Chapter 17: The Reappearance of Old Feelings
It was still early in the morning, and Su Ho couldn't fall asleep on the hospital bed, probably because Ziqi didn't come yesterday, she was worried about her daughter, maybe because she saw Zhong Zimu yesterday and remembered the bumpy love road between him and his daughter, maybe because she saw Zhong Qiao's back yesterday, and remembered the past between herself and Zhong Qiao......
In short, it was already dark when he lay down at dawn, and Soho had been staring at the ceiling with his eyes open for hours.
Aunt Qing had already gotten up early and started to be busy, and Soho also pretended to have just woken up, got up to wash, and after washing up, told Aunt Qing that she was going to go for a walk in the garden downstairs.
"Ah He, you haven't had breakfast yet, let's go back after breakfast, the doctor said you have a little low blood sugar!" Aunt Qing wanted to stop Soho, but Suho refused.
"It's okay, I'll walk slowly, come up if I'm not feeling well!" Soho took a scarf and went downstairs.
Soho walked alone on the path of the central garden of Wenhe Hospital, and the sun was surprisingly good this morning, even the smog that had plagued the city for several days had dissipated a lot. There are some people who get up in the morning to exercise in the central garden, some are patients who live in Wenhe Hospital, and some elderly people who live near the hospital also come to the central garden of Wenhe Hospital in the morning to enjoy the high benefits of this aristocratic hospital.
Yesterday, Aunt Qing bought gardenias, and now the Soho scarf still exudes the fragrance of gardenias, which is really more fragrant than any expensive perfume!
I don't know how many days I can enjoy such a good situation. Soho sighed and touched her heart. His heart has been stirred, torn, and even more dead. If he hadn't found out that he had Ziqi, maybe he would have been out of this world a long time ago. But life is so magical, when I was most desperate, I found that there was a small life in my body!
At that time, Soho thought that it didn't matter if he died, but he couldn't let this little life suffer with him, so Soho's heart lingered until now.
Looking at the moment of Su Ziqi's birth, Su Ho shed tears of desperation, finally there is someone who can live happily for herself, as long as Ziqi is happy, it will be as if she is happy!
Fortunately, Ziqi looks very much like herself, not like her father at all, which makes Soho always very happy!
Now that Ziqi has grown up, her heart, which has long been declining, finally can't support it. Soho knows what kind of surgery heart surgery is, and the risk of this surgery is second only to craniotomy, and sometimes, it is even riskier than craniotomy!
From the moment she left Zhong Qiao, there was nothing in this world that was worth Su Ho's concern, but the ghost sent her to worry about it again. Now, Soho no longer expects anything, nor does she expect anything, she is just worried that if she doesn't survive the operation, Ziqi is alone in this world, too lonely!
She really wants Ziqi to find a good lover, but she doesn't want fate to make people like this, and the man her daughter loves is a red thread that she can't touch!
Soho has already thought about it, and she must have an open and honest talk with her daughter today, telling her that the man she is in love with now is definitely not the partner she can choose!
But how can I convince my daughter? Soho fell into a dilemma again, she knew that her daughter would not be easily persuaded at this time, just like herself at that time, when her mother was critically ill, her mother once promised that she would never interact with Zhong Qiao again, saying that a family like the Zhong family, even if she married in, it must be a wealthy family with many rules, and she will not be happy.
In order to comfort her critically ill mother, Soho reluctantly agreed to her mother's request, but after her mother passed away, she did not keep her promise to her mother, and still loved Zhong Qiao passionately, and even built a love nest in Gardenia Villa, which was a bold decision in the era at that time, and only a wealthy royal family like the Zhong family could give her and Zhong Qiao such an opportunity.
The reason why they built a love nest in Gardenia Villa was all because of the Zhong family's opposition to the love between them, and the love between the two could not be recognized by the Zhong family. However, when Zhong Qiao was very persistent, the Zhong family was still democratic, and did not break up the pair of lovers fiercely.
Originally, when Soho felt that they were going to revise the results, they found that Zhong Qiao retreated, this is a pain that Soho can't forget for the rest of his life, for the sake of the family, for the cause, for the sake of Jiahe, so Zhong Qiao personally buried his love with himself!
Soho believes that her daughter and Zhong Zimu will face more obstacles, even Mu Lanzhi alone will never agree to her daughter's relationship with Zhong Zimu!
Soho walked all the way, his thoughts were full of thoughts, and his eyes were barren. Suddenly, within her sight, a gardenia fell, Soho couldn't see the decay of gardenias in her life, so Soho hurriedly squatted down, picked up the gardenia on the ground, and held it in the palm of her hand, but heard a long-lost, trembling voice above her head - "Ah He......"
