Now that I think about my second college entrance examination, it is simply my own nightmare.

In those days, I couldn't sleep every night in order to wait for the results of the college entrance examination, because I was really worried, I was afraid that I would not perform properly, and it turned out that I did not perform properly.

I applied for a very ordinary second school, and at that time, the school had always been very dismissive of me.

But as a result, I could only choose to be adjusted when I reported it, because my score was too low, you have to think about it, the Chinese score was only about 80 points, which was really a bolt from the blue for me.

And my grades barely passed the second line, so going to that school was also a blessing in misfortune.

At that time, my father really put a lot of effort into letting me go to this school.

At that time, I volunteered to write, volunteer to transfer, the school transferred me to primary education, my family felt that I went to college for four years, and then came out to teach primary school, I felt very shameless.

So they thought about changing their careers, and it just so happened that my father had a friend who had a classmate who knew a teacher at this university.

So my father entrusted him as a friend, and then after a few rounds of friendship, he agreed to change my will.

But as a result, it required our family to spend 20,000 yuan, you must know that 20,000 yuan was an astronomical amount in that era!

My father smashed pots and sold iron, but in the end he changed my will.

I remember when he was with his mother and his friend who sent me to school.

My father's waist was bulging, and he was tied to the middle of his waist with tens of thousands of dollars.

We were scared all the way, and on a hot day, we took more than four hours to reach our destination.

Carrying bags and quilts, my father and mother settled me into school and my dormitory, and they hurried home.

Because, staying here for one night at night is also very expensive, and now I feel very ashamed to think about it.

How much my father loved me back then, and he gave me everything he had.

Because he is also a farmer, it is not easy to make money, but I don't cherish it, and I didn't study well in college.

I just patronize and fall in love, and then think about some messy weight loss and other things every day, I really don't have a sense of responsibility!

Now that I think about it, I want to beat myself, my life is so confused.

Until I joined the work, my love, my love, I was confused.

I always didn't know what I wanted, and now that I think about it, I feel like I'm in my thirties, and I can't achieve anything!

In addition to Song Qiang's love for me, but is love reliable?

Love is the most unstable thing, especially the love of men for women.

Besides, Song Qiang also said that he just loves my simplicity.

Yes, I'm simple, simple this kind of thing, will it be comfortable to be together?

In fact, true love is that two people should be comfortable together, Song Qiang and I are together, will he feel like this?

I don't expect anything from him, I feel like I'm on my own now, maybe he was true when he loved me, but it was true when he betrayed me.

Because nothing is reliable, only relying on yourself is the most reliable, the most important thing for me now is to make money, and making money is the most reliable, especially for a woman.

Especially for a woman who has various plans and is preparing to carry out her various goals, I must act, I can't fall like this anymore.

I whispered to myself in my heart.

The next day, I wanted to go to Lin Momo.

But Song Qiang seemed to see my thoughts, and he seemed to feel that I seemed to be ready to act all the time.

Song Qiang walked up to me, and he said to me: "Lan Lan, these days, you better recuperate well, you can't be stimulated anymore, and I've arranged everything, you really don't have to worry about it anymore, I think, the most important thing for you now is to relax, look at you, what have you been haggard in the past two days, yes!"

He was also thinking that I was haggard, I was really haggard, I was really embarrassed as a woman now, I was no longer beautiful, and I was still enjoying the love of others.

I went to the mirror and I saw that I was really ugly, with thick dark circles under my eyes, and dead grass hair, and wrinkles on my face.

I'm really old, I don't dare to face myself, I'm only thirty years old, but I think about these troubles every day, can I not be old?

I am physically and mentally exhausted by this kind of self-torture every day, and I am really very tired.

Song Qiang saw through me, and he spoke very sharply, yes, I need to rest for the past two days, and I need to cultivate myself.

And that day, I saw Xiaoxue from Yangshu's mobile phone, and she was doing very well, especially looking at her sweet smile, I could also feel that the family was not bad to her.

"I'll take you somewhere," Song Qiang whispered to me as he leaned into my ear.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

Song Qiang looked at me, and he said, "Take you to a place you want to go, where you like to go, that is, go out for a walk!" he said softly.

"Okay," I said no more.

I just ate silently, breakfast was very delicious, it was my favorite preserved egg and lean porridge, as well as my favorite toast bread, as well as several cakes and rolls, Chinese-European-style, Western-style, really very intimate.

Song Qiang took care of me meticulously, and I sighed silently in my heart.

"Let's go, get in the car!" Song Qiang said to me.

In the morning, I didn't clean myself up much, but I gently put on a light makeup and put on a simple dress.

Because the weather is still relatively cold, I need to wear thicker clothes, and I am afraid of the cold.

Unlike many pretty girls, they would rather wear miniskirts and be beautiful in the winter.

It's beautiful, and I have several friends like that.

I remember that there was once a friend who wore a special thin dress for the sake of beauty, basically a single coat with a coat on top.

The temperature was a few degrees below zero, her own frozen lips were purple and shivering, and when she came home that time, she actually had allergies on her face, and she had a lot of pimples.

Hey, women must be kind to themselves, don't do anything for the sake of beauty, and ignore everything.

That's how I am, I wear thick clothes, like a big bear.

When Song Qiang saw me, the corners of his mouth smiled, and he gently scraped the bridge of my nose and said, "Lan Lan, you are dressed like this, like a bear, the car is so hot, you will be hot." ”

"It's okay, I'll take my coat off when it's hot," I said.

Song Qiang shook his head, he couldn't help it, he opened the car door for me, and I got into the car.

Song Qiang asked me softly, "Lan Lan, where are we going?"

"You have the final say, didn't you say you were going to take me out to play?" I asked.

Song Qiang stopped talking, "Okay, let's go now!"

With one throttle, the car started moving.

I don't know which direction it is, I just know that the city is huge, and there are many places I haven't been to.

This is supposed to be a suburban place, which has only been developed in the past two years, and there are many manors and villas in it, and it is a place where rich people live.

And it is said that the housing prices here have risen by tens of thousands, which is several times that of other places!

But I didn't care so much, I just sat in the car and listened to soothing music.

The music in the car is very pleasant, and they are all songs I like to listen to, especially the moonlight on the lotus pond.

Listening to the music, I felt like I was about to float up, into that mood.

Song Qiang just drove the car seriously, and occasionally he talked to me.

"Lanlan, eat the fruit," he said, gesturing to the fruit in the carriage, "it's washed," he said.

"Hmm. ”

Song Qiang is so intimate, I picked up the fruit, wiped it and began to eat it, the fruit is particularly sweet and delicious.

This was all prepared for me by Song Qiang, and my heart was secretly moved.

He is always very caring.

The car was driving fast, although it was winter, but the sun was very warm, shining through the window, shining on my face, warm like three small flutters.

And there are some birch forests on the side of the road, although it is winter now, and the birch forests are bare, but the squeaky towards the sky also looks like an artistic conception.

The sky was very blue, because the wind that had been blowing for several days had blown away all the haze.

The weather was exceptionally good, the sun shone on the blue sky and white clouds, and everything made up a picture that unfolded before my eyes.

I excitedly started humming the song, putting all my worries aside.

Song Qiang looked at me happily, "Lan Lan, I didn't expect you to sing so well!"

"Do I sing well?" I asked rhetorically.

"yes, didn't you find out?"

I suddenly remembered that when I used to go to school, everyone said that I sang very well.

This is because I was born with a good voice.

In addition, when I was young, my father, he was very fond of some musical instruments, such as playing the erhu and playing the piano.

When there were many people, my father would take out his own erhu, and he would accompany me, and my father and I also cooperated very tacitly.