078 Feeling depressed

"It makes sense for you to say that.People now get married later.They only consider getting married when they talk about a few boyfriends and girlfriends.It's not good.Mom didn't want you to find a man like Qiu Yan before.The gap between the two sides is too big.You are easy to suffer.But the problem of having Xiaotian as your brother doesn't exist.More importantly.Qiu Yan and Xiaotian are good friends.He is even less likely to bully you."

"Mom, I know you think better than I do, and you think there's more to marriage than I do, but I think there's more to marriage than that.

"Yueyue, Mom is a person who has come over, I know what you think, when people are young, they always think that as long as there is love, everything is not a problem, but Mom wants to tell you, marriage is not simple, you love me, I love you.

In fact, marriage is sometimes a kind of relationship balance, just like a ship sailing, the balance is good, no matter how big the wind and waves can be smoothly passed, otherwise it is difficult to reach the other side safely.

Mom's arrangement for you and Xiaotian is to hope that there is the best balance between you and Xiaotian, so that you will not make some compromises and concessions that you have to bear in the future.

You're still young, Mom doesn't know how many words you can listen to, Mom just wants you to understand a little bit, in this world, Mom loves you the most, and she thinks about you the most."

"Mom, I know." She held her mother's hand again and put her face on the back of her hand.

On the way home, Caiyue kept thinking about what her mother said, and she felt that her mother's words were right.

She is extremely sure of her feelings for Xiao Tian, but she is really not sure that she can be a good woman next to Xiao Tian, she does not have the big belly she imagined, she can tolerate him having an affair with other women, even if she knows that he and that woman have nothing, she is not as strong as she imagined, and she can always calmly face the gossip around her.

When love comes, the heart is surging, but there are so many problems to face in order to stay together.

While Cai Yue and her mother were talking intimate words in the ward, Xiao Tian and Qiu Yan faced each other a little awkwardly after leaving the ward. This was the first time they had met since the dispute on that confused night.

It's been a while, but no matter what, in the face of a man who had rolled over the bed of his house with a woman holding him not long ago, Xiao Tian couldn't mind, even if this man was Qiu Yan.

As far as Qiu Yan is concerned, he has no regrets about what happened to Cai Yue that day, whether it is the intimacy between the two or the subsequent abortion.

But both of them really don't want to be enemies of each other, in addition to the gains and losses of interests, they also cherish each other.

It wasn't until the two of them walked to the gate of the hospital, Qiu Yan was about to go to the parking lot, and the two were about to separate, that Qiu Yan stopped and opened his mouth.

"No matter how strong and mature Caiyue is, she's still too young after all, don't let her carry too much."

Xiao Tian also stopped, stared at Qiu Yan with complicated eyes for a long time, and then nodded, but still didn't speak.

Cai Yue returned home, saw that Xiao Tian did not go out, was sitting in the living room watching the current news, she did not greet him after changing her shoes, let alone sat next to him, but went directly to the bedroom.

After the news ended, Xiao Tian also went to the bedroom, and Cai Yue was lying on the bed thinking about her thoughts.

"You've got something on your mind." He sat beside her and watched her

Of course she has, but she can't say it to Xiao Tian.

"I know you've always been a little worried about me and Qingqing, and I don't want to do this, this incident is just an accident." He finally explained.

When a man has a confidante, he usually won't let his real women know, because few women can tolerate it, but he is not an ordinary person, and his relationship with Ouyang Qing is unknown to few people in the city.

Cai Yue wanted to say that I didn't mind a little bit.I was very mindful.She also wanted to say that this was not an accident.And this so-called accident let you and me know how important Ouyang Qing's status is in your mind.

But she didn't say anything.

Because as a man, he should have done that, but this man was her man.

Because she didn't have a reason to be jealous, but she really couldn't do it and didn't care.

"You're not wrong." She was silent for a long time before she could utter these three words weakly.

"It's just that you're still upset, right, anyway, I want you to know, the only one I love is you." He took her hand and held it in the palm of his.

She felt the temperature of his palm, and was silent for a while before the three words were weak: "I know."

In her heart, she felt that this hobby was heavy, so heavy that she couldn't bear it.

In the evening, the two finally broke the cold pair that had been going on for several days and caressed each other again.

