Lin Xuechu walked out of the city directly, when he didn't know where he should go.

The feeling that the whole sky was going to fall came again.

"Madam, where are you going now?" asked Mu Chu.

"Don't call me Mrs., call me Lin Xuechu. Lin Xue Chu said.

Mu Chu: "What did you say?"

"I said, call me Lin Xuechu. ”

After speaking, Lin Xuechu walked forward directly, without considering Mu Chu's reaction.

I know that I am now developing step by step in the direction of not paying attention to things, but I just can't control it, and the kind of things that can be imagined but can't be done have been hovering on me.

Lin Xuechu felt tired for the first time.

There are no desires, and I feel like I don't have any meaning in this world.

After arriving at a place to settle down outside the city, Lin Xuechu lay down directly on the bed, Mu Chu: "I'll go buy some grapes for my wife." ”

"I said, don't call me Mrs., I don't belong in that place. ”

Mu Chu nodded, and then said, "Okay Xue Chu." ”

After that, things kept wandering in Lin Xuechu's mind, and when he didn't know where he should go, Lin Xuechu felt that his whole body was empty.

When Jiang Suyi appeared, Lin Xuechu was stunned for a moment, "Why are you here?"

"I've had people protect you all the way. Jiang Suyi said.

Lin Xuechu nodded and stopped talking.

Jiang Suyi: "What do you think of you now?"

"I can't lift my energy. ”

Jiang Suyi shook her head: "It feels like it's because of the Gu worms, and I don't know how to help you." ”

"It's okay, I don't care about these things. Lin Xue Chu said.

Jiang Suyi: "Why are you like this now?"

Lin Xuechu shook his head: "It's just that I'm not interested in some things." ”

Jiang Suyi sighed, "It's okay, no matter what, I'll help you." ”

After Lin Xuechu answered, the two of them didn't say anything more.

In the end, Jiang Suyi looked at Lin Xuechu solemnly, "So do you feel that everything doesn't matter now?"

Hearing Jiang Suyi say this, Lin Xuechu really nodded.

Jiang Suyi: "Why don't you go back with me first." ”

"Good. ”

Feeling that they could easily control their thoughts, Lin Xuechu felt that Jiang Suyi's words seemed to have a kind of magic, in fact, no matter who they were, they seemed to her to have a lot of magic now.

It's the kind of magic that attracts you to move forward.

I also feel that I live in this world very erratically, and everything under my feet is empty.

It seems that he has lost some kind of qualification to be a human being.

The most important thing is that Lin Xuechu can recognize what the whole person is doing, and he can know what he is thinking when he is doing something.

But I can't control it.

Look at the ups and downs of the world from a perspective of watching yourself.

Jiang Suyi: "Then I'll help you pack your things." ”

At this time, Lin Xuechu saw Jiang Suyi's eyes red, "What's wrong with your eyes?"

Jiang Suyi's hand touched her eyes and said, "My eyes...

… There's something I don't know if I should say or not. ”

"That incident is the reason why your eyes are so red?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Jiang Suyi nodded: "I don't know what I should do, but I really, I really ......"

"Say it. Lin Xuechu took his clothes from Jiang Suyi's hand, "I can help you." ”

"Actually, it's good to have your words, and I thank you very much. ”

Lin Xuechu: "It's okay. Said to accompany you. ”

Even if he said such sincere words, Lin Xuechu didn't have any big changes in his heart, and finally knew what he was going through now.

I feel like my emotions are being minimized.

I feel less and less the meaning of life, I feel that everything is the same, happy and desperate, it is very boring.

I also feel my perception being stripped away.

There are some things that you can feel clearly, but you have to rely on others to survive.

That's what I'm feeling tired about right now.

It's because I know that I'm tired, so I can easily know what I'm doing.

Jiang Suyi's words didn't know when they came, Lin Xuechu only remembered that when she looked at her, her movements seemed to have slowed down, opening and closing, and she had to listen carefully to what she said.

"That's it, I really didn't expect it to be ...... I'm scared. ”

"What are you afraid of?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Jiang Suyi: "I'm afraid I won't be able to stay with him for a long time." ”

"Who is he?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Jiang Suyi: "Lin Baiyi." ”

"Say it again. Lin Xuechu spoke, "I didn't hear it just now." ”

Even though I know it's wrong to say this, I don't think it's okay.

I have already drawn a distance from others.

Standing behind the line, you can't see what others are thinking.

Anyway, it has nothing to do with me.

Jiang Suyi: "I have always told you one thing, that is, my ...... with Lin Baiyi"

"What do you like about him?" Lin Xuechu asked.

After thinking of the villain things Lin Baiyi did, Lin Xuechu was very puzzled.

"Aren't you shocked? I fell in love with someone other than His Highness. Jiang Suyi said.

Lin Xuechu: "Feelings are like this, you must have your own reasons if you don't like Mu Jinhang, and it is your right to pursue love." ”

Jiang Suyi's whole person changed after hearing this, and she felt that she had found a breakthrough, and then said: "I actually wanted to tell you about me and Lin Baiyi a long time ago, but I don't know how to speak." ”

"Say it now. Lin Xue Chu said.

Jiang Suyi responded, and then looked ahead: "I don't know what I like about him, but that emotion spread easily in my heart, and I don't know what kind of feeling I felt when I saw him for the second time, I just felt that I was a lot freer, and it seemed that I had never had such a moment." ”

Lin Xuechu: "Then you really like him." ”

Jiang Suyi said with a shy face after hearing this: "I thought you wouldn't understand me."

。 ”

Lin Xuechu didn't want to magnify such a warm moment with Jiang Suyi, so he said directly: "What do you want me to do?"

Jiang Suyi waved her hand after hearing this: "What are you talking about?"

Lin Xuechu: "I said, what can I do to express my blessings to you?"

Jiang Suyi smiled and said, "I don't need you to do anything, it's just that I was seen with him at that time, and I was worried." ”

"Don't worry, it's just a little episode of your own encounter with someone you like. Anyway, you're all together now. Lin Xuechu said.

Jiang Suyi nodded: "But I'm really scared." Our relationship will be discovered. ”

"Didn't you say someone had seen it, so it was for sure that it was found. ”

Jiang Suyi sighed: "You're right. ”

Lin Xuechu also felt that what he said was right, but he couldn't say that.

At least comfort Jiang Suyi first and say, that thing is okay, don't worry.

But I don't know how to say what I really think in my heart, and put aside all external things, put aside all things outside the words, Jiang Suyi said that there are two possibilities at the core of this matter today.

The first is to give the most to share her love life.

The second is to guide herself towards a point she wants to reach.

Lin Xuechu didn't want to think that others were really dark, and there was a feeling that the whole world was letting me down.

But now, Lin Xuechu felt that Jiang Suyi must have done something by herself.

However, because I am now in a vacuum of contact with others, in these moments, in fact, other people's emotions have nothing to do with me.

And your emotions have nothing to do with you.

"Can you help me?"

I don't know what Jiang Suyi said again, Lin Xuechu always ignores other people's words when thinking about his own problems.

"What did you say?"

Jiang Suyi: "Your state is really bad. ”

"Say it again. Lin Xue Chu said.

Jiang Suyi: "If that person is really His Highness, I don't know what I should do." ”

(End of chapter)