Chapter 064: Even Breathing Hurts

Yun Mengxue sorted out her impetuous mood a little and returned to the barbecue venue.

"Did you succeed in refueling? Do you feel better?"

Song Xiaotian tilted her head and asked Yun Mengxue, which made her smile and nodded a little embarrassed.

"It's good not to feel uncomfortable, I guess it must be because I drank the juice made by Brother Yicheng, so it's like this. ”

After Song Xiaotian finished speaking, he also pouted at Lian Yicheng, he said that he shrugged his shoulders with an innocent wry smile.

Luo Haochen didn't want to go back to the venue, but looking at Yun Mengxue's figure, he really couldn't help it, but this time he was a little away from Yun Mengxue, and he had been watching her silently.

Not long after, when the barbecue gathering was about to come to an end, the initiator Chu Mohan and his wife Shao Yatong quietly left.

Song Zhiyu and Luo Haoning glanced at each other, they both knew that Chu Mohan and Shao Yatong left on purpose, in addition to the warmth time that the two of them wanted, it was more about the time for a few people present to get along.

After glancing at Song Xiaotian, who had already eaten about the same, and Yun Mengxue, who hadn't eaten much, Song Zhiyu leaned into Luo Haoning's ear.

"Brother Haoning, I don't think I can soak in the hot springs today, so let's almost disperse. ”

Luo Haoning glanced at Luo Haochen, who had a bitter face, and nodded.

The party is over.

Lian Yicheng left with Song Xiaotian, who was full of water and food, and Song Zhiyu also chose to go all the way with Luo Haoning because he had to take care of Luo Haoning, who was unable to move, but Yun Mengxue and Luo Haochen were left alone.

No matter how much resentment there is against Luo Haochen in his heart, at least the two of them have to walk together on the way out of the main gate of Nanhu. God seems to have favored Luo Haochen outside, and there were snowflakes floating on the ground.

The forecast said that there would be snow today, but it didn't fall until the morning, and I thought that the snow would not fall, but I didn't expect it to fall at noon.

Yun Mengxue frowned, and looked up at the white sky, which was a little dazzling, making her feel pain in her eyes. Suddenly, the snowflakes above her head stopped falling, Yun Mengxue was slightly stunned, and turned to look behind her.

Luo Haochen stood behind her with an umbrella in his hand, and when Yun Mengxue turned around, the two looked at each other again.

"I ...... Just look at the forecast and say there is snow, so ...... I happened to bring an umbrella ......."

Luo Haochen's words were stubborn, he was afraid that he would make Yun Mengxue angry again, and he didn't dare to tell her that the reason why she brought an umbrella was actually because she paid special attention to the weather forecast, so she prepared it for Yun Mengxue.

The snow was windy, but it was not particularly cold, but Yun Mengxue felt as if it was a frozen cold knife blowing in her heart. Although Luo Haochen didn't say it as clearly, Yun Mengxue had a brain, and she could guess why.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and in a matter of moments, the surroundings were covered in snow. The unique European-style ice lantern building in winter in Nanhu also shows a unique exotic romantic atmosphere in the snow.

Yun Mengxue looked at Luo Haochen in a daze, the two of them looked at each other as if time stopped instantly, and the air condensed into an eternal solid, and the lines of sight seemed to be twisted together, no matter what, there was no way to separate.

The snow-covered earth is white, Yun Mengxue's delicate face is like a carefully carved handicraft, and the more than two years have not made her decadent and sinking in her inner torment, but have added to the charm of mature women.

Yun Mengxue wanted to avoid Luo Haochen's gaze, but her eyes seemed to be absorbed by a magnet, and she struggled for a long time, but she couldn't completely separate each other's eyes.

"Cher's ......"

Luo Haochen called her softly, and Yun Mengxue's body trembled. At this moment, how hopefully Luo Haochen could enthusiastically hug Baoyun Mengxue and take her into his arms to spoil her.

The corners of his mouth curled up with a shallow arc, Yun Mengxue had been hurt after all, so it had to take a while to transition to get used to it, Luo Haochen tried his best to control his temper and wait for the ending after the transition.

Seeing Luo Haochen's faint smile, Yun Mengxue's heart seemed to be injected with a sourness, which made her tremble.

"Do you think that if you let yourself become peaceful and indisputable, do you really think that you are unworldly from now on? Luo Haochen, you save it, you are not such a person, don't pretend to be innocent in front of me. ”

I don't know why, seeing the curvature of the corners of Luo Haochen's mouth, Yun Mengxue will think of being forcibly kissed in Luo's house that day. That scene and that familiar and domineering but unstoppable aura seriously interfered with Yun Mengxue's heart and her decision.

As soon as he opened his mouth, there was this kind of angry confrontation, and a look of disappointment and pain flashed in Luo Haochen's eyes.

He felt as if a foot was being stomped on the tip of his heart, and he didn't know if he wanted to erase his memory, or did he want to make the pain of the memory more profound?

"Cher, I'...... I don't want to show this feeling in order to win your favor. You hate me, I know this hatred will not go away easily, maybe not in this life, but I ...... I still can't help but think about ......"

"Don't think about anything! I don't need to!"

Yun Mengxue turned around and stopped looking at Luo Haochen, she didn't know if it was because she was shaking with anger or because she was shivering from the cold, she just felt as if she was in an ice cave, and her lips gradually lost their ruddy color.

