Chapter 56: Selective Forgetting

Gong Qingchen has been staring at the mirror very seriously, the expression on his face is not sad or happy, and he looked at Ji Yunyang a little helplessly, and found that the latter has been staring at Gong Qingchen seriously.

Gong Qingchen looked at it for a long time before he put down the mirror in his hand and suddenly cried: "How did I become so ugly, my dream of growing up is not like this." ”

Shen Mo didn't expect Gong Qingchen, who had been acting so mature and indifferent, when she was a child, she actually looked like a little tease, she gave Ji Yunyang a look, she meant to let Ji Yunyang hurry up and coax her.

In fact, Ji Yunyang was also doing it, he sat down gently next to Gong Qingchen and opened his mouth very softly, this softness was not deliberately lowering his throat and pretending to be gentle, it was the kind of gentleness that came from the bottom of his heart, and the spoiling had overflowed his eyes.

"It's not that you've become ugly, it's that you've grown up. The early morning has always been like this, and what has changed is only the taste of the early morning. ”

Gong Qingchen still looked at the mirror in his hand in disbelief: "Why do I remember that I am fifteen years old, how can so many years have passed after a sleep, what a waste, I haven't had a good time." ”

Ji Yunyang pulled back the mirror in Gong Qingchen's hand and pressed it under a few books, and lied very patiently: "Those days are not unprecedented, it was early in the morning that you were hit by a car and your brain was hurt a little, so you forgot all about the past." It's not that there hasn't been, so there's no waste to worry about. ”

Silence: "......" She, the genius brother of the neighbor's family, is also a genius, and it turns out that other people's children can also deceive people.

Gong Qingchen nodded a little paradoxically, she really reacted for a while, and she couldn't accept it.

Gong Qingchen took a serious look at the so-called person in front of him who was his husband, how to say that this person is really handsome, and he is not a loss in this business as his wife.

Shen Mo looked at Gong Qingchen's with love in her eyes, just like the little fan girl chasing stars, who was as obsessed as her idol and couldn't bear to look at it directly, she always felt that if someone dared to record this, Gong Qingchen would definitely regret it when she saw it in the future, and her intestines would be blue.

This is simply the black history of Gong Qingchen now!

Gong Qingchen still seemed to be a little skeptical and asked: "Are you really my husband? Why do we want to get married, I always feel that it is not like ah, my previous dream ......?"

Gong Qingchen's words suddenly covered her head, the whole brain hurt so badly, she always felt that such a thing was said there, but she couldn't remember where it was, and then rolled her eyes and fainted.

Ji Yunyang also felt that Gong Qingchen's words were very familiar, as if he had heard them there, until the musical instrument shop suddenly appeared in his mind, and Gong Qingchen's wanton drumming and gestures were charming.

At that time, Gong Qingchen's laughter always gave people the illusion of being heartless, and at the end of the song, he heard Gong Qingchen say to her: "My drum just told me what is poor, the family is all nothing, my dream is to be a good drummer." ”

Dreams, it turns out that her dream is this. Ji Yunyang always felt that some memories that had been sealed in the dust had finally been unlocked.

Ji Yunyang calmly put Gong Qingchen into the quilt and carefully twisted the corners of the quilt for him, and when he turned his head to meet Shen Mo's eyes, Shen Mo found that Ji Yunyang's eyes were full of worry.

"Do you think she's going to have a dual personality? Ji Yunyang always felt that the reason why Gong Qingchen saw his ugly face just now was because the two Gong Qingchen looked completely different.

After pondering silently for a while, he slowly spoke: "You know, I'm not a professional psychiatrist, from what Gong Qingchen did before, and today's one doesn't look like a dual personality, dual personalities are generally two very opposite personalities, I think this is more like selective forgetting." ”

Ji Yunyang raised his eyebrows with some interest and replied, "Oh? ”

"Selective amnesia is to add some subjective emotions to the amnesia itself, I have no way of knowing the possibility of her amnesia now, but the last time she had this situation was nineteen years old, and now she has become fifteen years old, maybe the last time she had amnesia, she encountered something that made her no longer want to go back to nineteen. Hey, what am I talking about, or suggest you find a professional to explain it to you. Shen Mo said that in the end, she went around herself.

Ji Yunyang: "...... "So I've been listening to nonsense here for half a day?"

Ji Yunyang remembered that the last time Gong Qingchen's memory stopped at the age of nineteen, when he was still suspicious of her, he began to think that she was pretending to be stupid.

Later, Gong Qingchen also said that he had changed and was not as gentle as before, so could this be the reason why Gong Qingchen became what he is now.

"Ji Yunyang, I have to remind you that mental illness is also a disease, you can't just watch her get worse and worse just to keep the morning by your side, it's very bad for her. Shen Mo checked Gong Qingchen's vital signs again and confirmed that there were no problems before he began to persuade Ji Yunyang.

Ji Yunyang had a headache every time he heard Doctor Shen Mo possessing him talking bitterly, he took out a cigarette from his pocket and remembered that this was a hospital, he frowned, crushed the cigarette and threw it into the trash can, then nodded with some hesitation and said:

"I know, I won't leave her alone, just ......"

It's just that I know that when she becomes normal, she won't tell me the truth, and she won't agree with me to take her for treatment.

Gong Qingchen, why are you willing to always stand on the opposite side of me?

"Is it easy to cure such a disease as silence?" Ji Yunyang stretched out his hand to smooth out Gong Qingchen's frowning brows, what was it that made her frown all the time when she fell asleep?

"It's not easy, as the saying goes, good heart disease is the most difficult to treat, anyone who has psychological problems means that she felt that she had been seriously bruised, and she would not easily become like this if she didn't let people. Ji Yunyang, you have to be mentally prepared. ”

"What kind of preparation?" Ji Yunyang was a little puzzled by the silent words.

"Preparation for treatment failure, early morning's illness seems to have dragged on for a long time, I know that she can't completely blame you for this illness, she herself not only seems to have never mentioned the disease, but she herself also hides her unwillingness to treat, I don't know what Qingchen thinks. What Shen Mo said, Ji Yunyang had already thought of it.

Ji Yunyang looked at Gong Qingchen on the hospital bed, he knew that Gong Qingchen had too many things to hide from him, but this time he couldn't back down, and he had to use all means to crack these secrets.