Chapter 181: Relationships
Chi Xun was cooking decanting soup for you in the kitchen at the moment, and when he heard the sound of his paws on the ground, he knew that Lufei must have woken up by now, so he immediately went to the room with the decanting soup.
Lu Fei looked at the two large dogs staring at his bedside, for fear that they would suddenly jump on the bed in excitement, so he was really completely powerless.
But when he opened his mouth to order them to leave, he found that he couldn't, his throat was dry and he couldn't speak, as if his mouth was glued and he couldn't open it.
When he was in a hurry, a familiar figure suddenly appeared outside the door, and then slowly approached.
After Oscar and Maomao saw Chi Xunren, they wanted to come over, but they were stopped by a look from the man, and finally they could only stand aside obediently.
Put the things in her hand on the bedside table, help Lufei to get up, and feed her some before she can speak, "How much did I drink last night?"
Chi Xun chuckled and replied, "Shouldn't you ask yourself this kind of thing? What's more, you don't know that you regret it now?"
I feel that if I admit that I really regret it, I will definitely be ridiculed by Chi Xun even more. After thinking about it, she decided to refuse to answer the question.
Chi Xun had already seen her careful thoughts thoroughly, so he didn't need to listen to her answer at all, "Okay, if it's really uncomfortable, let's continue to lie down today." I'm going to bring you breakfast, you eat a little and then go to sleep, anyway, everyone is resting today. ”
Lufei nodded, and then felt a sudden pain in his brain, so he quickly covered the painful place and motioned for Chi Xun to put himself down.
In the past, I used to go out drinking and eating with that group of friends, because no one cared, so hangovers were common, but because I hadn't experienced this feeling for a while, at this moment, this pain was particularly prominent.
But there's one more point......
If you have been suffering hardship, you will no longer be so repulsive to bitter things.
But if you eat sweet after that, it will be extremely difficult to accept the bitterness again.
Looking at Chi Xun, who was busy in front of him at the moment, it seemed that he was now completely paralyzed and couldn't move, and the man directly contracted the responsibility of feeding, which made Lufei a little moved, and at the same time, he also felt that the reason why he was vulnerable was probably because this man slowly spoiled him.
In the afternoon, Lufei was basically alive, and her recovery has always been good.
After making sure that Lufei was fine, Chi Xun continued to do his business, so except for the two dogs, there was no one at home in the afternoon.
There are still six days, but it will be dark in a few hours today, so in reality time flies by very quickly, and six days is just a blink of an eye.
After thinking about it, she couldn't be sure if there would be other things in the future, so she decided to say goodbye to Xiao Xingyun.
It's not just because of friends, but there's one more thing I want to make clear to each other thoroughly.
Xiao Xingyun was still very surprised the moment he received Lu Fei's call, because he thought that there should be no difficulty in finding him with Chi Xunzai.
"Did something happen?"
Lu Fei couldn't help laughing, "I think you really tossed because of those things before, and you have a psychological shadow, right? Isn't it quite peaceful now? But I do have something to do with you, but don't worry, it's not a bad thing...... "Yes."
Xiao Xingyun vaguely felt that Lu Fei's mood was not quite right when he said this, and he still asked with some worry, "Are you sure it's not a bad thing?"
Asking again like this made Lu Fei not know how to answer this sentence.
"It's definitely not a dangerous thing anyway, let's talk about what happens when we meet. Do you have time today? If you have time to have dinner in the evening, and then we can talk, if you don't have time today, you can tell me which day you have more time, not necessarily today. ”
Xiao Xingyun paused for a moment before continuing to speak, "Actually, you don't have to finish your words at once in a hurry every time, don't worry about me thinking too much or something, I will wait quietly for you to make a decision after you listen, or say anything." ”
Lufei was silent for a while, and then smiled, "I mainly think it's better to finish it all at once, anyway, you can see how to arrange it here, because your words will be busier than mine, and you will be more tired if you have a major operation." ”
"It's okay, I have time today, I don't have a major surgery scheduled, I will get off work on time, you arrange the location, tell me the location, and I'll go directly after work." Xiao Xingyun replied simply.
"That's fine. ”
Although he hadn't deliberately paid attention to what Xiao Xingyun liked to eat before, after all, after being together for so many years, he still knew something about it.
So this time, she specially chose a restaurant that was more in line with his taste, and then went over half an hour in advance to wait, before that, not so sure, tentatively ordered two dishes that he should be able to eat, and then said that after the people arrived, they would make sure all the dishes before cooking.
