school students bow down, there was nothing else.

"What the hell are you messing with me, Gong Qingchen said you were leaving, you said you hated me, you had to give me a reason. Obviously two days ago we ...... The two of us are fine, there is no friction at all, how can we become like this?" Ji Yunyang finally asked the question he had been asking all along.

"Maybe it's because I don't want to be a toy, Ji Yunyang, I can't live like this, my time is really running out, so this time I want to live my life well. Gong Qingchen's eyes were full of tears, and such flowers were too much like last words.

The wind was blowing a little too much, blowing the pot of daffodils on the windowsill to the ground, and the pot shattered on the ground and made a heavy noise, which attracted the attention of both people for a while.

The first to react was Gong Qingchen, who seemed to have a smile on her face, and just said softly: "Goodbye, Ji Yunyang." ”

In the past, I always thought that one day if I left, there would be a lot of reluctant words to say to you, until this day really came, I didn't know that those feelings hidden in my heart could not be said, so put it in my heart.

"No, Gong Qingchen, you stop me, you give me some time, I can handle this matter of the Huo family, I ......" Ji Yunyang's words were interrupted by Gong Qingchen's words before he finished speaking.

"Ji Yunyang is not necessary, can you tell me that you have fun playing with me as a toy during this time? Have you ever wondered if I will be in pain, whether I will be sad, you are just a little uncomfortable with my departure for a while, but one day you will get used to it." It's already separated, so let's both give each other a little affection. Gong Qingchen waved at him with the documents in his hand.

After all, we also loved, so I don't regret it.

"No!" Ji Yunyang chased after him, his eyes were also red, he hesitated for a few seconds, and finally said, "It's not a habit, you can't go." ”

You can't go, because you told me on the Ferris wheel that day that Gong Qingchen and Ji Yunyang will be together forever.

What is forever is to be together in this life, in the next life, and in the next life.

"I'll never do this again, so will you stay?"

"I'll leave that to the next one. ”