However, even if Lin Momo is such a bad person, she is still much luckier than me, although I am more than a star and a half better than her, but just by virtue of the fact that she can get the love of the poplar tree, I am defeated, and there is no way to compare with her.

Fate is always so tricky, if I could have let Yang Shu be emotional to me first, if Yang Shu hadn't met Lin Momo later, then is it that Yang Shu and I are not just friends now.

Maybe we have been together for a long time, and we may even have our own small family, and the family lives a happy and happy life. I believe that Yang Shu will be a very competent father, no matter how busy he is at work, he will find time to accompany our children, grow with them, and watch them grow up slowly.

At that time, I will definitely quit my job and take care of the children at home, and it will be enough for me to earn money to support my family with poplars at home.

If that were the case, Yang Shu would have chosen to take me and my children out of Shanghai, a dangerous place full of interests and temptations, even if it was to give up the inheritance of the Yang family, he has never been a person who values money and power very seriously.

We will choose a small city with picturesque mountains and rivers to settle down, where we can take our children out to play in the mountains and rivers on weekends and weekends, without all kinds of sycophants, no stepmothers with all kinds of institutions, and no heavy official duties, we can enjoy our weekends to the fullest.

I will take the children at home every day, do some housework in my free time, and then wait for Yang Shu to come back from work to cook for us.

At that time, Poplar used our mouths to be very picky eaters, so that Poplar occasionally left for a day or two to go out on business trips, and we couldn't get used to eating the food in the restaurant outside.

Poplar should travel very rarely because he will miss me and the children very much, but if he can't get away from work, he will leave for a day or two at most and be back soon.

I think we should have a boy and a girl, an older brother and a younger sister, and when they are a little older, the elder brother will be able to take care of the younger sister, and Yang Shu and I will not need to spend too much energy on taking care of them.

Gradually, when we have enough financial means and time, we will choose to put down work and a bunch of chores around us and take the children out to play.

In the summer, we would go to the biggest water park in the country, and I would pack up for them, take care of their logistics along the way, and Poplar would make plans and itineraries, where to play, which hotel to stay in, and of course, the most famous local specialties, and then the children would enjoy the love we brought to their parents with complete peace of mind.

When the time comes, I will take lots and lots of pictures of them, and when I get home, I will develop them all and save them for later when we have free time to remember together.

If the financial situation allows, I will buy them all kinds of beautiful souvenirs, and then keep them and put them at home, so that when the guests come to the house, I can show off our happiness to them.

At this time, others must be very envious of me and Yang Shu, because we have a handsome and cute son, and a beautiful and lovely daughter, and the family of four is happy, and life can't be more comfortable.

In winter, we will go to Hainan Island to play, to experience the wonderful feeling of others spending winter and we spend summer, if I go abroad, I will choose to go to Thailand, which is a tropical country, there is no winter, and it is very close to our country, it can be said that it is very convenient and affordable to go to a trip.

I want to go to Chiang Mai, Thailand, where Teresa Teng lived for the last time, and her "Tales of a Small Town" is about the city of Chiang Mai, and the song is very good, so I want to see it.

When the children are older, I will send them to learn their specialties, and when I was a child, I was very envious of other children who could learn a lot of musical instruments, dance, and calligraphy.

I have never had the opportunity to contact these because of the poor conditions at home, I don't want these regrets to be repeated in my children, of course, I will also respect their wishes, no matter what they learn, whether they want to learn or not, I will respect their wishes.

If they don't want to learn anything, then I take them on a picnic on the weekend, and we will bring a lot of ingredients and spices, chicken thighs, chicken wings, ham sausages, lamb beef, pork ribs, pork belly, cumin powder, seasonings, and of course, apples, bananas, watermelons, cantaloupe, grapes, which are my favorite fruits, and I believe that poplars and children will also love to eat them.

We camped in the wilderness, with tents and barbecue grills, and when the poplars would cook the most delicious food for us, and then we would lie down in the tent and have a skylight when we had our full meals, and we would watch the stars and the moon together.

Later, the children grew up, we sent them to school, at this time, I have more time with Yang Shu, I will hand over my sister to my brother to take care of, I believe he will be able to take care of him well, because his father Yang Shu is a very responsible person, as the son of Yang Shu, he will also be very reliable and excellent.

