Chapter Twenty-Five: I'm Really Alone from Now On

Running away from his wife, he will love with his hands tied Chapter 25 I will really be alone from now on

Chapter 25 of the city is really alone from now on

Chapter 25 I'm really alone from now on

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Well, all he can do is... Thinking of this, Situ Leiyan clenched his fists tightly.

Xiao Xixi, who was streaked with tears, leaned back on the chair at the moment, calmly like a baby who had just cried, her fair skin was a little tired at the moment, and her long eyelashes were hanging down, as if she had unloaded all her sorrows. She slept heavily because she was so tired.

"I took her back to rest. Situ Lei Yan opened his mouth, Yan Rui raised his head and hesitated for a moment, before he reluctantly nodded: "I will deal with the aftermath of my uncle and aunt first, and try to let her rest well." "Even if he can't give up 10,000, after all, she needs to rest too much at the moment. Once injured, it is not just a person who is injured.

Taking over Xiao Xixi from Yan Rui's embrace, Situ Lei Yan was like taking the most precious thing, for fear of bumping into it. In fact, he had never been so cautious about Gu Ruolan before. He slowly carried her out the door, afraid that the slightest movement would wake her up.

Xiao Xixi rippled in his solid embrace, but there was no sign of waking up. Situ Leiyan gently put her in the passenger seat, and she only moved slightly defenselessly, frowning slightly, but continued to regain her calm breathing.

With such a tranquil and harmonious atmosphere, Situ Lei Yan felt that he had not felt it for a long time.

Start the engine gently and start the car slowly. Along the way, there was a quiet atmosphere in the carriage. He had too many emotions in his head, but no proper expressions. He suddenly wished that this moment would last forever, and to hell with everything before.

habitually brought Xiao Xixi back to his previous villa, and since she lived and left, he has never set foot here again. He was afraid that as soon as he entered the door, he would have the breath of her, and he didn't want to flash her smile here, the warmth of the two of them. Today they are back again, two of them together.

Although, this is not what it used to be.

Putting Xiao Xixi on the soft big bed, he sat quietly on the edge of the bed, looking at her lips, the tip of her nose, her face... The forehead with the messy hairline is exposed, and suddenly there is a scar on the forehead that is not deep or shallow. ,, It seems to be his "masterpiece" that night, Situ Leiyan can't help but think of that night.

At that time, he only cared about anger and displeasure, and he was always angry without thinking about it. Now that I think about it, I decided everything so hastily, as if something was wrong. It's too much of a coincidence, it's a little too compact... It's just that at this moment, he suddenly doesn't mind that night. Including, now that she's pregnant with someone else's child, he's... Able to accept it calmly.

But does she love him, maybe it's love, so... hurt Gu Ruolan's child. Thinking of this, Situ Leiyan's heart was still tight.

He stretched out his big hand and stroked her forehead, and gently slid it over the corners of her eyebrows, seeing that tears were oozing from the corners of her eyes unconsciously, he stroked it lightly, and muttered in a low voice, "I'm sorry." He knew very well what was hidden in his heart, and if it weren't for him, maybe she wouldn't be like this, whether it was hurting others or being hurt by others.

And myself, if there is no her, there is no past, there is no sadness. It's just that I did love, even if it was just once. Looking down on all living beings, he never thought that one day he would be tied up like this by a weak woman.

Outside the window, the dawn and the night overlap with each other, and there is a quiet moment of autumn morning.

Xiao Xixi woke up from her dream, she sat up suddenly, and found that she was in Situ Leiyan's villa where she lived a long time ago. He was sitting on the edge of the bed against the head of the bed with his eyes slightly closed, breathing evenly.

Looking at his carved face clearly, for a moment, Xiao Xixi had the illusion of going back to a few months ago. But, apparently not, she couldn't help but feel sour in her heart. Just wanted to get out of bed, but was caught by Situ Leiyan, he looked at her with warm eyes, and said calmly: "You are awake." ”

The tone is as calm as water, without a trace of waves. Xiao Xixi wanted to break free of his hand with all her might, but she couldn't break free after shaking it a few times, she bit her lip: "Let go." ”

Situ Leiyan continued to hold her hard, Xiao Xixi continued to struggle hard, and after a few times, she had no strength, she was really angry, and she directly began to bite him. After repeated times, Situ Leiyan was anxious: "You still have the child in your belly." He thought that this sentence would make her wake up, but he found that it was like adding fuel to the fire, and Xiao Xixi bit harder.

Biting a few more times, Xiao Xixi suddenly realized that she couldn't tell whether it was a bite or a kiss.

I don't know when, she had collapsed on the big bed, her hands firmly fixed on her head, unable to move, and he was above her to avoid pressing her abdomen, and a shadow hung over her.

