048 Heart-wrenching paranoia
"Do you still want to escape?" was the first thing Xiao Tian asked after letting go of the handcuffs.
Cai Yue was lying in the waterless bathtub, her whole body was sore because of Xiao Tian's torture, especially her back, she didn't need to look at it, it must have been bruised. She closed her eyes tightly and her mouth tightly, and she didn't bother to answer Xiao Tian's question at all.
Xiao Tian raised her chin slightly and kissed her gently.
"Don't you always say that I am the devil, since I am the devil, even if you hate me, I must possess you!"
As he spoke, Xiao Tian brought his lips closer to her ear again.
"Even if you hate me so much that you want to kill me, I want to possess you completely! I said, I want me to let go, unless you die, unless I die! But if you dare to seek death, I will let you live rather than die!"
Cai Yue can't think of the words to scold him, and he is completely the reappearance of the previous demon.
The demon began to release water and gently washed her body. After washing, he carried her to the bed. Then he found the bone-setting oil that soothed the semen and activated the body, put her on her stomach, and massaged and massaged him personally.
His technique is quite skillful and professional, which reminds Cai Yue of the man who was hit hard in the waist and abdomen by breaking into her house late at night last winter, and then remembers what he said to her - this kind of love only comes once in a lifetime.
After the massage, Xiao Tian hugged her and said softly: "Sleep! If you want to kill me, it will be the best chance while I am asleep! But I will never allow you to seek death by yourself!"
Then he closed his eyes. Soon, he let out a faint snoring sound.
Caiyue hadn't been with him for a short time, and she knew that he was really asleep.
Once again, being hugged by Xiao Tian and sleeping with him, Cai Yue couldn't tell what it was like in her heart.
The man who held her was the man she had loved with all her heart for ten years. Everything between them, no matter how ridiculous the reality is, whether she will really stay with him in the future, she and him are already the indelible person in each other's lives.
She closed her eyes, and in his snoring and extreme exhaustion, she slowly fell asleep as well.
When she wakes up, she finds herself in a completely unfamiliar room. The wooden decoration of this house is very much, the overall tone is dark, and there is no carpet on the floor, which obviously has the characteristics of Xiao Tian.
Cai Yue propped up half of her body from the bed, and with a slight twist of her head, she saw Xiao Tian.
He was sitting in a chair in the corner, quietly watching her. Seeing that she had woken up, he got up from his chair and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Woke up, did you sleep well?"
She looked at him warily, "Why am I here?"
He looked at her gently, "You'll stay here until I'm sure it's safe for you to get back to Qiu Yan." Because I can't let Qiu Yan find you. ”
When Cai Yue heard this, she immediately became excited.
Xiao Tian lightly "shhh
"Don't get excited! I don't need to worry at all that you can get out of here, because you can't get out of here. And most importantly, here's what you need to remember. That is, the only way for you to get out of this house is for you to conceive my child again. ”
Cai Yue was first stunned by Xiao Tian's words, and only looked at him in a daze. Then, Xiao Tian was useless to "shh", she was completely angry. All the vicious words she could think of came out of her mouth again, as he had done to her last night.
However, after only a minute of scolding, she calmed down. Because no matter what she scolded, Xiao Tian just looked at her calmly, and her scolding couldn't touch his body and soul at all.
Seeing that she closed her mouth and stopped scolding him, Xiao Tian continued: "So, you'd better cooperate with me obediently, the sooner you get pregnant, the sooner you can get out of here." If you really feel uncomfortable, there is a venting room next to the bedroom, so you can vent however you want. ”
Cai Yue stared at him without blinking, "Sleeping with a soulless walking corpse, can this also give you pleasure?"
As she spoke, she leaned closer to Xiao Tian's face and stared at him. The look on his face carried a hint of evil and madness that can often occur after despair.
Xiao Tian stretched out his hand and gently stroked her face, his eyes were gentle heat and cold after despair. Caiyue was still glaring at him, wanting to hear how he could reply to her, so she didn't avoid his touch.
"Without you, I'm a walking corpse. I've been the walking dead for so many years, and I'm just coming back to life, and you're going to kill me again. Since that's the case, I'll pull you to be the walking dead with me. In this way, I will not be lonely as a ghost. ”
When he said this, he was very calm, and even his face was full of sincerity, if an outsider saw him like this, it was impossible to imagine that he would do such a perverted thing as detaining his lover.
"Xiao Tian, you are not psychologically normal!"
This time, Cai Yue didn't use the word "pervert", because Xiao Tian's words just now and the look on his face made her feel very sorry for him.
