Chapter Forty-Eight: An Empty Joy
What do you say?"
"I'm going to marry you. ”
"Brother......" Shi Yue's voice paused uncontrollably for a moment, this was the first time that someone had said that he wanted to marry her so sincerely, but the person who said this had drunk.
"You're drunk. ”
"I didn't!"
Li An immediately answered, but his voice was a little unnatural and erratic.
Shi Yue was silent for a while, and she didn't want to tell the truth: "Brother......"
"Huh? Li Ang was confused, but he still knew how to respond to Shi Yue's question.
Shi Yue's voice trembled slightly, as if he had exhausted all his courage when he asked this sentence: "If I wasn't pregnant, would you still marry me?"
"How could you not be pregnant...... "Li Ang paused halfway through his words.
The cold wind in the middle of the night in early April didn't make his brain clear, but Shi Yue's words instantly dissipated most of his alcohol. His tone began to become uncontrollably complicated, and he said in a stiff voice, "Baby, what do you mean?"
"Brother......" Shi Yue's voice became extremely low and soft, with some panic and uneasiness, "I didn't mean to lie to you, it's just now, just now I seem to have my aunt coming again......"
Shi Yue spoke, crying unconsciously in her voice, very aggrieved and at a loss: "I don't know what's going on, my previous menstrual periods were very stable and punctual, and I don't know what happened this time, so I ......."
Li An got up from the ground, patted the dirt on his body, and the wine instantly disappeared more than half, he leaned back against the railing, leaned back, looked at the direction of the sky, and originally felt that the stars and moon were brilliant, and the beautiful night faded all the brilliance from Li An's eyes at this moment.
Looking at it again, I feel that the moon is lacking and the stars are much thinner, and there are dark clouds floating over at some point, covering the brilliance of the stars and the moon layer upon layer, and it seems that the night sky is lonely and far away, and it is impossible to get close.
Su Yakai stared at Li An in a daze, glanced at Li An who didn't know when he stood up, struggled to stand up, and lay on the ground for a while, although the alcohol did not completely dissipate, but the consciousness had already begun to return to his brain, he looked at Li An who seemed to be in a trance, and waved his hand in front of Li An's eyes: "What's the matter?" ”
Li An's face stiffened, and he smiled at Su Yakai reluctantly: "It's okay." ”
Su Yakai saw his mobile phone that was still lit up, and pointed with his finger: "Phone." ”
"Oh. ”
Li An only remembered at this time that he was still talking to Shi Yue on the phone, and he hadn't hung up yet.
As he walked to the side, he put his phone back to his ear.
Shi Yue's choked voice on the phone passed through the layers of barriers, knocking on Li An's heart again and again: "Brother, I don't know, if you don't speak, it's okay." Don't ignore me, you can be angry, you can quarrel, you can kill me, but ignore me, okay. Woo......"
Ang Lee took out a cigarette with one hand, put it in his mouth, and then lit it with one hand, the orange light point flickered on and off, and Ang Lee's expression flickered with the warm yellow street lamp.
Li An frowned and took a puff of cigarette, held it in one hand, pursed his mouth for a few seconds, and then opened his mouth: "I'm not angry, baby." ”
"Don't cry, okay. I have to go to work tomorrow, and if I have swollen eye bubbles, it won't look good, right? ”
Shi Yue choked silently: "Then you ignore me, if you ignore me, you will be angry." ”
The corners of Li An's mouth twitched a little, he was really not very angry, but he didn't react for a while, but the words of explanation at this time were very important: "Baby, I'm really not angry, I'm just a little confused and didn't react." It's not that I'm angry and ignores you. ”
"You see I'm going to meet your parents, I'm thinking about where we're going to stay in the future, what we're going to do for our wedding, where we're going to go on our honeymoon, and what the baby should be named. I'm ready for this little life. ”
"But you suddenly said that your aunt is here again, and I drank some wine today, and my brain reaction is a little slow, I didn't react a little, my brain was a little confused, and I didn't mean to ignore you. ”
Shi Yue's crying gradually slowed down, but she still sobbed: "Really? Are you really not angry?"
"Really, I swear, I'm not angry. It's just that the surprise suddenly burst and it didn't ease up a bit. Li An comforted Shi Yue a little helplessly, but he didn't really swear to the sky, of course he was still a little unhappy.
"I don't need to swear it, I believe you. Shi Yue really stopped crying now, but the topic has not ended: "Since you are not angry, then you are not allowed to ignore me in the future." ”
"I didn't ignore you......"
Li An felt that he was now full of mouths and couldn't speak, and he couldn't say anything, shrugged his shoulders, and was quite weak.
Shi Yue interrupted Li An before he finished speaking, and interjected: "I believe that you didn't get angry just now, I mean later." ”
"Huh, in the future?" Li An turned around, waved his hand at Su Yakai, signaled that he hadn't finished the phone call yet, and asked him to wait a little longer: "Okay, I won't ignore you in the future." ”
Shi Yue said a little anxiously: "Then it's okay, even if we have a conflict in the future, a quarrel, or a friction because of something, you can murder me or scold me, but you can't ignore me, you can't have a cold war." Okay, okay?"
Li An casually responded: "Okay." ”
Shi Yue was dissatisfied with Li An's tone and attitude, and urged him to say, "You have to promise." ”
Li An sighed, took a hard puff of the cigarette, inhaled it into his lungs for a while, and then slowly spit it out, the smoke ring floated over his head, he walked forward, and then extinguished the cigarette butt in the trash can, threw it in, and then said seriously: "I promise, I will never ignore you in the future." ”
After Shi Yue got Li An's definite answer, she let him go.
There is no such thing as an oath, and no one can be sure whether it will be fulfilled in the future. But does it matter? Obviously, it doesn't matter, what matters is the meaning of the oath, which is that at this moment, it is enough for one person to be willing to promise that promise to another, and the other person is willing to believe it.
The oath is always an immeasurable thing, and its existence can only prove that this sentence is sincere to each other at the moment it is spoken!
"Then, brother, it's time for you to go home, it's so late. Shi Yue said with concern.
"Well, I'm going back. Li An turned around and walked in the direction of Su Yakai and said.
"Well, that'...... Will you pick me up tomorrow morning......" Shi Yue's voice was a little cautious, and she said tentatively.
“……”
Li An was silent for a moment: "When I get up tomorrow, I'll pick you up." ”
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