I was very sad to hear the result of my expulsion. Although I knew that the result would be like this, I couldn't turn the corner for a while when I really heard the result, and I stood there for half a minute before recovering.

On the other hand, Shangguan Jie is completely different, but he seems to be secretly laughing in his heart, because he can finally justifiably not have to go to school.

"I haven't been back since last night, Applejack, I need to go back first, I don't know what the house will be like, we'll meet at Changjiekou tomorrow"

"Okay, we'll meet there tomorrow, do you want to call them?"

"No more"

Back to the place I call home, a home of three small houses. This home is not our own, it is the house of a distant aunt who married here. Because of what happened to Xue'er and me that year, the family had to move out of that small mountain village with beautiful mountains and rivers. At that time, my parents didn't know where to go, but fortunately, my aunt knew about it, because my parents were good to that aunt at that time, and it happened that their family bought a house in the new city, so they gave our family to live here, which was regarded as repaying her parents for their kindness to her when she was a child.

I didn't expect to live here for six years. In the past six years, I have slowly grown from a little hairy child to an ignorant teenager, and now I can only vaguely see the outline of my childhood. A lot has changed, but what hasn't changed is the missing of a person, Murong Xue - is the only concern I have been away from all these years, the girl who went to and from school together when she was a child, I don't know how she is doing now?

My parents had to move out, or we could still escape, but what about her? A boy can't stand the eyes and saliva of the villagers, but what about her? Can a girl and her family stand it? Can they stand the kind of eyes of the neighbors? I don't know if she has been doing well all these years? I have wanted to open the little box countless times, and countless times I will think of that person, Xue'er.

The house seemed quiet tonight, when I returned. Mom was busy in front of the stove, and Dad was sitting alone at the table, looking preoccupied, and he didn't know what he was thinking. Accustomed to his scolding, it feels very wrong not to be scolded today. This family is very quiet except for my father's drunken scolding on weekdays, and sometimes it is really scary, especially today.

Jin went straight to the back room, did not say hello to his parents, and did not say that he had not gone home there for the past two days. It's not that I don't want to speak, but even if I call Dad, Dad won't pay attention to me, even if I explain in detail what I've done these days, maybe it will only get a slap from my dad and distressed tears from my mom. So from the age of twelve, I was used to being alone.

As I grew up, I realized how much of an impact that incident had on my family. Sometimes I hate myself too, because I made my parents unable to hold their heads up in front of the neighbors, because I let my parents go away. Every time Dad's iron fist fell on him, he felt how guilty he was.

Although I still don't know what I did wrong, sometimes my father's fist will fall on my mother when I am drunk, and I want to raise my fist many times, but I can't let go. After all, he is his own father, and when his father wakes up, he holds his mother's regretful and guilty eyes, not only will he be moved when he sees it, but many people in the world may be moved by it.

Every time I feel very sad in my heart, my mother has to endure not only the white eyes of outsiders for herself, but also the fists of my father after drinking. There are no tears when you are sad, even under the iron fist of your father. When you are particularly upset, you will run to the opposite hill to vent on some sandbags, which are used by some martial arts enthusiasts when practicing here. When I'm sad, I'll lock myself in my room by myself, thinking about things stupidly in front of that box.

"Jing Fei, come out to eat, today my mother made some delicious food for you"

When I came out of the back room, I saw some dishes on the table today that are rare on weekdays, and there was actually my favorite braised pork chop. Today's atmosphere is really weird, the family eats around the table, no one says a word, this home used to be very quiet, but it is not like today.

"Lao Shi, you see how many years our family has moved here, today is our son's eighteenth birthday" In the end, it was the mother who broke the silence.

Dad didn't squeak, just let out a long sigh and picked up the wine glass in front of him again.

"This is what Mom made for you today, eat more" Mom sandwiched a piece of pork chop in my bowl, infinite love!

Dad drank another glass of wine, put down the glass, and looked at me: "You are eighteen years old today, and you have grown up"

"Hmm," I replied.

"Finally, I Shi Quan raised you, this is what I owe you in my previous life"

"Lao Shi, why do you talk like this in front of your child" Mom looked at Dad in confusion.

"My Shi Quan has ruined this little boy all his life, when he was twelve years old, he made me suffer from the abuse of the neighbors, so that I Shi Quan had no face to see people, and left the mountain where my ancestors lived. I thought he would become more obedient when he grew up, but who knew that he would become even worse, and now it's good, eighteen years old, grown up, good not to learn, learned to fight, skip class. Fortunately, he was expelled from school, and even the police came to the door. My Shi family is also a scholarly family in Dashiba, and my ancestors have lived in the admiration of others for generations, how come it will be like this in my generation, God, what did you say I did in my last life, and I want to suffer for you like this in this life" Shi Quan said more and more excited

"Lao Shi, today is the child's birthday, don't talk so much, if there is something to talk about today"

"After today? After today, I don't know what he will do? I have to lose the face of my ancestors for eight generations? How will I go to see my ancestors and loyalty? Today you are also eighteen years old, you have grown up, you can live on your own, from today you are not my son of Shi Quan, I don't have a son like you, you go"

"Lao Shi, the child is still young, have you drunk too much today?"

"I've had enough, I've paid him back, and we've had nothing to do with it ever since.

Get out of here! I don't have a son like you! Get out! Get out!!!!!!!!!

I'll never see you again!!!!!!"

The old stone hissed to the end.

"Child, his father, why are you so bothered? he is our son" Xiufen on the side was frightened by her husband's appearance, and only tears flowed down her eyes.

Putting down the bowl, I turned and rushed out the door, running as fast as I could. Like a wounded cheetah, maybe only speed and sweat can relieve some of the pain in my heart at this time!

An eighteen-year-old boy who doesn't know what he's doing wrong, and sometimes he doesn't even feel like he's doing anything wrong.

What hurt him was his mother's tearful face, and maybe, maybe his father's desperate eyes looking at him.

Galloping、、、 galloping、、、 only speed can alleviate the pain of the drill bit in my heart.

I've forgotten about meeting Shangguan Jie at the entrance of Changjiekou, and now I just want to escape from this place, as far away as possible, and preferably never come back.