Chapter 040: Fate and Fate Gathering Will Be Finalized
After meeting Luo Haoning, Yun Mengxue's mood couldn't calm down for a long time.
Sitting on the sofa and looking out the window, what she saw in her eyes was not the winter scenery, but the floating Luo Haochen's face, so real and clear, as if it was right in front of her.
"Cher, it's time to eat. ”
Qi Wenxuan greeted Yun Mengxue, her thoughts were all fluttering, and she didn't hear it at all.
"Cher?"
Qi Wenxuan walked out of the restaurant and stood there looking at Yun Mengxue, her expression full of sorrow and daze made Qi Wenxuan feel very distressed in his heart, and he really wanted to go over and hug Yun Mengxue tightly to soothe the sadness in her heart.
"Cher, why do you bother to do this to yourself. ”
Walking over gently, Qi Wenxuan sat on the sofastool opposite Yun Mengxue, Yun Mengxue came back to her senses and looked at Qi Wenxuan with an unnatural expression.
"I'm sorry, Brother Xuan, I was thinking about things just now, so I didn't hear it. ”
"That's not what I'm talking about. ”
Qi Wenxuan put one hand on Yun Mengxue's shoulder, there were some things he wanted to say, and he had to say them.
"I once said that when Cher is facing difficulties, she will always be by your side, unconditionally support you, take care of you, and know forever. But now...... Brother Xuan doesn't seem to be able to do that forever, Xue'er, you should plan for yourself. ”
"What?!"
Yun Mengxue was startled, and her expression became a little anxious.
"Brother Xuan, you ...... Isn't there something else that doesn't want me to live here......? Or is it something else? Are you going back to San Diego?"
Although she didn't want to make too much trouble for Qi Wenxuan, and she didn't want to take up too much of Qi Wenxuan's personal time because of taking care of her, when she was really faced with a choice, Yun Mengxue couldn't help but selfishly not want to leave Qi Wenxuan.
She was used to the care of this big brother next door, if it weren't for Qi Wenxuan, Yun Mengxue didn't even dare to imagine how she would have to spend the time when she faced adversity, and she also admitted that her heart was actually really fragile.
"Cher, you've thought too much. ”
I didn't want to say a few words to Yun Mengxue, which brought Yun Mengxue so much uncertainty and panic, and Qi Wenxuan felt very guilty and blamed himself.
He looked at Yun Mengxue's eyes fixedly, and could see that she had cried, but when she came back, she buried the sadness in her heart again, not wanting anyone to find out that this feeling was silently brewing and sublimating in her heart.
"Cher, in fact, you don't have to show yourself to be so indestructible, sometimes when it's time to let go of your guard and mask, you can also take it off appropriately to let yourself breathe. ”
Yun Mengxue stared at Qi Wenxuan with a pair of big eyes, his behavior in the past few days was a little strange, as if he was persuading her to turn back, could this matter be related to Luo Haochen?
"Brother Xuan, should you be...... Have you seen Luo Haochen?"
"Why do you ask?"
Qi Wenxuan felt quite painful in her heart, Yun Mengxue really had a telepathy with Luo Haochen, she could feel that kind of thing.
"You seem to be a lobbyist now, persuading me to return to Luo Haochen's side, not at all like Brother Xuan who accompanied me out of here without hesitation, so I feel a little confused. ”
Qi Wenxuan gently supported Yun Mengxue's face with both hands, just like every time she told her to believe in herself when she was a child.
"Brother Xuan will always be your Brother Xuan, I am still the same me, and I have never changed. I promise you, no matter what happens in the future, everyone changes, and Brother Xuan will not change. ”
Yun Mengxue tilted her head slightly, letting her cheeks cling to Qi Wenxuan's warm palm, his warmth flowed into her heart little by little, and the corners of Yun Mengxue's mouth curved into a faint smile.
"Why? Why can each of you smile at me, and treat me like your own family, everyone takes care of me, but it makes me even more confused. ”
"What are you confused about?"
Qi Wenxuan didn't want to hear Yun Mengxue say such things, and he didn't want to make Yun Mengxue change her past views on Luo Haochen because of what he did, as if he was forcing to accept and forgive Luo Haochen.
"I want my friends, and I want my family to be healthy, safe, and happy, and those interests don't matter to me at all. However, no one ever really understood my feelings, and my feelings. ”
These words deeply pierced Qi Wenxuan's heart, and he was very sad to find that Yun Mengxue might have been accustomed to it, so when talking about those people, she didn't think of putting Qi Wenxuan in to comment together.
But those are all forgotten, no matter what Qi Wenxuan has become of Yun Mengxue, his heart for her is still the same.
"That person will always show up, and sooner or later you will get what you want. ”
Yun Mengxue smiled and nodded, she was looking forward to it, but except for someone, other people's understanding could not bring greater touch, and can that expectation be realized?
"Xue'er is obviously afraid of the dark and needs someone to accompany her, but you always make yourself very strong. Perhaps in this kind of emotional entanglement, the person who can know and accompany you for a lifetime will pass by your side in a flash. ”
Yun Mengxue's eyes were very large, and these words made her feel very uncomfortable in her heart, as if she was about to run out of breath.