She is one of the few people in the world who can be so close to him and see the whole picture of his heart.
She knew that he carried many unimaginable burdens on his shoulders, and he was actually a man with very warm emotions in his heart, but in reality he wrapped himself extremely tightly.
Although he was surrounded by many good brothers who admired him, none of those feelings could compare with the blood and water of family affection, and the most passionate and pure love in the world.
However, after the death of his parents at a young age, it is no longer possible for him to have the blood relationship from the previous generation. Her sister, who had been dead for many years, was the only woman who broke into his heart, but died a tragic and humiliating death because of him in the most brilliant and happy time. Such a deep and painful love made him finally become a little paranoid.
Caiyue's anger weakened, and a little tenderness appeared in her eyes.
"Why does this have to be like this? There are so many wonderful women who love you wholeheartedly, you could have been very happy. So much has happened that you and I can't go back. Wouldn't it be nice to try to let go, let you start over, and set me free?"
Xiao Tian's face and eyes were also full of tenderness.
"Oh no! Without you in my world, even if everything is good, it will be boring. If you've never been with me, it's okay for me to live like this. It's just that you showed up and were leaving, and you gave me a taste of life, and I don't want to taste death anymore. ”
Hearing him say this, she couldn't help but reach out her right hand to the corner of his eye. At this moment, the tenderness in his eyes made her once-cold heart a little softer.
"Xiao Tian, you are just too persistent! Sister's death has always been a knot and the deepest pain that you can't let go, you think that your sister died because of you, and you see me as a resurrected her, so you always want to make up for this regret in me. Actually, you don't have to be like this, I believe that my sister has a spirit in heaven, and she doesn't want you to be like this. ”
Xiao Tian raised his hand to hold her hand, and then pressed her hand tightly against his face.
"I'll admit that I look the other way you because of Wanyun, but it's not exactly what you say. I also hope that Wanyun will be resurrected, but I know that she will not be resurrected. I know with absolute certainty that you are the one who is standing by my side at this moment. Keep loving me as you always do, okay?"
He kissed her hand.
She closed her eyes sadly. What resurfaced in his mind was the picture of him and Chu Mingzhu intertwining and kissing together, as well as his excited expression and affectionate call to Lin Wanyun when he looked at her in a wedding dress in the wedding room with Lin Wanyun.
She really can't lie to herself, she just can't accept it, she can't accept being by his side as a stand-in, even if she loves him again.
Seeing her wrinkled expression when she closed her eyes, Xiao Tian knew that she still didn't agree. His eyes changed instantly, and his tone changed from soft to a little tough.
"I'm going to make you fall in love with me all over again. We will definitely be the same as before, intimate and beautiful! ”
After speaking, he changed his gentle tone again, "Take your time in the future." Now, I'll give you another massage, the bruise on your back is still new, and now the push will be good and fast. ”
Caiyue's entire back is stiff now, so it's good to be able to go faster without pain. Moreover, Xiao Tian's gentleness just now made Cai Yue still want to believe that last night, it was only because her escape behavior strongly stimulated him that he would do that kind of bad thing. Now, he probably wouldn't be as violent as he was last night.
So she didn't screw it, obediently did what Xiao Tian said, took off her clothes and lay down.
Xiao Tian's hands are honest, and he will massage when he says massage, but he doesn't take her lightly. During the massage, Cai Yue hummed in pain. But after the massage, I did feel much more comfortable.
It's just that after the massage, Xiao Tian took off his clothes and then began to kiss her.
It's early in the morning, and it's the time when a man's yuang is extremely strong. When he just massaged her, he had already endured it very hard.
Because it is a massage on the back, Caiyue is lying on her stomach. Xiao Tian pressed her, and her limbs couldn't resist at all. Moreover, in this case, the more chaotic her body is, the easier it is to make Xiao Tian's fire burn more and more. Therefore, she could only lie on her stomach honestly, and let Xiao Tian's lips and hands do whatever she wanted to her.
Sensing Xiao Tian's increasingly obvious intentions, Cai Yue only felt a deep sadness sting her. She didn't believe that Xiao Tian would really turn into a demon completely.
"Xiao Tian, I don't want to!, do you really want to force me like before?" her voice was not angry, only sad.
Xiao Tian stopped kissing and also stopped caressing his hand. It's just that he didn't flip off her body. After a stalemate for a while, he hugged her tightly again, and whispered in her ear with a slight gasp: "Okay, this time, I won't force you!"