Chapter 190: Plans to move out
Only when there is suffering can we know the suffering of sentient beings, if we have attachment, we will let go of attachment, and if we have care, we will have no concern.
Gong Qingchen still lets her dream about the past, and sometimes she suddenly remembers those memories of the past that have never been erased because of some ordinary things in life. When she is sad, she will watch "Journey to the West".
I remember that once when she watched "Journey to the West" with Ji Yunyang, she saw that at the end, Supreme Treasure was finally able to be with Zixia in another time and space. Supreme Treasure looked at the back of Monkey King and said, "Look at that person, he looks like a dog."
That person is obviously Monkey King, why is it said that I am like a dog, because in the end, the Monkey King with the golden hoop has lost his freedom and the persistence he once had, he has been changed by life, and he is no longer the Zixia Fairy or the person we like in the minds of ordinary people, and he has become the most ordinary you and me under the destruction of time.
All it takes is time to be unrecognizable, just like the memories between her and Ji Yunyang only need to take a little more time if they want to run aground.
There's nothing you can't get by, it's just that you can't go back.
Later, a few people chatted a little casually, Gong Qingchen remembered more clearly that Mu Rui secretly asked Song Yan when he hooked up with Gong Qingchen, and glanced at Gong Qingchen very carefully, and asked him if he was serious this time?
Such a small voice finally entered Gong Qingchen's ears densely, and she reluctantly held back her laughter, still very envious of the friendship between the three of them.
Song Yan couldn't stand Mu Rui's mother-in-law's mother-in-law's personality, so he pushed him aside and said, "Why are you gossiping so much all day long? Others don't understand me, don't you know me?"
"I just know you too well to ask such a thing!" Although Mu Rui didn't have a smile on his face, the meaning in his words was to demolish Song Yan's platform.
"I'll go to your uncle, Mu Rui, am I too fond of you, you said don't ruin my relationship here, I think you are envious, jealous and hateful. Song Yan was really speechless and kicked his feet again and again.
Compared with the gags between him and Mu Rui, Gong Qingchen kept looking at the two of them very softly with a shallow smile.
"Oh, both of you have girlfriends in the blink of an eye, so it's really embarrassing to leave me alone. When Mu Rui said this, there was a rare worry in his tone.
As soon as his words ended, Song Yan's face was comforted with the expression of his father's love for you: "You said that you have such a good condition, don't find one, how wronged." But it's okay, no matter how miserable a single dog you become, Yunyang and I will not dislike you. β
Mu Rui: "...... out!" In this way, Mu Rui, who had a violent temper, finally sent Song Yan and Gong Qingchen out of his restaurant.
When the two of them went out, Song Yan also showed a hint of apology, and his whole face had a smug smile that the conspiracy had succeeded, and Gong Qingchen saw his childish appearance and his mood improved.
"Okay, you can take it when you see me. Gong Qingchen ran away like this, and kept laughing, afraid that he would dislocate his chin with laughter.
"Who let him always spoil my image in front of you. When Song Yan said this, there was a sense of unfinished meaning in his tone.
Gong Qingchen heard Song Yan say this and deliberately pretended to think, so he raised his chin and calmly came to a conclusion: "When did you have an image, why don't I know." β
On the surface, Gong Qingchen seems to be a nobody, but in fact, she has too many things in her heart. She hadn't forgotten what Mu Rui said in the restaurant.
She thought that she had been gone for so long, Ji Yunyang would feel guilty about how much she had risen, it seemed that it was how much money he had gained, and this world would turn around like no one when it left, and the life of Young Master Ji was still as chic as before.
Whether she overestimated herself too much, or underestimated Ji Yunyang's heart, between her and Ji Yunyang, she has always been too naΓ―ve and thinks that people will never change.
"But is what Gang Murui said true, you are your school flower. Song Yan had just started the car, Gong Qingchen was sitting in the co-pilot, obediently drinking bubble tea, and when he heard his words, he almost didn't squirt out the milk tea in his mouth.
After choking a few sips, Gong Qingchen's face regained his calmness, and he waved his hand and said, "How is it possible? β
"So when Ji Yunyang was in school, his girlfriend was not you, or was there a girl who was close to him. Song Yan was not busy demolishing Gong Qingchen.
"Song Yan, we don't want to talk about this matter first, there is something I want to tell you that now I want to move out, my illness is almost cured, and I plan to go home in two days, thank you for taking care of me during this time. Gong Qingchen abruptly proposed to move out, which caught Song Yan off guard.
The atmosphere in the car was suddenly lowered to freezing, and the smile on Song Yan's face had not dissipated for a second, just like that, stiffly hanging on his face. In fact, Gong Qingchen wanted to talk about this matter a long time ago, but every time he was delayed by various things.
Whether it is Zhou Xinyi's questioning or Mu Rui's ridicule today, it is not the reason why Gong Qingchen decided to leave, she has always understood very well that the boundary between her and Song Yan is set at her friend.
Because they are friends, there is no need for Song Yan to do so much for her, and there is no reason for her to stay in Song Yan's house. Gong Qingchen is not a person without measure, and she knows that she should withdraw as soon as possible before everything changes.
"Why so suddenly. The stiff smile on Song Yan's face finally became lighter and lighter, and when he said this, his eyes kept staring at Gong Qingchen, and there seemed to be a deep sadness in it.
This proposal was indeed made a little suddenly, and Gong Qingchen quickly answered: "Actually, it's not much, suddenly you see that my body is recovering almost now, so I should think about what to do next in my life." β
Gong Qingchen had a lot of memories in his mind, probably when he asked Song Yan to help her find a job, but Song Yan refused.
This kind of idle days that only know how to eat and drink every day unconsciously erodes her thoughts, people are so inert, and it is precisely because of this that she can't stay in Song Yan's house all the time.
She has to rely on herself to get out of the sky, after all, relying on other people's things is not safe at all.
"Is it because I'm not good to you or ......" For a moment, there was only one thought in Song Yan's mind - Gong Qingchen knew that he was the one sent by Ji Yunyang to test her, and his heart began to beat violently.