Xiao Xixi stared at his eyes with tears, and Situ Lei Yan also stared straight at her, and suddenly kissed him deeply. She couldn't dodge, his lips were already sealing hers. Like the sea breeze blowing through the sand, his lips, which had not been touched for a long time, rose softly, and he could no longer think of any other way to give her what he wanted than words. Although she stubbornly closed her lips and did not give him any response.

After a while, Situ Lei Yan left the touch on her, his eyes looked at her calmly, Xiao Xixi still burst into tears, as if she was forced to bear it, but her body naturally warmed up with his giving. She heard him whisper, "Don't cry. But she burst into tears. The body couldn't help trembling, and Situ Lei Yan let go of her, slowly pulled her up, and pulled her into his arms.

Xiao Xixi cried promisingly, it had been a long time since he had such a broad and solid shoulder. I really don't want to think about anything, I just cry.

It took a long time for him to wipe away her tears and go downstairs. Xiao Xixi insisted on going to the hospital without eating, but it was not easy for Situ Leiyan to pour her two glasses of milk, and she never ate it again, so she could only give up.

Xiao Xixi didn't expect that the car was not driven to the hospital, but to the funeral home. Today, she is actually about to say her final goodbye to her parents. Speechless along the way, her eyes red and swollen from crying, and her vision blurred ahead.

I don't know when the sky has been pouring autumn rain, hitting the car window and blurry. Watching the wipers swing rhythmically from side to side, her mind was at a loss, with a moment of messiness, a moment of blankness, like reality, and like a dream.

When Yan Rui and Situ Leiyan accompanied her to say her final goodbye to her parents, she suddenly realized that in the future, she would really be alone. Xiao Xixi no longer has parents, and she has no choice but to grow up.

Today, a cocoon has formed in her heart because of grief.

As Yan Rui returned home, she lay on her parents' bed, just keeping her eyes open for a long time. Their breath is still there... Suddenly, she hurriedly got up and rushed to the bathroom to retch. It only stopped for two days, and the reaction... Suddenly again.

Yan Rui heard her footsteps and the sound of vomiting mixed with the sound of water, and also hurried to her side and patted her back gently. Xiao Xixi made a splash and sobered herself up. She tried to squeeze out a smile, pretending to be okay and said, "Brother Rui, it's okay, life... And it's business as usual. I still have to work hard to feed my baby. ”

Such a smile made Yan Rui's heart hurt uncontrollably. The sound of rain outside the house was very loud, as if he was in a mood at the moment, she was his destined calamity. Anything related to her must be what he cares about, Yan Rui gently hugged her in a half-loud voice, Xiao Xixi leaned on his shoulder without refusing, and only listened to him say: "Xixi, the baby is ours, ours." ”

At this sentence, Xiao Xixi suddenly pushed him away and said seriously: "... No, Brother Rui. The words were full of unwavering rejection.

Yan Rui didn't hear what she meant at all, and before she could say anything, his slender fingers had already touched her delicate and fair face: "Xixi, follow me to the United States." ”

What the. Xiao Xixi was taken aback for no reason, not knowing how he could have such a proposal. But then his words silenced her. Yan Rui said seriously: "Xixi, you know, for so many years, I have almost never said how much I love you. I deceived myself and always thought that because you were young, you didn't know how to love, I could wait for you. Actually, I know, I just don't want to admit that you don't love me at all. I'm just blindly confident in my feelings for you, and I won't lose to time for the rest of my life. ”

"Brother Rui..."Xiao Xixi wanted to interrupt him, but was still drowned out by his words.

Yan Rui stared at her eyes tightly, and there was flawless affection flashing in her delicate eyes: "If you smile, I will be happy for many days, and many things when you were a child, I will remember them for many years." When my uncle wanted to hand you over to me, I nodded in agreement with such ecstasy that I didn't. But now, you need me, and I will be with you for the rest of my life, and I won't let you be alone. ”

After saying it straightforwardly, Yan Rui was also calm, he no longer hid his feelings, but let it be in the sun. to accept Xiao Xixi's test and test. With that, he gently hugged her into his arms again.

Xiao Xixi was silent, she understood, how could she not understand. She thought about what could maintain Yan Rui's incomparably and impeccable care and patience with herself, but she didn't want to admit that possibility. He loved her, unconditionally, unreservedly.

However, everything was so chaotic, so fast.

I didn't have time to organize my thoughts, and everything was like a roaring sea. Xiao Xixi's parents appeared in front of her eyes again, as if their voices were still resounding in the house, it was so difficult to answer, it was so difficult to choose, it was so difficult to face... How it all began, and how did it end?

Xiao Xixi tried her best to contain the tears that wanted to come out, and said quietly, "Brother Rui, let me calm down, okay." At this time, the mobile phone rang without losing time, and Xiao Xixi picked it up without hesitation: "Hey." ”

On the other end of the phone, it was the deep and strong voice she was familiar with: "Xiao Xixi." Chapter 25 I was really alone from now on