Zheng Jing listened to Ma Ken's words, came back to his senses, and his eyes were a little moist, but this wetness had not yet reached the point of condensing into teardrops, and it could not fall.

He faked Marken: "Forget it, this bar is not opened by you, what others like is someone else's business, it is someone else's freedom, you can't forcibly prevent others from listening to your favorite songs just because your personal preferences are different from others, right." ”

Ma Ken listened to Zheng Jing's eloquent talk and was stunned for a moment. He sighed: "Hey, too, okay, that's it, anyway, a song will only be played in a few minutes, and it will be finished in a while." ”

Marken was just a little embarrassed and a little emotional. It turned out that among the few of them, Zheng Jing was the one who was afraid that the world would not be chaotic, and Li Jiayi was the one who liked to add fuel and vinegar and fan the flames the most.

It's just that now Zheng Jing has become so calm, and Li Jiayi, he still seems to be so emotional......

Zheng Jing didn't give Macken more time to think, he began to prepare to tell the past that had been buried in his heart and had been silently endured by himself for four years.

After all, he has been advising himself that many things just need to be said, and only if they can be stated plainly, then the wound is not a wound.

"In your sophomore year, after the end of the first semester, during the winter break, we still had a party together, do you remember?"

It always seems to be like this at the beginning of the story, either I have a friend or a certain year, how about us.

The beginning of the story is bizarrely similar, but the end of the story is different.

Ma Ken nodded noncommittally, he smiled and said: "Remember, of course I remember, how stupid it was at that time, a group of people made so many wishes in the sky, but no one expected that after a short Spring Festival, it would fall apart......"

Marken's voice was quite embarrassed, but Zheng Jing did not echo Macken to speak, he talked about his own affairs to himself.

"Later, after the Spring Festival passed, I remember that it seemed to be the day before the Lantern Festival, and I went to look for it for a long time, and we made an appointment to go out together the next day on the night before. ”

"But that's when things started to change. ”

Zheng Jing paused, because what he was going to say next was something he didn't want to look back on, let alone mention. Touching those wounds, touching those wounds that he thought had scabbed, still made his heart throb and throb.

"The time I agreed with Shi Manman that day was to pick her up in the morning. But we only met in the afternoon, and I didn't pick her up, I waited for her at the bubble tea shop. ”

When she came, she went to buy milk tea for the first time, two cups. One drink for the two of us. After she sat down, the first thing she said is something I still remember very clearly. ”

She said that my dad had just approached her, and she said that she might be going to country M after school started. ”

Zheng Jing's voice suddenly stopped here, and he didn't continue, he took a sip of his own wine glass.

Ma Ken listened to the sadness and sadness in Zheng Jing's voice that he couldn't hide, and he didn't know how to comfort Zheng Jing for a while.

He knew that Shi Manman later went to Country M, but he always thought that Shi Manman decided to go abroad to relax and heal because he broke up with Zheng Jing, in order to stay away from this place that made her sad.

It's only now from Zheng Jing's mouth that Ma Ken knows that before they broke up, Shi Manman had already decided to go to country M?

06

But if it's just a breakup, how can two people choose such a decisive way to separate?

One is far away, the other is wandering!

Ma Ken couldn't understand what was going on, but what Zheng Jing said next not only solved Ma Ken's doubts, but also shocked Ma Ken, making him completely unexpected.

"I didn't know where my brain was pumping, and the first thing I asked was, what are we going to do? So we're going to break up with those guys?"

"Before I could reply, the phone rang, it was from the hospital, my dad...... My dad ...... There was a car accident. I had always thought that my relationship with my dad was like that, neither good nor bad, but when I received the call that I was critically ill, I was still completely confused.

It was my dad, the only person in the world who was still related to me, and I almost went crazy, and I remember I turned around and left. ”

Ma Ken looked at Zheng Jing and said this, paused again, Ma Ken could understand Zheng Jing's mood a little, he patted Zheng Jing on the shoulder: "And then, how is my uncle?"

Zheng Jing kept his head down and didn't raise it, and his tone was calm as if he had no feelings: "When I arrived at the hospital, I was already gone." ”

Ma Ken was stunned on the spot, he only knew about Zheng Jing's withdrawal from school, and at most he only guessed that he had made such an unwise move because of the breakup. But he didn't know what was behind dropping out, and he didn't know that Ang Lee's father had passed away.

Not only did he not know, but neither did Li Jiayi and Wu Sheng.

At that time, Zheng Jing completed the withdrawal procedures silently, and finally left the city silently, as if he had disappeared from the world, and there was no news.

Marken was speechless, and opened his mouth several times, but he didn't say anything.

Afterthought comfort is the cheapest and least valuable. Ma Ken couldn't say it, Zheng Jing's hard and cold heart now didn't need this kind of comfort. Whether it's from the bottom of his heart or hypocrisy, he doesn't need it anymore.

Didn't he carry it alone in the end?

Ma Ken wanted to touch a glass of wine with Zheng Jing, but Zheng Jing lowered his head and covered his face with his hands, so that people couldn't see his expression clearly, and he couldn't see other people's movements.

But his voice didn't stop: "When I was about to leave from the bubble tea shop, Shi Manman stopped me, she asked me what happened, I said in a bad tone, and told her bluntly that my dad was in a car accident." ”

She seemed stunned for a moment, maybe she was thinking about something, and she didn't speak until a few seconds later. She wanted to go to the hospital with me, but I didn't agree, she couldn't twist me, and finally took out a bank card from her bag and stuffed it to me, saying that it was given to her by my father, and there were 100,000 ...... in it."

"Hehe, 100,000, only 100,000 yuan, it's really worthless. But I still took the card away. ”

"It's just that even if I arrived at the hospital in a hurry, it was still late, my dad ...... He...... Didn't come back to me, didn't see me...... And he was gone. ”

When Zheng Jing said this, he didn't pretend to be himself, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and grinned at the corners of his mouth, but the smile made people panic and uncomfortable.

He said: "Before that, the two of us hadn't seen each other for more than a year, and we didn't see each other during the Spring Festival. I said see you at the Lantern Festival, but I didn't wait!"

"Do you know Marken? I didn't feel very uncomfortable at the time, of course, there was a little bit of discomfort, but I felt like my heart was suddenly empty, as if I was missing a piece. ”

"Later, in the past four years, I realized what the missing piece is, what is missing is my home, I always thought that I didn't have a home, but he is here, I have a home. He's gone, and I really don't have a home. ”

"The next day, the Lantern Festival, I broke up with Shi Manmanti, I don't know why, she agreed directly, and we broke up like this. ”

The colorful lights of the bar shone on the drinks in Zheng Jing's glass, and also on Zheng Jing's tear-stained face.

A tear slipped down his face and dripped into the wine glass, causing ripples.

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