Yinglong knows that the days of being unemployed at home are terrible, there is no income, and he wastes his time every year, so what else can he talk about marrying Shiwei? At that time, how can he still have the face to meet people.

Besides, Yinglong thinks that Shiwei is better than him, if she has a good life in the future and has a considerable income, how can Yinglong be embarrassed to go to her.

Thinking of this, he sighed and hugged Shiwei tighter, he was worried that he would lose such a good girl, after all, it was not easy to come by, and they had been together for almost three years.

Shiwei was silent for a long time, and said softly to Yinglong: "Yinglong, we are going to take graduation photos, you are also fast, right?" But I don't know exactly when." ”

Yinglong thought for a moment and replied, "I guess I will have to wait until after the exam!"

Shiwei looked at him very seriously, full of anticipation: "Then you must come when you take a graduation photo! Let's find another opportunity to take a group photo, okay?"

She placed her hand on Yinglong's shoulder and looked at his handsome face.

Yinglong opened his fingers and held Shiwei's hand: "Okay, I will definitely come!"

Shiwei still instructed uneasily: "Don't miss it, you must remember." ”

Yinglong shook her hand, hoping that she would be reassured: "No, I will definitely remember it." ”

It was getting dark, and they all had to go back to the dormitory to complete their homework, and their study tasks were getting heavier and heavier, and they couldn't afford to relax at all.

Yinglong and Shiwei knew that today's meeting was coming to an end, but they still seemed to have a lot to say, as if they were hanging a heavy burden that they couldn't put down for a long time.

At this moment, even if there are thousands of words, they can't spit out to the other party.

The worries about the future are even heavier than the upcoming exams, and they really don't have any answers in their minds about where to go from here.

But the later experience actually made people go all over the world from now on, which was something that Yinglong and Shiwei didn't expect before.

Yinglong has always been worried about finding a job, so he has already taken advantage of the vacation to intern at a computer center of a state-owned enterprise through the introduction of a friend of his father.

At that time, Yinglong was instructed by a senior engineer.

Under the engineer's guidance, he went through some materials and meditated to put together a database system-based application.

The program is not designed to be complicated, but the workflow is planned just right, and it is compiled to run smoothly.

Yinglong received a lot of guidance from this engineer, and the master's knowledge was very rich, and the point was just right, and Yinglong benefited a lot.

The master also felt that Yinglong, a student, still had a certain comprehension, and encouraged him to continue to work hard from time to time.

Yinglong thinks that if he simply treats this program as his graduation project, the judges should be satisfied with it and may be able to pass it smoothly.

Later, when graduation was approaching, Yinglong handed over this set of procedures to the teacher as a graduation project, and as expected, it passed the audit smoothly.

Although the teacher was a little skeptical at first, how could a fledgling student like Yinglong make up such a program, but after Yinglong's explanation and the experience of the internship, the teacher suddenly realized, and at the same time told him that the graduation project was successfully passed.

After leaving school, Yinglong took a lot of recruitment exams, perhaps for some subtle reasons, and was always not admitted by a few points.

Later, through his father's friend, Yinglong went to nearby Lake City, where he was accepted by a computer company and was able to work in Lake City.

Yinglong once returned to Ben Cheng and ran into a college classmate on the street.

Yinglong asks him about Shiwei and asks him if he has seen Shiwei.

The classmate was puzzled: "Aren't you with Qiu Shiwei, I thought you were together after graduation?"

When Yinglong heard this, he couldn't help but smile awkwardly.

He also heard from his classmates that on the day of the photoshoot, someone saw Shiwei wearing a white wedding dress to take pictures accompanied by her classmates, but Yinglong did not appear.

Shiwei seemed to have waited for a long time, so she had to take some photos with a few classmates, but in the end, she didn't see Yinglong.

And Shiwei didn't seem to be happy when she was smiling under the camera.

Yinglong then remembered that before graduation, when he and Shiwei were dating in the cherry blossom garden, Shiwei had told him very seriously that he must come when taking pictures, don't forget.

However, when Yinglong finished his last few courses, he left school to look for a job.

After leaving school, he was on the road looking for a job, busy preparing for the recruitment exam, and almost forgot about the photograph.

Yinglong didn't see Shiwei before leaving school, maybe because everyone was busy preparing for the exam

Cause. He remembered that on the afternoon before leaving school, he went downstairs to the girls' dormitory to wait for Shiwei, but he didn't see him for a long time, so he had to leave the school alone with a disappointed mood.

As for Shiwei, Yinglong later heard from her classmates that after graduation, she was recruited to a coastal city and found a job as an editor in a magazine.

Because he is smart and diligent, he was officially hired by the magazine.

Shiwei also asked others about Yinglong, but Yinglong has been busy looking for a job and has hardly contacted his classmates.

Later, Yinglong went to Lake City, and his classmates in Bincheng had no way of hearing about him.

Yinglong regrets that he neglected Shiwei's expectations, and he also regrets that he missed the last chance to see her.