"Some people are destined to be in that relationship, and I don't want to dwell on anything, so just let it be. ”
In fact, Yun Mengxue herself couldn't figure it out, but what she could clear was that she was definitely not going with the flow by doing it now.
"Xue'er, all this may be predestined, the gathering and separation between people and the dispersion of fate, sometimes it is really not something that people can control, thinking too much will only make people feel sad, lamenting and sadness and being very helpless. ”
Qi Wenxuan's words Yun Mengxue wanted to cry, she was so sad, and the scene of Luo Haochen chasing after her at the drinking party that day appeared in front of her, but the scene of being driven out of Luo's house by Luo Haochen was also quite vivid.
"I don't want to go back to the life I used to have, and I don't want to continue that relationship, so Brother Xuan, don't talk about it. ”
Yun Mengxue looked away slightly, she didn't want to look at Qi Wenxuan, this would make the panic in her heart more directly expressed, Yun Mengxue didn't want to always be in chaos because of Luo Haochen.
But even so, Qi Wenxuan still didn't want to give up, and continued to persuade Yun Mengxue.
"Since God has given you the opportunity to meet again, does this mean that God actually likes to watch the combination of the two of you, and wants you to continue on this emotional path?"
Qi Wenxuan felt that he was stepping on a rhythm that could not be turned back, moving towards the road that was getting farther and farther away from Yun Mengxue, he would rather let himself be sad alone, rather than be sad with Yun Mengxue and her.
Qi Wenxuan's words couldn't help but make Yun Mengxue stunned, and her expression became even more unnatural.
"Brother Xiaotian, you ...... Don't make fun of me anymore, I don't want to think about that. ”
Yun Mengxue gently pushed Qi Wenxuan's hand away, measured her body and brushed her hair with one hand, covering up the unrest in her heart, and she didn't want to admit how her heart was beating in a panic when she met Luo Haochen.
Looking at Yun Mengxue's various entanglements and refusal to admit it, Qi Wenxuan sighed softly with a little anxiety.
"How can this be a joke? Cher, I've always been very serious when I talk to you, you should know that. ”
Yun Mengxue was stunned by Qi Wenxuan's words, she was entangled in her heart in this feeling.
"Yes, I know very well, so...... So I said, stop kidding me, I ...... Would take it seriously......"
Yun Mengxue's voice was very light and faint, and she seemed to be particularly afraid of being heard by Qi Wenxuan.
"Xue'er, in our life, we are always getting together and dispersing with people, and we will feel very tired after wandering for a long time, and we really need to find a harbor to stop and rest. ”
Yun Mengxue was stunned, looked at Qi Wenxuan blankly, and frowned for a long time.
Looking for someone as a safe haven Who are you looking for? Luo Haochen Yun Mengxue scolded herself fiercely in her heart.
"Why don't you go and try to accept it again...... Is it okay to have those who have brought tears to our eyes? I hope to be able to turn each other into people who will stay together for the rest of our lives, rather than passing by as passers-by who are destined to disappear into our memories. ”
Passer?!
Yun Mengxue didn't want to admit such an identity, and even if she said it herself, she really didn't want to admit it at the moment.
Seeing Yun Mengxue's reaction, Qi Wenxuan knew that this kind of words had penetrated deep into her heart like spreading water.
"The days of separation make people feel sad, because they can't feel each other's feelings, joys and sorrows, and they can't listen to the lamentations and voices in each other's hearts, so will it become pitiful?"
Poor? ...... Pity...... Is it?
Yun Mengxue's heart was trembling constantly, she could hear her voice very clearly, stirring back and forth in her mind over and over again, as if beating a gong and drum to remind her again and again, those were all deep imprints in her heart that could not be forgotten.
"Okay, Brother Xuan, I don't know why you suddenly said this to me, but my meaning is very clear. There is absolutely no possibility between me and Luo Haochen, because he ...... I've lost so much that I'm ...... Having lost his own child, this incident alone, Luo Haochen is not worthy of my forgiveness, not worth it!"
Yun Mengxue couldn't hold back her tears, she had just met Luo Haoning, listening to what he said he wouldn't persuade her to do, and when she came back, Qi Wenxuan dug into her mind and said so many words about fate and fate, she felt really uncomfortable.
"There's one more thing I'd like to tell you. ”
Qi Wenxuan's hand clenched into a fist slightly, his hand was trembling, he didn't want to say this kind of thing, but his conscience told Qi Wenxuan that he had to say it, after all, Yun Mengxue would not belong to him, what good was it to hide it in his heart?
"Cher, actually...... Actually, that day......"
Qi Wenxuan's face was very entangled, and Yun Mengxue looked at Qi Wenxuan in surprise.
"What was that day?"
What the hell did Qi Wenxuan want to say? Today he really wasn't an ordinary entanglement.
Taking a deep breath, Qi Wenxuan fixed his eyes on Yun Mengxue.
"Actually, that day in the hospital, when you were asleep, Luo Haochen went to the ward to see you. ”
"What...... What?Brother Xuan, are you ...... What do you say?!"
Yun Mengxue felt dizzy in front of her, if she hadn't been sitting on the sofa, she would definitely have fainted at this moment.
What did Qi Wenxuan mean by what he just said? Luo Haochen had been there that day in the hospital? So it also means that what she sensed in her dream that night was not an illusory dream, but a real reality, right?