Yinglong inadvertently opened the previous photo album and found a group photo from high school, and saw Binglan standing in the middle of his classmates.

At the beginning, Binglan has always been that delicate side in his impression, but now when he sees the group photo, he finds that Binglan is actually quite beautiful, and her appearance as a student is very pure.

Now, more than ten years have passed, and Yinglong has never inquired about her again.

In his mind, only the original hazy impression remained.

But he doesn't want to touch it easily, he doesn't want to go deep into it, he just wants time to wear it away, as the old saying goes: "When everything is a thing of the past." ”

Yes, the past is gone, so why care about that.

Yinglong remembered that Binglan's pen writing was very good and very distinctive, not as sloppy as what other students wrote. Her class notes are also very neatly written, very fast, and slightly in a bit of letters.

Because Binglan's calligraphy is outstanding, the teacher praised her in particular.

You must know that when answering questions in the college entrance examination, if the handwriting is beautiful, you can get extra points. Therefore, when the students saw Binglan's hard pen calligraphy, they were all envious and praised Binglan for her good handwriting.

Binglan was admitted to university as she wished, and after graduation, she was assigned to a public institution and became a public official.

Every day, I work hard in my post step by step, and I am diligent and diligent, and I have won everyone's praise.

Excellent people are always excellent, and Binglan has been promoted after many years.

Her marriage was also smooth sailing, and she found a scientific researcher. is similar in age to her, has a good personality and temperament, and the two can talk very well.

Binglan's husband is very family-oriented, a model husband at home, a technical backbone outside, and a "number one" inside and out, so there are no family conflicts.

The man has smooth sailing in his career, and occasionally when he gets a topic, he leads the research alone, but unfortunately he fails to become a leader.

I don't know why, Binglan has great expectations for her husband, and often encourages him to be enterprising and dare to tackle tough problems.

However, her husband just smiled and comforted Binglan: "Freezing three feet is not a day's cold, not to mention that it will be a long time in the future!"

Seeing him like this, Binglan simply acquiesced after a long time.

You must know that it is not easy for a family to produce a strong person, if both are them, it may still be a rare phenomenon, if it is a strong and weak match, it is also a match made in heaven.

Binglan sometimes recalls the past and still has some impressions of Yinglong.

When she was cleaning, she had paid attention to Yinglong, so she waited until the end to leave.

When Yinglong hugged a lot of brooms and told her that she didn't know where the classroom was, she felt a little funny.

Yinglong wanted her to accompany her back to the classroom with him, and he found such a ridiculous reason.

So Binglan obediently accompanied him upstairs.

But along the way, Yinglong didn't talk to her more, so as to shorten the distance.

Therefore, she found out that Yinglong actually doesn't like to talk and is an introverted boy, which has become even more obvious since then.

She knew that Yinglong was secretly observing her at the back of the classroom, but Yinglong didn't dare to take the initiative to approach her, and Binglan was embarrassed to take the initiative to contact Yinglong, after all, she was a reserved girl.

In this way, they spent more than two years together, until after the class was divided, they had many fewer opportunities to meet.

Because of Zhao Sheng, Yinglong had a conflict with him, which really startled Binglan.

She didn't expect Zhao Sheng to be so reckless, but she was also worried about Yinglong's safety. Therefore, Binglan gradually alienated Zhao Sheng, not wanting to cause a conflict because of this.

Later, Binglan worked harder, and often stayed in the classroom after school to review her homework, and would not leave until it was almost time.

Yinglong was the same, he was so tired that day that he actually dozed off on his desk. When everyone was about to leave, Binglan went out to buy food because she was hungry.

When she found that Yinglong was sleeping hungry at the back of the classroom, she kindly asked her classmates to bring milk tea cakes and quietly put them on the table.

Fortunately, there were not many students in the classroom, and no one else knew.

Then, seeing that it was about to rain, Binglan left the school first.

Binglan never mentioned this matter to anyone later, and Yinglong has been kept in the dark.

After the college entrance examination, Binglan once went to play with her classmates, passing by the downstairs of Yinglong's house, when they found Yinglong sleeping on the recliner on the balcony, they called out his name, but Yinglong pretended to be asleep there because of shame, and did not answer at all.

Binglan felt that Yinglong was too introverted, and even a little rejecting people thousands of miles away.

However, in Binglan's impression, at first, she thought that Yinglong was a bit interesting, but as time passed, Yinglong always stood still, and she slowly thought that Yinglong was a little indifferent.

But Yinglong is a shy boy, and he can't change it himself. Although he once wanted to get close to Binglan, he felt that he did not have the right opportunity and confidence, even when he had occasional contact, he felt restrained in his heart and did not dare to let go of his courage to speak.