Halfway through the matter, Xiao Tian's cell phone rang, it was the most old-fashioned and most commonly heard "ringing ring" mobile phone ringtone, but it sounded extremely unremarkable, but Xiao Tian even stopped such an intimate movement in progress.

"Baby, I'm sorry." He hesitated for a second, then resolutely withdrew, quickly put on his dressing gown, picked up his phone, and left the bedroom.

Cai Yue let out a long breath, and the instant feeling of emptiness made her curl up violently and hug the quilt tightly.

After waiting for a while, Xiao Tiancai returned to the bedroom.

Intimacy resumed, but she was no longer in the mood to continue. He seemed to have something on his mind, and the restart seemed to be just to make up for the previous withdrawal.

Monday is here, and it's a new day.

The biggest traditional festival, the Spring Festival, is getting closer and closer in anticipation, ordinary workers are looking forward to the upcoming long vacation, and the bosses and partners are brewing, and they are busy weaving or strengthening their network of contacts in this festival.

In the afternoon, Caiyue received a call from Xiao Tian.

"Baby, I've got important things to do these days, I can't go to see my mother, and I can't go home with you at night."

"Are you going on another business trip. It's going to be a few days again." It's the same business trip, but this time she didn't have the same special difficulty with him as she did last time.

He only said two words: "Don't ask", paused, and added, "You just need to know, I love you".

She could only swallow all her words and curiosity, and replied with three words, "Got it", and then ended the call without any instructions to him.

After work, she didn't go back to her family and went directly to the hospital to see her mother.

She didn't go home when she came out of the hospital.She only felt that there was a suffocation in her chest.Inexplicable irritability made her want to yell a few times.But she couldn't.

She wanted to keep her bodyguards from following her, and she wanted to wander around freely by herself.

She drove aimlessly around the city streets at night, only to find that the bodyguard was still following her not far away. She drove the car onto the highway, and rarely pulled the speed to 160 yards.

On the highway at night, she drove the car out of the city at a fork in the road, drove around a nearby city, and went around back to the highway, and it wasn't until three o'clock in the morning that she drove home from exhaustion and near collapse.

Monday to Friday.The most painful day for office workers.But busyness can indeed make people have no time and no energy to think too much.Today is Friday.Caiyue is still busy.But she doesn't have too much sense of relaxation.Because from Monday to Friday, she is busy with the work of Jury International in the company.When she comes home in the evening, she still has Saturday and Sunday to be busy with her own company's affairs.

But what made her feel bad even more was another thing.

For five whole days, she didn't see Xiao Tian, she didn't hear Xiao Tian's voice, she didn't know where he was on the earth, she didn't know what he was doing, she didn't even know if he was dead or alive.

Maybe she wouldn't have cared so much about it on another day, but it's her birthday.

She wasn't originally a person who had to celebrate her birthday very lively, because the experience of celebrating her grandmother's birthday when she was a child was really very shadowy, but birthday is something special for anyone after all, she still hopes to receive blessings from the people she cares about on this day.

Especially since this is her first birthday after she and Xiao Tian confirmed their relationship, she hopes to spend it with him, but she doesn't know where he is now.

During the day, she had already received calls from Jiang Jing, Liu Yanhong, Wang Yang and other friends, wishing her a happy birthday, but they all thought that she would definitely spend this birthday with Xiao Tian, so they didn't offer to celebrate her birthday with her.

And she also followed their thoughts, saying that she would celebrate her birthday with Xiao Tian, because of such a special day, there is really no reason for couples in love not to spend time together, even if people are on a business trip, it is also appropriate to rush back to her on this day, and she doesn't know how to explain Xiao Tian's absence.

When I was about to get off work, the lively and cute Sofia didn't know which nerve was suddenly wrong, and the colleagues in the secretariat said loudly: "Today is our boss's birthday. It's a rare weekend.

Everyone was stunned for a moment.No reaction.Secretary Zhou should spend his birthday with the big boss.Where do they dare to join in the fun.In case Mr. Qiu is unhappy.Wouldn't they be looking for their own death.

Unexpectedly, Caiyue herself responded: "Okay, today is my birthday, I will be the head of the pig and let you slaughter it."