"Jiajia, I just want to ask you, do you still have me in your heart?"

Mu Licheng walked in front of Zhao Jiajia and looked at the little woman in front of him with deep eyes, hoping to see through her heart with his own eyes.

Zhao Jiajia looked at Mu Licheng and wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't speak.

Seeing that she hadn't spoken, Mu Licheng's heart was clear, and when he strode out of the door, when he walked to the door, he finally turned around and said softly: "Jiajia, I apologize for what I said to you three years ago, all this is just because I love you too much." ”

There was only an echo of this sentence in the air, and Zhao Jiajia stood in front of the door for a long time without moving.

What does he say, all this just because he loves himself too much?

And what about her, does she love him in her heart?

Looking at the back of Mu Licheng leaving, Zhao Jiajia quietly shed tears, even if three years have passed, she still can't deceive herself.

She is also in love with Mu Licheng.

It's just this reunion, can the two really get back together?

Sleepless nights.

The next day, Zhao Jiajia still went to class as usual, she knew that Mu Licheng was still in the village and had not left, but every time she was about to approach, there would always be that woman by his side.

She didn't know the relationship between Mu Licheng and that woman, but she could see from that woman's eyes that she had a deep love for Mu Licheng, just like she did to him at the beginning.

Because I was afraid, I didn't dare to approach.

The days passed like this, Mu Licheng only stayed here for a week, during which the two did not meet, and on the morning when he learned that Mu Licheng was leaving, Zhao Jiajia originally wanted to say goodbye.

But one of the children in the class had a fever, Zhao Jiajia had to give up this idea and sent the child to the health center, and after everything was done, he found that it was already noon.

I had to go back to my rental house and be busy with my life alone.

Perhaps, a reunion after a long absence is just a reunion after a long absence.

"Bang bang!"

The wooden door made a violent impact again, and Zhao Jiajia remembered that Mu Licheng knocked on the door that night.

His right eye jumped unconsciously, hadn't he left yet?

"Licheng, you ......" Zhao Jiajia opened the door and saw Mu Licheng.

I had to open the door and let him in. She didn't know why Mu Licheng, who was supposed to leave, appeared again now?

Mu Licheng stood at the door, looking at the woman in front of him, thinking that she would take the initiative to find him this week, but he didn't even show up when he was leaving.

He admitted that three years ago, he broke her heart, but now that the misunderstanding has been resolved, and the two have not divorced, why can't they start over?

"I'm just asking you, do you want to go back with me, and we'll start over?"

Go back with you?

Zhao Jiajia was stunned, she didn't expect Mu Licheng's first words to be like this.

She wanted to be with Mu Licheng, but she couldn't go back with him, not that she didn't want to start over, but after staying here for a long time, she liked every grass and tree here.

The children here are innocent and cute, the villagers here are kind and simple, Zhao Jiajia liked everything here as soon as she first arrived in this place, and now she wants to leave, and she is reluctant to say anything!

Thinking of the curiosity about the outside world and the thirst for knowledge on the innocent and lovely faces of those children, Zhao Jiajia was reluctant to leave. Thinking of the child she lost at the beginning, Zhao Jiajia wanted to stay with the children here even more.

If he leaves, there will be one less teacher here, and those children will play in the fields every day like before Zhao Jiajia came, and the school will just become a decoration.

She didn't want to, she knew she was wrong to do this, but she still wanted to do something purely to atone for the sins of her child who died young.

It was not Mu Licheng's responsibility to lose the child in the first place, as parents, they were all at fault. But now, Zhao Jiajia's heart is even more uncertain, she is afraid that Mu Licheng and herself will not have a good future.

If being together is torturing each other, then it is better not to start.

"Licheng, I'm sorry! I can't go back with you!"

Mu Licheng couldn't imagine that Zhao Jiajia's obviously smiling face was spitting out such heartless words in his mouth.

"Why?"

"You can't imagine that I've really loved it since I came here. I don't want to leave here, the kids here need me a lot!"

Zhao Jiajia stood up and walked to the window, pushed the window door open, the window here is still the kind of old-fashioned window made of wood, but Zhao Jiajia likes the style here very much, just like suddenly away from the hustle and bustle of the city to nature, the kind of spiritual release after getting quiet!

Downstairs, there are still a few children playing, seeing their carefree smiling faces, how Zhao Jiajia wishes that time would stop at this moment.

Time is quiet, the people you love the most are by your side, and you don't need to think about so many troublesome things.

But the earth is turning, time is passing, and all this is just my own fantasy.

"Then I need you too, I can't do anything without you by my side, I only work hard every day to numb myself, you don't know how unhappy I am without you in my life!