In short, boys and girls in high school are very young, and they obviously like someone, but for one reason or another, they have to give up in the end, and they simply can't do it. Binglan's memories of this are blurry now, and she doesn't want to remember what kind of thought she had in the first place, because it doesn't mean anything.

And Yinglong now only regards these as a youthful past.

Some people may have experienced such a period of time, but many years later, they still regard it as an unfulfilled wish, or try their best to achieve it.

It's just that occasionally I secretly reminisce in my heart, feel the youthful feelings of the year, and wonder what kind of idea it was at the beginning, maybe it is an experience many years later.

However, if you understand that between lovers, the delicate flower of affection is indeed hard-won, and you should cherish the person in front of you.

Perhaps, many men and women have had youthful memories, but only a few have blossomed and borne fruit.

And now, the person who walks with you day and night, and tastes life with you, is the one who needs to be cherished the most. After all, sometimes, there can be countless people around you, but in the end, it depends on who is willing to accompany you to the end, and that one is the one most worth cherishing.

Yinglong didn't want to bother Binglan, he knew that everything was in the past.

Although the feeling of youth back then is worth recalling, after all, it has passed, and the life in front of him still needs to be thought about.

He has always been thinking about Xiao Yingrui and Yuxin in his heart, and he still needs to think about things in the future.

As for the road ahead, he feels that there is still a long way to go.

Yinglong closed the album, brushed the dust off it, and then carefully tucked it away, put it in a drawer and locked it.

As the drawer closes, the smoke disappears in an instant, as if it were a fleeting glimpse from the mind.

Yinglong sighed and scratched his hair, he was far away from him before, and he was no longer young.

Yinglong, who is about to enter middle age, has now seen very much when facing many problems. No longer struggle with the regrets of the past, and no longer worry about trivial things.

may have gone through a period of life, and for the reason that he is particularly open-minded, Yinglong's heart is becoming more and more mature.

Binglan is just a scenery on his life journey, and there is such a past on the road of life since then. He is well aware, however, that much lies ahead.

Yu Xin took Xiao Ruirui to live a plain life.

As long as Yinglong can get out, he will visit Xiao Yingrui, and by the way, he will see how Yuxin is doing.

Because Xiao Yingrui is young, he is the most reassuring person in Yinglong, and Yu Xin has become a mother, so Yinglong is not too worried.

Yu Xin probably hasn't let go of the past yet, and she is a little worried about Yinglong in her heart.

She has always held a hope for Yinglong's arrival, perhaps hoping that Yinglong can return to the family as soon as possible.

However, Yinglong seemed to see a kind of expectation in Yu Xin's gaze, but he was still hesitating, pondering how to respond.

He was a little worried, wondering if when he returned to his family, he would face the same embarrassment again, which was not the life he wanted.

Yinglong knew that he had said goodbye to his youth, and now he needed a wife who cared about him, and he didn't want to waste the rest of his time on emotional turmoil.

But his little boat has been adrift for several years and is looking forward to being able to dock in a warm harbor.

Yinglong's heart needs a baptism and repair, and the once fragmented emotional world can no longer withstand the ravages of wind and rain.

But when he saw everything in front of him, as if Wen Xue was casting a warm glance at him, he would immediately think of Yu Xin, the woman who was once his wife, was also sending him a signal of anticipation.

And the scene when Wen Xue first mixed "Manhattan" for him, the feeling of tasting fine wine, still makes him remember it vividly, at that moment he doesn't even know whether it was the wine that was intoxicating, or Wen Xue's soft gaze was more intoxicating.

After singing in the song hall, Wen Xue's singing voice was so ghostly and moving, and even cast a warm glance at him in the dark, which made him secretly moved, and he was willing to indulge in this song until the evening dissipated.

In the end, when Wenxue was drunk, Yinglong sent her home, and Wenxue's charming drunkenness and vague confession once kept Yinglong awake at night.

He was eager to kiss Wen Xue's lips and taste the touching temperature, but reason calmed him down, and he felt that it was a bit of a danger and even a little immoral.

After all, he thought about Yu Xin and the child, whether Yu Xin was also waiting for him, expecting him to make a choice, but he felt that he expected Yu Xin even more, after all, they had a relationship and it had blossomed, which was what made him calm down.

He didn't want to live up to Yu Xin, let alone Wen Xue, so he would be condemned by his conscience, which would make him carry a heavy burden and not be able to be a frank man.

Yinglong is very conflicted, and he can't immediately gauge the weight of the emotional scale.

He only knew that he had to make a choice, and the sprouts that had grown in his heart were breaking through the ground and blooming towards the sun.

But he didn't want the buds to die in the cold wind and rain in the bitter wind and rain.

Yinglong wants to leave all the past behind, he thinks twice and decides to relive his love life, just like a movie needs to be replayed, everything has to start again.