Chapter 924: Change Yourself
finally stayed up until eight o'clock in the evening, and waited for Xiao Xun outside the ecological park, Xiao Xun was helping to decorate the ecological park, so as to prepare for the New Year's Eve party in the near future.
It seems that everyone is busy today, so everyone slowly came out of the ecological park, and Xiao Xun was the first to rush out, and for the first time in front of everyone, he threw himself directly into my arms.
But I can feel that these actions are all forced by Xiao Xun himself, I think Xiao Xun should want to make outsiders look more like a couple.
I hugged Xiao Xun tightly, and said softly in Xiao Xun's ear: "Xiao Xun, you don't have to force yourself so much, you are all my women, I won't favor one over the other, so you don't have to be afraid that I will abandon you, or don't love you." Don't do what you don't want to do, just be happy. ”
Xiao Xun was silent for a while, then buried his face in the opening of my down jacket, and said in a very small voice: "Thank you, Li Ran." I still have to change myself, I spend too much time with dogs, so I need some time to try to be in contact with the people around me. ”
Xiao Xun is indeed like this, when she and Qingxuan stay together, sometimes it seems very discordant, often when everyone is talking and laughing together, she just sits alone and doesn't say a word, for Xiao Xun, she may really need a while to get used to.
"Well, the days are still long, and I'm sure you'll be able to adapt sooner or later. I slowly let go of the hands holding Xiao Xun, and then took Xiao Xun's hand, it is winter now, Xiao Xun's hand is still very cold, I held Xiao Xun's hand, and then stuffed the hands of the two of us into the pocket of the down jacket, so that it will not make the hands of the two of us cold, "What do you want to eat?"
"I wanted to eat spicy crayfish, and I knew there was a new one on the high street. ”
"Alright, let's go. "The two of us walked slowly around the campus shoulder to shoulder, and the snowflakes slowly fell in the sky, and under the street lamps at night, the snowflakes seemed to glow on the two of us.
"Li Ran, have you ever thought about what it will be like after you get married?"
"Who knows what will happen in the future?" In fact, in the brief call with Feng Yi just now, Feng Yi gave me a lot of pressure, the gap between me and Feng Lifeng is too big, it can be said that there is a world of difference, and I don't have a clue how to fight Feng Lifeng now.
Now I just entered the Demon Realm through Feng Lifeng, and then gave myself a respite, but even if Feng Lifeng can stay in the Demon Realm forever, then it is still a time bomb for me, I don't know when he will suddenly come back, and what should I do at that time?
"I thought about it, I want to raise these dogs well in the future, and then after these dogs die, I want to raise another twenty-six, and I keep raising them until I am old and have no strength, so I lie on the rocking chair every day and be with everyone...... With you. ”
"Okay, then your duty is to make our home lively in the future. "To be honest, even though I'm under a lot of pressure right now, I still want to show the happiest side to everyone, I've put a lot of pressure on them, and I don't want to put more pressure on them.
"Li Ran, do you know, I haven't been loved much. I don't know what it's like to be truly loved by someone, in fact, Li Ran, I don't know if I really love you, it's just that when you took me to save Shuai T and Thin S, I suddenly had such a feeling that I should follow you.
It's irresponsible for me to talk like that, but after I am with you, someone will help me walk the dog every day, and I can sleep a little more every day, because I know that you will help me feed the dogs, and I can sleep a little longer and then go to work in the pet store. I don't go to work every day on an empty stomach because I wake up every day with a hot breakfast on the table. I admit that the love I give you is not as much as the love you give me, and I am very selfish, and I am now afraid that I will lose you and lose your love for me, so I have decided to change myself now, I am really a selfish person. ”
To be honest, this is the first time that I have been dating Xiao Xun for so long, she opened her heart to me and said something, which made me very happy, after all, there are some knots, she doesn't say it, I don't ask, then it may always be a knot, and if she says it, it will naturally be untied.
"Don't think that way, love is the same, and it won't be separated because of who gives more and who gives less. Xiao Xun, I believe that feelings can be cultivated, and I will never abandon you, but I will not cut off your right to find true love. You are all the same, whether it is Qingxuan, Guan Ying, Yin Mo, Angelica, Xu Meng, Zhong Xuan, Ivan, Biwei, Miao Jing, Jiawen, I can't do without any of you, you have entered my life, and you are already a part of my life, I have no way to abandon any of you, and I don't know what I will do if any of you leave me. ”
Xiao Xun took my hand and increased his strength: "Li Ran, thank you, thank you for putting up with me like this." ”
"Fool, what to say, you are so cute, how could I abandon you. ”
"That Li Ran...... Can you, can you carry me, I'm a little tired......"
I laughed, then slowly squatted down, and opened my arms, Xiao Xun put his arms around my neck, I hugged Xiao Xun's legs, and then the two of us continued to move slowly, now there are fewer people in the school, it seems that there are only two of us left in the whole school.
Xiao Xun put his head on my shoulder, and I could feel Xiao Xun's gasp blowing on my ears, tickling: "Xiao Xun, should I take some time to see your mother, after all, I have to let her know that her son-in-law is a big carrot." ”
"It's okay, my mom loves me very much, she won't stop me from making a decision, just call my mom over at the wedding. ”
As I was talking, I heard Xiao Xun's stomach gurgling, and the two of us were silent for a while, and then laughed in unison.
"It seems that some people are hungry and their stomachs are growling. I hugged Xiao Xun's legs tightly, "Then let's get ready to speed up." ”
With that, I trotted forward with Xiao Xun on my back, Xiao Xun seemed very happy because I started running, and laughed directly on the campus, and the quiet campus was filled with the laughter of the two of us.