Luo Haochen looked at Yun Mengxue, he was a little afraid to speak, at least he could stand with Yun Mengxue when he didn't squeak, and he didn't know what would happen when he spoke. Last time in the Luo family, he was impulsive, compared to this time, Yun Mengxue hated the new hatred and the old hatred together.

Yun Mengxue's heart was lonely in the wind and snow, although she stood so close to Luo Haochen, she couldn't find the feeling of returning to him, because she had been refusing, and her sense of existence was gradually drifting away.

Looking at Yun Mengxue's trembling body, Luo Haochen really wanted to reach out and hug her into his arms, but his fingers moved slightly and held back, if the excitement was difficult to suppress, would he be affected and hated by Yun Mengxue again?

The thoughts in his heart became many and chaotic, Luo Haochen was entangled and distressed, and all kinds of indescribable emotional colors surrounded him under the pale umbrella, and the two of them stood like this for a long time without talking again.

Standing together for a long time, it seems that they want to give each other more time to spend together. Yun Mengxue always forced herself to remember those injuries and hate Luo Haochen more, but she also clearly felt that she couldn't continue to insist like that in her heart.

If the decision had never wavered and changed, it would not be as entangled as it is now, Yun Mengxue knows her changes, and she also knows that all her unhappiness comes from not daring to face her feelings calmly.

Silence does not make each other die, bitterness passes through the heart, and it seems that the roots of the tongue are numb together.

All kinds of memories of the past linger in my mind, and the relationship between Yun Mengxue and Luo Haochen is like a tango dance that has not been danced, until the curtain call, it is still only one step away from the final finale, which makes people feel lost.

This Luo Haochen's figure flashed in Yun Mengxue's afterglow, and she really wanted to turn around and take a good look at Luo Haochen.

It's been more than two years, and I don't know how many times that arrogant and arrogant shadow has flashed in my mind, but when I came back and really faced Luo Haochen, I didn't dare to confront him head-on.

Knowing right and wrong, he can't get back the real answer, but he always obsessively wants what kind of result he wants, but what kind of result he wants to get, Yun Mengxue herself can't say clearly.

Those memories of pain and hatred are actually cruel to oneself when you look back. Yun Mengxue's face was painful, and she pressed her heart with one hand, and the law that drove her heartbeat seemed to be broken again, otherwise how could she miss out and make people so uncomfortable?

"Cher, how are you ......?"

"I'm fine!

Without waiting for Luo Haochen to finish his concerned inquiry, Yun Mengxue coldly interrupted him, and naturally turned around to look at Luo Haochen, and subconsciously moved a step.

"I'm sorry. ”

A thousand words, only turned into three words - I'm sorry, Yun Mengxue has become unable to calm down again.

"Luo Haochen! Don't tell me anything I'm sorry, I'm sorry doesn't mean anything to me! What I've lost will never be recovered, and all the reasons are just for myself! I don't need your sorry, and you can't stand the forgiveness I give you, because you don't deserve it! Don't you deserve to know? You don't deserve it!"

Yun Mengxue pushed Luo Haochen away hard, he staggered back a step and a half, regardless of the heavier and heavier snow outside, Yun Mengxue shook off Luo Haochen and wanted to hold his hand, turned around and ran into the sleet.

Because of the snow, there are not many tourists left in the South Lake, and on the lonely sheep intestine road, only Luo Haochen is still standing in the snow with an umbrella, looking at the figure of Yunmengxue gradually moving away, and the umbrella handle fell from his hand into the snow.

The cold wind blew on the face, and the cold wind was biting to find that there were teardrops sliding down the face, snowflakes falling on the head, and the white eyelashes were melted by the tears that filled the eyes, but they formed ice crystals in the cold wind.

Yun Mengxue's figure could not be captured at all, Luo Haochen sighed depressedly in his heart, and couldn't help but look up at the sky......

"Cher, is it really a mistake for us to be together in the first place? It's not right for me to hurt you, but...... I didn't deny that marriage, I really cared about you and never thought of denying it......"

In this way, Luo Haochen could only say it to himself, because he knew that even if he said it to Yun Mengxue, what he would get in exchange would only be ridiculed words and abandoned eyes. After all, Yun Mengxue refused to forgive him, and she always refused to believe that this relationship was sincere.

Luo Haochen closed his eyes in pain, he couldn't forget the tearful and delicate face when he forced Yun Mengxue to leave, and he said the words that shouldn't be said ruthlessly, hurting her love and breaking her heart, how could Yun Mengxue have the courage to return to him again?

"I'm sorry, Cher, I'm sorry......"

One apology after another fell in the air, Luo Haochen really hoped that this sincere apology could be passed on to Yun Mengxue with the wind.

"When I saw you turn away, my heart trembled, even though I pretended to be indifferent. It's just that I didn't hold your hand tightly in the first place, didn't tell you my love, and I didn't know how important you were until I lost you. ”

Luo Haochen slowly opened his eyes, the white world became a little blurry, and the bright white in front of him made his eyes hurt.

At this moment, what else could he do but feel sorry for himself here? to chase Yun Mengxue? Maybe she hasn't gone far yet, or is she hiding in some corner waiting to chase her?

Luo Haochen smiled bitterly, this is just his imagination, maybe he really chased it, and Yun Mengxue would really disappear from now on.

"What's the use of regretting it now? Your heart has already been broken by me, and even if you want to say, 'I still love you,' you can't find the right reason...... No, it's like all the excuses you said! Cher, after losing you, I can't even breathe. ”

The tears of ice crystals slowly slipped down the corners of his eyes, and Luo Haochen's aching heart also shrank and trembled in the wind and snow......