It's still early, Shengshi arrived at the train station fifteen minutes early,

While facing the somewhat hot sun, he anxiously searched for Mo Qingyou's familiar figure in the crowd out of the station, and waves of people poured out from the exit of the station, and when Mo Qingyou and the passengers of their train left the station, Sheng Shi stretched his neck, and his eyes hurriedly swept over the faces of women.

Later, he finally saw Mo Qingyou.

Mo Qingyou wore a beige dome woven straw hat, wore a floral dress with jujube red and tender yellow, and a beige woven straw bag hanging on her shoulders.

Sheng Shi stepped forward, and Mo Qingyou saw him, with an expression on his face that was about to cry.

Sheng Shi was about to shudder with her, but unexpectedly, Mo Qingyou opened his arms and suddenly hugged his neck. Mo Qingyou sobbed and choked up, "It's so good to see you, Shengshi." ”

Sheng Shi didn't know if she was excited to see her, or because she was worried about her heart.

Sheng Shi said: "It's been a long time, are you okay?"

Mo Qingyou still hugged him and didn't want to let go, she said: "I'm not good, Shengshi, I'm not good at all, I really want to see you, I really want to, let me hold it for a while." ”

Sheng Shi stopped talking, he could feel Mo Qingyou lying on his shoulder, tears wetting his white T-shirt, and he could feel the sadness in her heart through the clothes.

Sheng Shi couldn't comfort her, he had always been so helpless in front of Mo Qingyou, he himself felt curious, when Le Cuicui was unhappy and angry, he would take her little hand without saying a word, and then take her into his arms, and say a lot of nice things to coax her, coaxing her to lose her anger at all, and hugging him happily.

But when I got to Mo Qingyou, I didn't need that set.

When Mo Qingyou cried, he also wanted to cry, he was at a loss, and he didn't know how to comfort the other party.

At this time, he was still like this, Mo Qingyou hugged him and cried, he could only use his palm to caress her back, and he couldn't do anything else.

The two men held each other in this position at the door of the train station for more than ten minutes, and the passers-by threw all kinds of eyes at them, some surprised, confused, envious, and contemptuous, and these eyes were shot at them like sharp arrows.

Mo Qingyou finished crying, her eyes were red and a little swollen.

Sheng Shi saw that she didn't bring anything except a small bag, and suddenly felt that she was a little lonely.

The two of them didn't speak, walking aimlessly along the street, the sun above their heads was a little hot, Sheng Shi said: "Do you want to go to our school to have a look, or find a place for you to rest first, the sun is too big, it is cool at night, suitable for going out for a walk." ”

Mo Qingyou said: "Okay, I listen to you." ”

Sheng Shi took her on the bus to the school, usually Gu Licheng and Lin Wan also took this bus to the school to find him, he and Mo Qingyou sat in the car, Mo Qingyou looked at the scenery rushing towards him outside the car window, just looked at it attentively, and did not show a little novelty about Beijing and the city where Sheng Shi lived.

Sheng Shi asked her, "Have you ever been to Beijing?"

Mo Qingyou said: "When I was a child, I came with my mother, and at that time I came to see Tiananmen Square and climbed the Great Wall together. ”

Sheng Shi knew that Mo Qingyou's mother had died a long time ago, and now her mother was married later by her father. So Beijing is also a place of memory for Mo Qingyou.

The two of them finally arrived at the school gate, Sheng Shi led Mo Qingyou out of the car, and then booked a room for Mo Qingyou in the business hotel opposite the school.

Sheng Shi said that he handed the room card to her and said, "You go in, it's cool to go in, do you need me to accompany you?"

Mo Qingyou said, "You stay and talk to me." ”

So Sheng Shi stayed, he and Mo Qingyou took the elevator to the sixth floor and found the room. The room was very clean, with a soft bed, two bedside tables, an LCD TV, two small chairs, coffee table, hanger. It's just that on such a hot day, there is actually a carpet, but when the air conditioner is turned on, it is indeed a little cold,

Mo Qingyou went to the bathroom to wash his face, and then turned on the TV.

The two of them took off their shoes and sat on the bed and watched a variety show for a while, and then Mo Qingyou said, "What about your girlfriend? Don't you have to accompany her?"

Sheng Shi said: "She went shopping with Lin Wan today, she has been having a hot fight with Gu Licheng's girlfriend recently, and the two of them quickly became best friends, completely abandoning me and Gu Licheng." ”

Mo Qingyou smiled: "That's not bad, four people dating, what a happy thing." ”

Sheng Shizheng wanted to ask Mo Qingyou's boyfriend what he looked like, he really wanted to take a look, although he didn't have to look at it, he also knew that the boy was not like Song Jinang, or like Lin Zhou and Lu Shen, all in all, he would be a person with clear eyebrows, good looks, and a good heart.

Sheng Shi said: "You haven't talked to me about your boyfriend, how old is he, how does he look, how did you meet, tell me." ”

Mo Qingyou smiled and said, "Look at you, you are still the same, and you always like to get to the bottom of it." ”

Sheng Shi thinks he likes to get to the bottom of things? Why didn't he notice it at all.

