There are few pop-ups at the peak

This is probably another old story

I looked at Sun Chenchen

I'm just thinking back to what I thought and what I did in the end

I know that I ask too much, I keep asking for it, I know I shouldn't have too many extravagant expectations, but I'm always dissatisfied with my life

That's what I've done

And the girl in front of me, who was crying and her shoulders trembling, made the same mistake as me, and ended up where she is today

As everyone knows, she once dumped me because she hated this mistake that annoyed me

I don't really know what to say at this time

Put her hand on his shoulder, put it against her forehead, rubbed her nose and comforted her, don't cry, don't cry, isn't there still me, we can start over, I won't mind your past, I want you just you, I just want to be with you, oh, I love you, let's go together

** It's really disgusting, you've watched too many Taiwanese pheasant TV series

Either way, one thing is for sure

Hearing her say this, Yang Guoying sat on the big boss in about three years (hehe, I couldn't help but sneer in my heart) That should be almost two years Chenchen found out that she was infertile......

There's five years to come, and what's going on in those five years

I do not know

I don't want to know just yet, because I already have enough information to need

I cleared my throat and turned around to face Chenchen

Perhaps the innocence on Chenchen's body has long been washed away by time, but at least now, the woman sitting in front of me still has a little bit of ice and jade

"Do you know why I'm sitting next to you and talking to you right now?"

Chenchen was still sobbing, and his shoulders were heaving a lot

For a second I felt the urge to put my arms around my shoulder, but the absurd thought quickly faded away

I sighed, "Or just ask, do you know what made me sit here and talk to you today?"

She just continued to shrug her shoulders without answering me

It's all because of you

I can't say this sentence, it's extremely ironic, it's extremely vulgar, but I can't deny it's true

Ten years ago, the day Chenchen and I broke up, just downstairs in their dormitory, I had a very strong argument with her, and suddenly two men came out of the side of the road, who seemed to be classmates in Chenchen's class, I seemed to have seen it, and there seemed to be a slight impression that rushed over and couldn't help but say, and grabbed me aside, picked up his fist and punched me, although the attack was not particularly heavy, not the kind of poisonous hand with deep hatred, but it hit me like a needle in my heart

Because I walked between the two people and saw Chenchen, who was standing a few steps away, holding his arms and standing expressionlessly, not speaking, not dissuading, not expressing his position, the whole pokerface

I didn't resist, I didn't fight back, I was beaten and I fell to my knees with my hands on the ground

After more than a minute, Chenchen's soft words were enough, and the two of them instantly stopped obediently and stepped aside

Chenchen walked up to me and whispered into my ear, Does it hurt

I was trembling all over, trying to restrain myself from shoving my fist in her face

Chen Chen didn't wait for me to answer, stood up, dropped a sentence, "If it hurts, don't find a woman like me who will make you hurt as a girlfriend" and left with the two men

The farther and farther you go

The farther you go

The world always gives us the most brutal task, the most arduous journey

I've understood that since that day, and I've understood it thoroughly

I don't think it's surprising to say that many of those slaps I took in the morning two days ago were to repay her for the inexplicable beating that day in front of passers-by who came and went in broad daylight

Because 10 years ago, I knelt on that solid ground and made a promise

Sun Chenchen: You remember the shame just now, I will let you pay it back

It's not that just because you're a woman that I'm soft

But I will not trample on your self-esteem and humiliate your soul in broad daylight

Even if I hate you again, I will only choose a time when there is no one around, and I will pay you back alone

I did it

It wasn't until Chenchen's shoulders were getting smaller and smaller that I began to tell my thoughts, my true thoughts

I'm not a strong person, but that unforgettable experience of falling out of love is enough to be the motivation for me to move forward, to be the source of my efforts

I remember that at that time, I wrote in my diary: As a man, what does it mean to be successful, and if in the future, in a few years, every one of your ex-girlfriends will pay attention to each and every one of them because they regret leaving you, and they all beat the wall and cry bitterly, and they all feel that what they have done to you is the worst mistake in the world...... Then you're really successful enough

Now, it seems naïve, but I still feel sorry for my ex-girlfriend, because she was unwise enough to give up the chance to be the happiest woman in the world

If there is no regret, it is not called youth, but * loss and voluntary abandonment are two different concepts

Maybe Sun Chenchen will never understand this in his life

She finally looked up at me, her face confused, her eyes full of confusion

It's just that things are man-made, and I can't judge myself about this unpredictable world

Perhaps this is the crux of the question

"Do you know, if you don't leave me, I won't be strong and work hard, just to trample you and Yang Guoying under my feet in the future, and I won't have the life I have today," I looked at Chenchen, "I won't have this opportunity to be sent abroad, let alone meet you, understand?"

Chenchen blinked and didn't speak

He's probably thinking, "Never discriminate against crazy people, they're just different from your worldview."

I shook my head and stopped looking at Chenchen's face "I just wanted to ask you when you started doing this" After a while, Chenchen's voice came over, "...... Last month...... I then closed my eyes and said coldly, "I want to warn you not to try to tell me a lie, at least you can't do anything more stupid than this right now."

Chenchen's answer sounded a little resentful, "If you don't believe me, you can ask Yang Guoying without asking me."

"Yang Guoying, he knows you're doing this here now," I still had my eyes closed

Chenchen's voice was low, but it didn't lose its strength, "Anyway, even if I tell you, he doesn't know, you won't believe it, why do you have to ask me?"

I was silent

Subjectively, if you put a hat on a person, then no matter what they say or do, you're going to come to the same conclusion