I was lost in thought, and Song Qiang didn't speak, he just quickly ordered the food.

I saw that he ordered a few dishes, and to be honest, I couldn't even name them.

A fish that I have never seen before, the kind of fish that only has sharp claws.

Because Song Qiang told me that this kind of fish is particularly delicious to eat, and the kind of fish that eats small shrimp tastes full of thorns and has no taste, and he has studied this aspect more.

Because Song Qiang is also a real foodie.

He ordered a fruit salad, because Song Qiang knew that I had lost weight during this time, so the fruit was my favorite, and I ate the seaweed and small tomatoes on it, thinking about things while eating, so absent-minded.

Ignoring Song Qiang's words in my ear, Song Qiang asked me softly, "Lan Lan, what does she want to eat?"

I didn't respond for a long time, Song Qiang asked twice, and the waiter next to him squeaked and laughed.

"What's wrong?" I looked up.

Song Qiang couldn't help laughing, "Lan Lan, you see that you are absent-minded, what are you thinking?

"I'm not eating, I'm full," I said, putting down my knife and fork.

Putting down the knife and fork, I couldn't help but think of the first time I ate Western food.

At that time, I had just graduated from college and had no money, but Poplar was courting me, and he also brought me to eat steak.

At that time, I didn't know how to use a knife and fork at all, and in the end, a waiter next to me saw that I was struggling, so he helped me cut the beef one by one and put it in front of me.

Now that I think about it, it's really embarrassing, I've always been an old man.

But now that I think about it, it's all changed.

The poplar tree at that time has become the current Song Qiang.

Really, I'm a little dizzy right now.

I used to feel that at that time, I really liked poplar, I relied on him, I was attached to him, and I had him in my heart.

But now for Song Qiang, it's more that I treat him as my banknote, my tool, and a thing that I can distract myself.

I don't have much feeling for Song Qiang at all.

The more Song Qiang treats me, the more disgusted I am with him, people are sometimes like this, the more good they are to him, the less they cherish whom.

I might be that kind of person!

Now that I think about it, I really want to smoke my ear scraper, Song Qiang is such a hard-working person who is very good to everyone.

After eating quickly, Song Qiang handed me a tissue and put on clothes for me.

We got into the car, and Song Qiang asked, "Lan Lan, where are we going now?"

"I don't want to go, I just want to go back," I said lightly.

Song Qiang nodded, he added a throttle, and we began to walk in the direction of going back.

The music is very misty, and the car drives steadily.

I fell asleep.

In the dream, I seemed to have come to a place, and in the dream I saw my best friend from high school, He Jingru.

Yes, Jingru is my best friend, and the relationship between the two of us can be called iron.

We've been playing together for three or four years, and we've been in college and kept in close touch.

Jingru will tell me anything she has, and I will tell her the same, and I will tell her anything I whisper.

The two of us have nothing to talk about, but today Jingru went to change from usual, and suddenly she and Song Qiang got married, and when I found out that they got married, they already had a baby.

"Jingru, why are you married to Song Qiang? Don't tell me, you must know that Song Qiang is the best for me," but Jingru ignored me, she was just sweet with Song Qiang.

And Song Qiang, I felt just weak at that time, and it was difficult to recover it, because he was already married, he and Jingru had children, and I myself was more like a superfluous person.

I was a little uncomfortable, my heart was swollen, I wanted to cry.

I woke up, and when I saw it, Song Qiang was driving seriously.

"Lan Lan, what's wrong with you?"

"I had a dream," I said, "I dreamed that you were snatched away by someone else!"

Song Qiang laughed, "Lan Lan, don't worry, as long as you don't reject me, I will be with you forever!"

I stopped talking, but in my dreams it was so profound, Song Qiang would also betray, everything would leave me, and all I could rely on was myself.

My heart is sad for a while, and these days, I am extremely depressed.

On the one hand, my heart is very entangled, and on the other hand, I feel sad about where I am going.

There is no goal, no direction, and I am not willing to settle for the status quo.

Yes, what should I do, I want to go to the elementary school, I want to go to Lin Momo, but Song Qiang won't let me go.

And I know, I can't do it myself, I'm a single person, such a huge city, where can I find it?

Suddenly I thought about it again, yes, the photo that Poplar showed me that day, with the address of Xiaoxue's photo on it, isn't it the address of the elementary school?

As long as I'm around here, I don't believe I can't find Xiaoxue.

I said to Song Qiang, "Song Qiang, do you know? Yang Shu showed me a picture of my daughter Xiaoxue that day, and I know where the primary school is." ”

Song Qiang was taken aback, and he asked, "Do you know where the primary school is?" ”

I told him the location, "It's in Sunshine City, because I saw that Xiaoxue's address is Sunshine City, and it was in a room at one time, so the elementary school should live here." ”

Song Qiang said happily: "Lan Lan, you are really smart, and you also pay attention to details, you know, I have been following Yang Shu for a long time, but I didn't even know that Xiao Xue lived in Sunshine City, it seems that Xiao Xue did not live with Yang Shu." ”

"Then what should we do now, Song Qiang, if you don't let me stay there every day, I won't believe it, I can't find my daughter," I said.

Song Qiang said calmly: "Lan Lan, don't worry, I have already arranged for someone, as soon as there is news, I will definitely tell you soon, and during this time, you really don't want to overwork." ”

"But I want to see Xiaoxue," I said eagerly.

"What can you do if you find your daughter there? You must know that they are very strict about elementary school, and there are several servants around her, and you can't get close to her, so let's take a slow look!"

Song Qiang kept comforting me, but I was still uneasy.

"Then what's going on, I'm going to sue the police, I'm going to let the police arrest Yang Shuo, he kidnapped my daughter," I said fiercely.

But Song Qiang couldn't help laughing, "Lan Lan, you are too naïve, you don't want to think about it, is the primary school household registration yours now? ”

Song Qiang's words woke me up, if I go over now, what effect can I have!

It's just going to make things even more messy, and besides, I haven't seen each other in elementary school for a year or two, will she remember me? Does she remember that she had such a mother?

At that time, Xiaoxue was only three years old when she left me.