Mu Licheng rushed to Zhao Jiajia and yelled at him, this was the first time Mu Licheng had spoken to her in this tone.

Mu Licheng was also mad, as long as he heard that Zhao Jiajia still wanted to stay in this place, he had no way to control himself. Maybe it was because of Zhao Jiajia's sudden departure this time, which made Mu Licheng scared, he didn't dare to imagine what Zhao Jiajia would do if he disappeared from his life one day?

It's clear that they love each other very much, why do they still want to separate?

"Licheng, I'm sorry!" Zhao Jiajia didn't dare to look directly into Mu Licheng's eyes, so he had to turn his gaze out the window.

How could she not know Mu Licheng's suffering in her heart, but if she wanted to leave these lovely children suddenly, Zhao Jiajia was really reluctant!

In addition, isn't Mu Licheng already accompanied by a woman? If he goes back, does it seem redundant?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry, Jiajia, just go back with me. Mom and Dad miss you very much, and Yishan wants to see you too, let's go home, okay?"

"Licheng, I'm sorry, I can't go back with you!" Zhao Jiajia still insisted, she knew that her persistence was likely to be exchanged for what kind of result, but Zhao Jiajia had to insist on doing this, she had no choice.

Time is flying, and there is already another smiling face beside him, and he is just in the past.

"Zhao Jiajia, let me ask you again, do you want to go back with me?" Mu Li looked at Zhao Jiajia fixedly, and said word by word.

This is the last chance Mu Licheng gave Zhao Jiajia in his heart, if Zhao Jiajia is unwilling, Mu Licheng decided never to appear in front of her again.

"I'm sorry!"

Zhao Jiajia lowered his head, admitting his mistake like a child who had done something wrong, but at this moment, what Mu Licheng wanted to hear was not the word 'sorry', even if Zhao Jiajia said something else, Mu Licheng definitely didn't want to hear the three words sorry at that time.

"Okay, that's what you said!" Mu Licheng opened the door and took one last look at Zhao Jiajia standing by the window, "Zhao Jiajia, I've been waiting for you for too many years, and I don't want to wait this time." I still love you if you want to go back, but if you continue to stay here, then I can only say that our fate is not enough!"

"The child's matter, I admit that it is my fault, I shouldn't have kicked you out without listening to your explanation without figuring it out, causing you to have a car accident. But I've had enough of the condemnation of my conscience these three years, can't you forgive me?"

She whispered, "I don't blame you, you don't need to condemn yourself." ”

"Then why don't you want to go back with me, since you don't blame me, let's start over!"

“……”

"Jiajia, I promise you all this, I will love you well and love you with all my might. You see, I've retired from the army now, and I have time out of work every day, and the rest of the time is left to you to spend, okay? We can still have another child, and the family of three can also go out to travel when we have time, isn't this the future you told me before? Now I can give it to you, as long as you are willing to come back!"

Zhao Jiajia still looked out the window and didn't speak, so Mu Licheng had no choice but to walk straight to the door without changing his face, and left a sentence for Zhao Jiajia when he walked to the exit of the corridor: "Zhao Jiajia, this time you pushed me away!"

Zhao Jiajia didn't look back but didn't dare to look back at Mu Licheng, she was afraid that she would be reluctant to leave Mu Licheng as soon as she turned around, so what is the pain she has suffered with Mu Licheng because of leaving these days?

So even if Li Cheng hates himself in his heart, he can't be soft-hearted.

She knew that it was a mistake for her to persistently chase Mu Licheng at the beginning, but this time she didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past.

If two people don't match, they don't match, even if they love each other again, even if they work hard, there will still be many contradictions in the coming days.

She didn't want her child to be born into an unhappy family, so. Let's make sure I use the raw materials!

You'll be happier without me.

The heartache is unable to breathe, and people are often the most painful and difficult to let go of their feelings, and that's it.

Mu Licheng said that he would do it this time, and he walked mercilessly. Zhao Jiajia watched Mu Licheng's car slowly drive out of the village and gradually disappear from sight.

Zhao Jiajia knew that he was reluctant to part with him in his heart, and this time he also broke Mu Licheng thoroughly, otherwise Mu Licheng would not have said such heartless words!

Is he really going to lose Mu Licheng like this?

But what can be done, how can there be so many things in the world that have the best of both worlds!

In the week after Mu Licheng left, Zhao Jiajia couldn't help but hear Mu Licheng's phone from the village chief, and called twice, both of which were answered by the secretary.

There was no way for Zhao Jiajia to call Mu Yishan, she just had the attitude of trying, after all, three years have passed, and Mu Yishan is likely to change her number.

But after the phone rang twice, it was connected.

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