Lin Shishi's words set off turbulent waves in my heart. Is this a confession? I asked myself. In the three years I have known her, we have had a big fight almost every day, and there is no reason, just to look at each other unpleasantly. In the past three years, I have wanted to strangle her more than once, and she probably cursed me behind my back. It's such a girl, who suddenly said such things, which made my head buzz.

"You must be curious, why did I take you to the edge of the East Lake and ask you this question. Lin Shishi finally turned her head to look at me. "Actually, I don't know why, maybe I'm used to arguing with you, and I'm the first to think of you when I'm afraid, or maybe you blocked me in Eleven. I was a single parent and my dad divorced my mom before I was born. ”

Lin Shishi paused, and then said, "It's not easy for my mother to pull me to adulthood alone. I have lacked fatherly love since I was a child, and every time I get out of school, I can only watch other people's fathers take them home and pick them up. I envy them, I don't know what it's like to have a father. ”

If what Lin Shishi said just now was a stormy sea, then what she said now is undoubtedly a blockbuster. I gasped, and my whole body was stunned like a statue, and I was stunned.

"Because I didn't have a father, my relatives in my family looked down on me and bullied me and my mom. When I was in elementary school, my classmates liked to bully me. I remember one time they formed a circle and trapped me inside, yelling that I didn't have a father. Others are bullied and have their father's support, but I am a girl who can only rely on myself. So my temper is getting worse and worse, and the slightest little thing can make me lose my mind. Speaking of this, Lin Shishi glanced at me meaningfully. "I've never said these things to anyone, and I hope you can keep them a secret. ”

I nodded smugly, and I couldn't tell the taste of mixed tastes in my heart. I used to think that Lin Shishi was such a lively and cheerful girl, but she was ruined by her temper, but I didn't expect her experience to be very similar to mine. I understand all too well what it's like to be isolated from the class. I remember the first time I was bullied in elementary school, I cried and ran to the head teacher, but in exchange for a sentence, "Why don't they bully others, they want to bully you?" And adults always think it's a play between children, and they don't care about it at all. As a result, I became more and more inferior and cowardly.

Speaking of which, I am really grateful to Wang Shuai. When I first plucked up the courage to hammer my fist on him in the toilet, I understood that the doctrine my dad had taught me from a young age was not going to work, at least not at our age.

"I haven't relied on me since I was a child, and I can't bear to trouble my mother, who is also a poor person. So I always have to solve everything by myself. I am very, very eager to have a man who cares for me and protects me, to fill the fatherly love that I have been missing since I was a child. You know, that day in the eleventh middle school, you were like a city wall, firmly in front of me. Even though I knew you weren't capable of dealing with those thugs, you did it anyway. ”

I scratched my head a little shyly, and when I saw Huang Mao and people coming over, my first reaction was to protect her, not wanting her to be harassed by the gangsters. I really didn't expect that this behavior would be deeply planted in Lin Shishi's heart, so that she still remembers it vividly.

"That was the first time in my life that I knew what it was like to be protected, thank you Yang Bin. Speaking of this, Lin Shishi suddenly stared straight into my eyes, and my heart was furious.

"I hate you, why do you keep going against me, you want to bully me and provoke me?" Lin Shishi's voice trembled a little, and her voice became higher and higher.

"Why are you a woman who is so good at reversing black and white? Obviously, you have been bullying me, and you have to scold me a few words every day for no reason and make me twice. I really don't understand, why do you always ......"

"But I really like you so much..."Lin Shishi was already crying silently, and then put her lips up.