123 Cooled Love
Xiao Tian's reply so happily surprised Cai Yue.
"If that's what happened to you, there's no way Qiu Yan would let you come back to me tonight, let alone wait another month. So, you're not going to be with me now, but you definitely haven't been with him, are you?"
Xiao Tian actually sat here, and he gave the truth.
Cai Yue felt a little more relaxed.
She didn't even think to explain anything to Xiao Tian about what happened with Qiu Yan tonight, because this kind of thing couldn't be explained in any way, unless she was willing to open her legs and let Xiao Tian check her again, but she couldn't do that.
Moreover, things have developed to the point where whether she really has a relationship with Qiu Yan is actually not that important.
But it seemed that she didn't have to explain to Xiao Tian more, let alone let him check her again, he had already guessed the general way of things himself.
Also, he knows her so well, and he also knows Qiu Yan so well.
But it's still not easy, because this kind of thing is more about intelligence, because this kind of thing is definitely the most crazy thing for men.
"Hmm. Thank you for believing in us!" Cai Yue said sincerely.
Xiao Tian didn't say anything more, "Rest early!"
Cai Yue entered his bedroom, and Xiao Tian also turned around and went back to his room.
Just over an hour, sitting in the dark corner waiting for Cai Yue to go home, Xiao Tian really had a strong desire to go crazy at first. He wanted to rush out of the villa and grab the two men back and beat them up, or kill them outright. His mind kept thinking about what they were doing and what posture they were using.
He slammed the bottles of wine he usually drank from the cellar and put them on the bar.
Because it was summer, Sister Li slept later than in the cold. Especially before, she seemed to hear the sound of Xiao Tian and Caiyue who seemed to be making trouble again, so she carefully planted her ears and listened to the movement outside. Hearing the sound of Xiao Tian smashing wine, Sister Li hurriedly walked out of the room.
Xiao Tian didn't turn on the lights, and the bar was very dark. But the strong smell of wine came to her face, and Sister Li still faintly saw the wine and glass shards on the ground.
She didn't ask much, just asked Xiao Tian nervously, "Is your hand hurt?"
Xiao Tian shook his head weakly, slowly walked to the sofa not far away, and sat down dejectedly.
Sister Li didn't say a word more, turned on the light, bent down and carefully picked up the glass shards into the garbage basket, and wiped the wine on the ground again. Because Xiao Ruofei often runs and jumps barefoot in the villa, she carefully sweeps it with a broom a few times, lest there will be fine broken glass slags that will be missed.
Until the cleaning was finished, Sister Li didn't say another word. When she had done what she could, she turned off the lights again and went into her room. So that Xiao Tian can quietly readjust his emotions alone.
After such a whole process, Xiao Tian calmed down a little. Hidden in a dark corner, he took out his cigar and began to smoke.
In the smoke of the cigar aroma, he remembered that Cai Yue had sat at this bar on a winter night last year, waiting for him to come back from Ouyang Qing. And that snowy night, she sat in the car in the parking lot of the royal Hyatt, and waited for him all night, broken and anxious as she is now.
There are many things that it is difficult to really understand without experiencing them yourself, especially emotional betrayal, which can pierce people's hearts.
Xiao Tian wasn't sure how long he would have to sit here tonight.
Although the seconds were as good as the time, Cai Yue returned home so early, which still surprised and surprised him - she did not stay with Qiu Yan for the night. And she looked calm, and there wasn't much dodging in her eyes when she looked at him. So he believed that at least tonight she and Qiu Yan didn't really cross the male and female defenses.
is the same as Caiyue thinks, Xiao Tian himself actually agrees that things have come to this point, what happened in bed or not, how big is the difference?
If it doesn't happen, does it mean they really don't want it to happen, and if it does, will his decision change?
But no matter what, I still hope it doesn't happen. If it doesn't happen, at least it means that there is still a last perseverance between the two.
People live in this difficult world, and they have to face so many things that they can't help themselves, and the most precious thing is actually not this last perseverance?
After more than an hour of heart-wrenching waiting, Xiao Tian was not without hesitation and struggle, he really thought about giving up Caiyue. No man wants the woman around him to have another man in his heart, and the plot of loving a woman to the point of crying ghosts and gods can only be a fairy tale in reality.
It's just that, thinking of the past between the two, Xiao Tian still feels that he can't let go.