After Yinglong heard Shiwei's news, he couldn't help but feel a little worried, but that classmate didn't even have her contact information.

Yinglong imagined the shadow of Shiwei in a white wedding dress, he said that he would marry Shiwei after graduation, although the opportunity was not ripe at that time, but Shiwei cared about his words very much, so he rented a wedding dress when taking pictures.

Yinglong didn't know if Shiwei would be disappointed, whether she would complain about Yinglong's breach of appointment, Yinglong didn't know at this time.

He doesn't want to be seen as a man who doesn't keep his word, even though he knows he's broken his appointment, and he disappoints Shiwei.

Although Yinglong has his own reasons, in front of Shiwei's expectations, it is obviously insignificant.

Because he was busy looking for a job and forgot his appointment, he held on to his inner guilt for a long time.

Perhaps Yinglong wanted to get a job as soon as possible so that he could fulfill his promise, but he forgot more important things.

But later, Shiwei accidentally lost the small notebook with Yinglong's contact information, so they no longer knew each other's whereabouts.

Because of Yinglong's negligence and eagerness to find a job, he didn't get in touch with Shiwei for a long time.

Years of silence are enough to dilute memories.

For a long time, in order to gain a firm foothold, Yinglong was only busy with work and had no mind to take care of other things.

Memories fade in the course of time. Yinglong has since become a little forgetful. It seems that anything, just a day or two ago, Yinglong will have no impression.

Could it be that Yinglong's memory has deteriorated, or some other reason, anyway, when others ask him about his past, Yinglong always answers: "I don't remember." ”

Even my colleagues feel strange, is Yinglong perfunctory to us?

However, Yinglong was not so vague about the work given to him, so that others thought that he was perfunctory.

Yinglong didn't want to explain too much about this, he only knew that too many memories would not be good for him, so it was better to forget them as soon as possible.

In fact, after Shiwei graduated, she went to the coast, and she had an easy time.

Because she has just joined the work, it takes a lot of effort to get this hard-won opportunity, so Shiwei has put in more effort than others.

Busy running around every day, big and small, before and after, Shiwei has to do it herself.

As for sweeping the floor and pouring water, wiping the table, and working overtime to type documents, Shiwei always went to the unit early in the morning to be busy, and by the time she got off work, it was already time for dinner.

It's very difficult for a girl to put down roots in a foreign country. Shiwei has a meager salary, a dormitory, a canteen, and often suffers some grievances, and her life is very hard.

When she finally survived the probationary period, Shiwei was lucky to be hired by the magazine.

Because of her intelligence and ability to bear hardships and stand hard work, she was very appreciated by the supervisor, and later became the supervisor's right-hand man.

In the first days of hard work, Shiwei lost a lot of weight, and the whole person became more delicate and slender.

But Shiwei knows that the current life is not easy to come by, and the family is not rich, so she often saves a sum of money and sends it to her parents in other places.

When her life gradually stabilized, she took a car to the beaches around the city every weekend.

Walking on the soft and delicate sand, watch the white seabirds spread their wings and fly, and the waves crashing onto the shore keep washing the sand beneath your feet.

Basking in the warm sunshine and being blown by the oncoming sea breeze, Sylvest's long satin-like hair fluttered in the wind.

Walking on the beach, she would often take off her shoes, lift up the corners of her skirt, and walk barefoot in the water by the beach, letting the waves caress her ankles.

At this time, she will forget the loneliness and troubles of struggling alone, sit quietly on the beach alone, look at the clear blue sea level in the distance, the sky and water are connected, watch the clouds roll up, let the sea breeze blow her long hair, and listen to the waves to wash away the troubles on her body.

She would also remember the look on her face when she accidentally fell down the dirt slope in the past, and even remembered the hand-holding and conversation between the two of them when they walked together, and she remembered the fragrant peanuts and mustard shredded pork in the lunch box, although it was just a simple one or two side dishes, but it was much better than the food in the cafeteria.

But she didn't understand why Yinglong didn't say goodbye, and she didn't even see him when she took pictures.

At that time, she was wearing a wedding dress, and she wanted Yinglong to accompany her to take a group photo.

Shiwei guessed that Yinglong might have forgotten the original agreement, or he may have changed his mind temporarily, of course, she has no way of knowing these reasons, and her original wish was to leave Yinglong with a surprise when taking pictures.

Slowly time flies by, and Shiwei only leaves the impression of walking down the steps in a dress in Yinglong's memory.

Indeed, in Yinglong's initial impression, Shiwei was just like her name, just like a lovely rose.

Even when they were together, Yinglong still vaguely remembers, but he worked hard to live, and he only remembered these past events at night before going to bed.

Later, Shi Wei's figure slowly became blurred in Yinglong's mind, and his forgetfulness made Shi Wei only leave the delicate image in a dress for a period of time in the future.

And Shi Wei's delicate voice and smile slowly became blurred in Yinglong's heart.

Without contact, Yinglong didn't know who to talk to. Although he still remembers the original agreement, but now that there is no one to talk to, who should he say to in his heart?