When Xiao Xingyun arrived, there was no surprise to see this restaurant, and there was no surprise to see that Lu Fei had already sat there in advance, until the waiter said a few names of the dishes he liked to eat when he finally decided on the dishes, and he was really surprised.
"Alright, that's all for now. Lufei nodded, let the waiter leave, and raised his head to meet Xiao Xingyun's eyes.
Because when he heard the name of the dish, Xiao Xingyun realized that the taste of this restaurant was more in line with him, and the previous agreement was basically that he arrived early, but today, it seems that something is the other way around.
"You ......"
"Let's not talk about anything else, we've been friends for so long, and I don't seem to know you very well, at least not as well as you know me. Although I would like to say that my character may not be so attentive, there are too many things that I have done to you and made you unfair. ”
Hearing her words, Xiao Xingyun smiled, but the bitterness in his smile was also very clear.
"Isn't it easier for me to feel bad if you come and tell me this?"
Lufei paused, lowered his eyes, and covered up the fleeting panic, "I don't have anything else, I think we have been together for so many years, and we are very good friends, even if it is completely broken now, the possibility does not seem to be very large, because I feel guilty about you, and you have memories of me." ”
"However, both the relationship and the way we get along can be changed, especially since I am preparing to go abroad during this time, and then I may be away from the country for a long time, which is a good way to soothe the relationship. ”
"Let's not mention us, what will become after a while, but at least, today's behavior is a little bit of my ......" said that it was compensation, which was not quite right, but she just wanted to do this kind of thing as a friend.
Because even friends have an understanding of each other's preferences, habits, and behaviors, so she wants to try to do it.
"Okay, I know what you're thinking, so you don't have to rack your brains to explain, I can understand. ”
In fact, sometimes this kind of understanding is also very hurtful.
Sometimes getting to know each other too well can lead to some obstacles. Especially growing up together, his feelings for each other, even if there is any deterioration in the future, he himself is not clear.
Therefore, he actually questioned himself during this time, is his obsession with Lufei all the time because he has not been able to be with her, or because of his deep affection?
However, if you want to figure out this feeling, Lufei is right, the time she went abroad is the best way to ease the way the two get along.
"Okay, let's change the subject, what are you going abroad for?"
"There is a clerk in our store who has a good relationship with me, and her teacher knows a well-known professor abroad, and that professor also knows us, so he wants us to be his students, which is equivalent to studying abroad. ”
"Is Chi Xun going too?"
After Lu Fei nodded, he found that the night death on Xiao Xingyun's face finally turned into a birdman, and the meaning of this could be understood even if they didn't explain it.
"That's fine, even if you don't talk about anything else, it's definitely a good thing for you to study abroad. Auntie, did they agree?"
"Agreed. ”
"That's good. ”
However, I don't know if it's because after saying this, they don't know what to continue to say, or because of something else, the two suddenly fell silent, and in this quiet space, Lu Fei said something very abruptly, "I got the certificate with Chi Xun." The thing to get the certificate was done before he left, so there are still many people who don't know, and it was originally said that we would go to the wedding after he came back, but because there were some accidents, so it was ......"
"However, when we come back after going abroad this time, I think we should be married. ”
After Lufei's voice landed, the whole space fell silent again, and the too long silence was broken by the waiter.
Probably because they felt that the atmosphere among them was too dull after getting closer, so they became a little cautious about asking about the service, "Excuse me, can you serve the food now?"
The silence between the two was broken, and they nodded together.
At this time, Xiao Xingyun seemed to react, and the bitterness on his face became more obvious, and this time he didn't force himself to laugh, "You tell me this matter alone, don't you really feel too much for me?"
Lufei shook her head, "I didn't mean that, I just thought it would be better to tell you, in order to make our relationship more thorough in the future." ”
Sure enough, people who have always disliked dragging mud and water will not show any mercy even in this regard.
But it's good for him to know about this kind of thing, at the very least, he knows that they have really come to an end.
I don't know why, but at this time, he suddenly felt a little lighter in his heart, as if someone had moved away a stone that had been pressing on his heart and threw it away.
It's because of something relieved, he doesn't have time to think about it now and has no clues to think deeply, but at least it's not as uncomfortable as he imagined.
"Well, since I'm the only one who knows, I'll definitely keep it a secret for you. I salute you and hope you have a bright future!"