When I reach school age, I will send my children to school, so that Yang Shu and I will spend more time in the world of two people, and the children go from kindergarten to preschool, from elementary school to junior high school to high school and finally to college, step by step, we watch them grow up, and then we gradually grow old.

By the time they go to college, we will almost reach middle age, and I don't know what I will become, but Poplar must still be as handsome as ever, and I hope that by that time, I will still be as beautiful as I was when I was young, and youth should be every woman's dream.

At this time, Yang Shu and I have been together for half a lifetime, and the relationship between us has long since changed from the original young and strong love to mellow and beautiful family affection.

At that time, we no longer have to worry about anything that will separate us, because we have long been accustomed to each other's company, whether it is in happy or difficult moments, as long as we think of having each other by our side, we will be able to be strong in the face of any difficulties.

Although this kind of life is not as luxurious as the high-end luxury of the aristocratic life that Yang Shu lived before, it will at least be more reassuring.

I believe that any man, in the case of having a family and children, his career will be relatively weakened, which is why most men choose to start a business first and then start a family.

If a man does not have a serious job that can support the family, he will not choose to get married, and a normal man, a man with self-esteem, will not choose to gnaw at the old age or rely on his wife to support him after marriage.

With what I know about Poplar, he will definitely marry me if he has enough financial means to make sure that he can make sure that he can give me and my children happiness, and then we will have children.

I really want to know, how will Yang Shu propose to me, is it as romantic as in the TV series to move the heroine, and then the heroine agrees without thinking about it, or is it a plain but sincere marriage proposal, so that the heroine can't refuse?

I myself once fantasized that I would definitely be with the person I love in the future, and we went through ups and downs together, and each other gradually became the most trusted people of each other, supporting each other, and the relationship became more and more indestructible, and then it was logical to get married, have children, and then we established a family business together.

One day, he would kneel in front of me with a diamond ring in front of everyone, and say: Please advise me for the rest of my life! In the face of the elaborate proposal scene, and the sincere love of the beloved man who kneels on one knee, I can't refuse.

Later, we got married naturally, before the wedding, I would carefully write each wedding invitation, and then carefully arrange food, wine and accommodation for the guests, these things will be done by the groom Yang Shu himself, I think my bridesmaid should be Liu Xixi no doubt at that time.

Oh, by the way, if Yang Shu hadn't met Lin Momo, then I might not have had to be entangled with her for so many years, so she may have become a guest in my life at that time, and when I get married, I will still send her invitations, but it's her business whether she comes or not.

In this way, I should not have lost contact with Liu Xixi for so many years, and the relationship should still be as strong and beautiful as back then.

So in this way, Liu Xixi has become my only best friend in college, I will cherish her as much as I do now, and she will also be the only bridesmaid at my wedding.

If Yang Shu didn't meet Lin Momo, then I would be happy, at least I still have this possibility, let Yang Shu fall in love with me, although it may take some time, but I will work hard, and I can also persevere until he is tempted.

In my bones, I am a person with low self-esteem, this inferiority complex comes from my family, I come from a remote mountain village, it was my greatest wish when I was a child to come out of the mountain village and enter the big city, and then I did it, although reluctantly, but I still did it.

Since I came to Shanghai, I have met many people and experienced a lot of things, and I have grown a lot. So I've never regretted my choice.

It is also because of them that I am who I am today, after I came out of the countryside, although I was not very wealthy, I was very content, and I am very glad that I chose it at the beginning. Anyway, I'm happy with my life now.

I feel very happy to be able to be by my side with the people I love every day, to have a job that can support myself, and to have a girlfriend who is enthusiastic and willing to support me unconditionally to help me. There's an old saying: contentment is always happy! I think I'm just that.

In the past, my cowardice and low self-esteem brought me many obstacles, and you made me lose a lot of opportunities. But now I am completely different from what I used to be, and I try to take every opportunity to express myself, both in the workplace and in love.

Now it seems that my career and relationship are linked to the same man, that is, poplar.

In the workplace, he is my immediate boss, I work and live with him every day, my profession is his personal assistant, and I am very satisfied with this job.

Emotionally, he is the man I have loved for so many years, and sometimes I keep thinking that life should only be as good as the first time I saw him. I still remember the first time I met him many years ago, we were all young people who were just starting out in the workplace, we didn't have so much life experience, and we wouldn't be full of complaints about life.

Every day is like spilling chicken blood, full of energy, bravely meeting new challenges. Well, yes, life is only as it first seems.