He himself admitted that his deep love for Caiyue was not because she was so good that he couldn't let go.
In fact, is there really a person in this world who can be so perfect that people can't give up? No, no one in this world is perfect. Therefore, there will be such a "breakup because of understanding" in this world.
In this world, although no two people are exactly the same, in fact, most ordinary people are not too different. The difference in a person's feelings for another person is not because of how much difference that person is from others, but because of the entanglement of interests and feelings that occur between himself and this person.
Xiao Tian felt that he was more or less the same for Cai Yue now.
No matter how hot love is, it will slowly fade with time. What is left between the two is the affection for each other, the memories of being together, and the desire and need to continue to move forward together in the future.
For Xiao Tian, he hopes that the person who will stay by his side and accompany him in the future is still Caiyue. He hoped to open his eyes in the morning and see the person sleeping next to him, still familiar to her. He wanted his child to be conceived from her, calling out to him daddy, and the woman who responded to "Mommy" was just her!
Perhaps, what can really last and be preserved in life is this kind of love that has been cooled and filtered!
It's not so romantic, it's not so exciting, but it's realistic, it's warm, and it's actually the most moving!
The days went on, and after dawn it was Tuesday.
Before parting last night, Qiu Yan specially reminded her not to let him see her dark circles, Caiyue really didn't have insomnia last night, but she didn't sleep very well. Although I didn't have panda eyes when I got up in the morning, my spirit was obviously very bad, and I got up late, so I didn't go for a morning run.
As usual, when she walks from the elevator to the office, the person who meets her usually takes the initiative to say hello to her.
When she passed by the secretariat, she saw that Sofia had arrived, so she reminded her casually: "Mr. Qiu's ginseng is gone." ”
Sofia naturally responded, "Oh, I don't know. Then I'll make a list and buy it this morning. ”
The current high secretary glanced at Caiyue very unhappily, she thought that Caiyue was obviously overstepping. But she didn't dare to say anything.
Caiyue also saw the displeased eyes of her successor, but she ignored them.
Perhaps the successor thinks that the loss of ginseng is just a small thing, anyway, there are other teas, coffee, and what the president wants to brew, the materials are sufficient.
But in Caiyue's view, even if this is not a big deal, it is by no means a small matter.
She understands Qiu Yan's daily workload, especially the fact that ginseng slices are missing from so many drinks, which proves that he has been making more ginseng slices recently, so he can't be the only one.
She continued on her way, and her successor rolled his eyes at her from behind her. Cai Yue's eyes didn't see it, but she felt it.
Walking into her office and sitting down in a desk chair, she suddenly felt sad and tired.
If it had been before, she really regarded this kind of white eyes as floating clouds. But now, she felt that the white eye had struck her like a whip.
She didn't want to think too much about it, so she started working immediately!
The first thing was to draft a notice on the decision to adjust Mr. Li's position, and then upload it to the OA system to send it to Qiu Yan, waiting for his approval and then officially announcing it in the group system.
Time didn't give her much energy to think about anything else, but she found that there were many things that were still different.
She always felt as if someone was looking at her with suspicion, saying something behind her back. She was a little uneasy in the office, but when she left the office and walked into the common office area, she felt even more panicked.
After the lunch break, she and Zhou Haoyang and others were called to the president's office to discuss things.
During this time, she wandered several times, and when she did, she tried to refocus her attention on the conversation in front of her. However, the same situation repeats itself over and over again.
After less than half an hour of discussion, Zhou Haoyang had reminded her softly for the third time: "Caiyue, the boss asked you." ”
Cai Yue looked up at the people around her abruptly as before, and then apologized embarrassedly: "I'm sorry!
She found that she didn't dare to look at Qiu Yan in front of people like before. Especially in this situation, she didn't dare to look at Qiu Yan.
She only felt that Qiu Yan's gaze was like a mythical immobilization technique, which could completely freeze her body, completely incapacitate her, and even stop her brain in an instant.
During the whole discussion, she basically didn't say anything, just listened to the other people talking. But what they said, she didn't think she knew at all.
The discussion, as usual, ended with Qiu Yan's "That's it". Along with the other executives, Caiyue stood up to leave the president's office.
Although her performance was obviously unusual, Qiu Yan did not stop her. She made it back to her office, and leaned feebly back in the chair.
"It can't be like this again, absolutely not! It must be adjusted as soon as possible. She said to herself in her heart.