Mo Qingyou said: "My boyfriend is really good, Sheng Shi, he is not bad-looking, and he has a good heart, I will marry him, really, I have a hunch that we will get married." ”

Sheng Shi didn't know what to say, Mo Qingyou always said that she and that man would get married, and it seemed that she really had to marry that man.

Sheng Shi said: "Do you have a conversation with Song Jinang and Song Qi?"

Mo Qingyou said: "Yes, but only with Song Qi, she is married, do you know?"

Sheng Shi said: "I know, Song Jinang told me. ”

Mo Qingyou said: "Sometimes, I really wish that the person who was hurt at that time was me, really, I want to escape like Song Qi, we are always like this, we want to escape from everything, she wants to escape from harm, and I don't know why, obviously there is no harm, I also want to escape, escape to a place where others can't find it." ”

Sheng Shi didn't understand a little, what did Mo Qingyou's words mean by escaping, why did she flee?

Sheng Shi said: "What you said is so difficult to understand, why do you want the person who is hurt to be you?"

Mo Qingyou said: "Because of guilt, the farther Song Qi is from us, the more she wants to escape, the deeper the guilt I feel, so deep that I also want to escape, escape to a place where I can't see Song Qi." Sometimes I really regret why I should have a little bit to do with Linzhou. ”

Sheng Shi comforted her: "It's all over, everything is over, you don't have to blame yourself so much, and Song Qi won't want you to blame yourself like this." ”

Mo Qingyou snorted, she said, "No, she hates me, she must hate me to death, Song Jinang will also hate me, hate me for the rest of her life." ”

Sheng Shi was stunned for a moment, he didn't think Song Jinang knew everything, Sheng Shi asked her: "Song Jinang knows?"

Mo Qingyou couldn't control her tears, she sobbed and said: "He already knew, he knew everything, he hated me, he said it, he said I can hurt anyone, but Song Qi can't! ”

Sheng Shi said: "It's not you, it's just angry things he said." ”

Mo Qingyou said: "You don't know, Sheng Shi, Song Qi plans to accept him, she is ready to give up you and Song Jinang together, really, she understands that Song Jinang likes her, but everything came too suddenly, changed her mind, she would rather run away, rather go far away than come back." ”

Sheng Shi really didn't know what to say, Mo Qingyou's mood was a little excited, he felt as if he didn't know anything, Song Jinang and Mo Qingyou's quarrel, Song Jinang knew everything about Song Qi, he seemed to be the last one to know.

The two men were silent for a while, and then they didn't speak.

All of a sudden the room became very quiet, and the silence was terrifying. Mo Qingyou said: "Let's not discuss this issue anymore, I'm sorry, I'm a little emotional." ”

Sheng Shi said: "It's okay, I understand. ”

Does he really understand? The feeling of being hated by the person he loves, the feeling of going farther and farther away from the other party, he won't understand, Mo Qingyou to Song Jinang, Sheng Shi to Mo Qingyou, their own feelings are different from each other, maybe Mo Qingyou loves Song Jinang a little more than Sheng Shi loves her, maybe Sheng Shi loves Mo Qingyou a little more than she loves Song Jinang, who knows?

Later, the mood of the two people slowly improved, watching TV together, occasionally saying something about what they didn't have, and the time passed all of a sudden, and the sky outside gradually broke dark.

Sheng Shi said: "It's getting dark, I'll take you to eat something, can you take a walk?"

Mo Qingyou said, "Okay, listen to you." ”

Sheng Shi went to the bathroom to wash his face, and the mobile phone in his pocket rang, and he looked at the name of the caller, it was Le Cuicui, Le Cuicui's call came at a bad time, Sheng Shi hesitated for a while, and finally answered the phone.

Le Cuicui asked him, "Shengshi, where are you?"

Sheng Shi thought for a while and said, "I'm outside, with my friends, what's wrong?

Le Cuicui said happily: "Yes, who are you with?

Sheng Shi said: "No, don't come here, we have something else to do later, we have to go to the old campus." ”

Le Cuicui said, "What are you doing in the old campus? Why don't you let me go?"

Sheng Shi said: "Girls don't ask too much about things between men, I'll help him get a creation, it's not good for you to bother." ”

Le Cuicui didn't insist anymore, she said, "Okay, then you can be busy, call me when you come back, bye-bye." ”

Sheng Shi said, "Well, okay. ”

He put the phone in his pocket and exhaled with some relief, he turned around and was startled by Mo Qingyou, who was standing behind him at some point.

Sheng Shi said: "You scared me to death. ”

Mo Qingyou said, "Your girlfriend's phone?"

Sheng Shi thought about the conversation with Le Cuicui just now, Mo Qingyou should have heard it all, so he simply didn't deny it, he nodded.

Mo Qingyou said: "If you are really busy, you don't need to accompany me, and I can go around casually without hindering you." ”

Sheng Shi insisted: "No, you have come to Beijing to see me, can I not take you for a walk, let's go, don't think about this." ”