Su He slowly raised his head, and the sunny day on his head was tightly covered by Zhong Qiao, and he was holding a handful of gardenias in his hand, which scattered and fell at Su Ho's feet!
"Ah...... Aha ...... It's really you!" Zhong Qiao's face showed a look of infinite excitement and joy, he stepped forward, grabbed the shoulders on both sides of Soho, and was speechless for a long time with excitement, could it be that his repeated prayers in the past few days have worked?
Su Ho suddenly saw Zhong Qiao's face, after more than 20 years, but it was exactly the same as the appearance in her dream, no different, her heart was full of panic and surprise, but Zhong Qiao's grasp made Su Ho suddenly retreat!
Soho turned around and was about to leave!
Zhong Qiao hurriedly stepped forward to stop Su Ho, "Ah He, I know you still hate me, but I have been missing you all these years, I have been looking for you! We haven't seen each other for more than twenty years, can you not leave me again?"
When Su Ho heard Zhong Qiao's words, she turned her head tremblingly, and her cheeks were already covered with tears, "I left you, wasn't it you who cruelly abandoned me that day to marry another woman?"
"Ahe, I know it's all my fault, I'm sorry for you, I was helpless about the day's events, I couldn't help it......" Zhong Qiao raised his head and sighed, tears flowing down his nose.
"You can't ......" Soho smiled bitterly, "I know, so I didn't blame you, so I chose to leave, so you shouldn't stop me now......"
"No, Ah He, seeing you this time, I'm really like a dream, I also saw you in Wenhe Hospital a few days ago, but I always thought it was a hallucination, I couldn't sleep this morning, so I wanted to come out and go around, I used to go to Gardenia Villa when I was upset, where it was our home, but today I can't go there, I have nowhere to go, I somehow came here, this is providence, let me meet you!" Zhong Qiao suddenly became a little happy.
"Providence is to make you and I never be together, this is the real providence, today we will see, tomorrow we will separate, this is Providence!" Soho wiped away his tears and regained his grim countenance.
"Ah He, don't be like this, no matter what, I love you, this has never changed!" Zhong Qiao stepped forward and wanted to hug Su Ho, but he never had the guts, at that time they were still young people with strong blood, but now the two of them are nearly half a hundred years old, and they can no longer do what they want, maybe Su Ho has already formed a family, and it is unknown!
Soho listened to Zhong Qiao's heartfelt confession, and shook his head bitterly, "Those are long in the past......"
"No, it's not the past, for me, it's never been over, I can't get over my own hurdle......" Zhong Qiao's eye sockets are like a river with a broken gate, always flooding.
Seeing Zhong Qiao's extremely sad expression, Soho couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in her heart, she didn't want to let herself fall into a struggle again, she still wanted to leave.
"No, Soho, please, don't go, if that time in the Gardenia Villa wasn't because you forced you to die, I wouldn't let you go!" Zhong Qiao grabbed Soho.
At the mention of Gardenia Villa, Soho's eyes couldn't help but start to tear again, that was where her love and pain began. Suddenly, Su He remembered his daughter and Zhong Zimu, if he couldn't convince his daughter, then tell Zhong Qiao about his daughter and Zhong Zimu now, maybe Zhong Qiao can help separate the two young people!
Thinking so, Soho turned around. Zhong Qiao saw that Su He turned his head, knowing that she had dispelled the idea of leaving immediately, and the joy on his face was overflowing.
"Ahe, don't go, since we see each other again, it means that we still have fate, don't force each other to die anymore, okay?"
"Death?" Soho still wept and smiled bitterly, "Do you think I'm going to die for you now?"
"Ah Ho ......" Zhong Qiao lowered his head, "I know you hate me......"
"I don't hate you, I won't die for you, I have to live for my daughter!" said Soho coldly.
"You...... Your daughter?" Zhong Qiao's lips trembled twice, and the muscles on his face were unnaturally tangled, yes, Soho will definitely get married, after all, Soho was only in her twenties when she left her, how could she not marry for herself?
It's just that in the situation at that time, Zhong Qiao was really afraid that Soho would always wait for him, and in order not to marry for the rest of his life, it seems that his worries have not become a fact, whether it is good or not, this shows that Soho is living a very happy life!
"You have a daughter?" Zhong Qiao's face couldn't hide his loneliness, "It's good, you must be very happy, good, good ......"
"Of course happiness, not being with you is the greatest happiness in my life!" Soho gritted his teeth and shouted tears, "It's just that there is a little problem with my happiness now, and I need your help!"
"What's the problem, how can I help?" Zhong Qiao was taken aback.
However, before Zhong Qiao's words fell, Soho and Zhong Qiao saw a pair of young lovers opposite!
On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I wish you all a happy new year!