Qu Nanxiu dragged all his belongings back to his residence in a low mood, counted his poor income, and ended the sad first day.

I didn't turn on the light, I sat alone, trying to challenge myself, but I was once again swallowed up by the fear of loneliness and darkness.

Is this the end of this life? Confined to a small cubicle where you can't see the sky, struggling for food and clothing, unable to stretch your fists and feet?

Thinking of the disappointed gaze that his father would look at when he knew what was going on, he felt hopeless about himself.

Thinking of Li Tangni and Grandpa Li, the despair deepened.

Bored, I picked up the love madness 8 that shouldn't belong to this cheap basement, and casually scratched a few times, and a name appeared in front of me - Wang Sanyi.

Qu Nanxiu's eyes lit up. He knew that at least he wouldn't starve to death, so he would make a cameo appearance for a few more days, in order to survive, this was an emergency way.

Unfortunately, Wang Sanyi on the other end of the phone was drinking, and he was so drunk that everyone had six eyes and three mouths. Although his sanity was not completely lost, he also lost most of his armor.

In this way, it was hard for him to remember who Qu Nanxiu was: "Brother, it's you! I miss you so much!"

"Uh......"

Qu Nanxiu didn't know how to answer for a while.

As a result, the unlucky child Wang Sanyi had a bald mouth, so he recruited everything: "Brother, do you know? The person I envy the most in my life is you! There are hundreds of Xiaobai under my hands, and none of them are as lucky as you! You see that you have just debuted, and you are still a part-time job, and your income can be so high... Do you know why it's so high?"

Qu Nanxiu asked casually: "Why?"

"Because of Li Tangni!"

Qu Nanxiu frowned, with a sense of foreboding.

"The goddess is too good to you, isn't it? Our company pays you a small half, and Li Tangni will subsidize you by more than half, which newcomer can be so lucky as you!"

Qu Nanxiu's face was not very good-looking, he didn't say a word, and hung up the phone silently.

Over there, Wang Sanyi didn't know what he was saying, and he was still drinking with interest.

Sitting in the dark for a long time, Qu Nanxiu's mind was blank for a long time.

He also naively thought that he had a talent for modeling, but he was just not interested. It turned out that more than half of such a high salary was subsidized by Li Tangni!

He is an eight-foot man, with hands and feet, and he even asks his girlfriend to pay for himself out of his pocket! Besides, it is not a small amount.

Qu Nanxiu's mood worsened, and he was hit to the ground. There is no place for manly self-esteem. I didn't have time to appreciate Li Tangni's good intentions, I just felt that I was useless.

It's still separated, how can I live under her halo all my life and rely on women to live? No, that's not him Qu Nanxiu, let alone the life he wants!

A flash of white light.

The ink-colored robe swayed in the wind, and Qu Nanxiu saw himself incarnated as Tu Tian, galloping between the vast world and the world.

Over the mountains, over the lakes, over the villages, over the boundless wilderness and the golden wheat fields, passing through so many places, free and easy like a feather that wanders with the wind.

However, when he saw the two white-clothed fluttering backs that appeared in front of him, he was instantly stunned!

He immediately realized that he was not careless, he was just like a kite, and the thread had always been in the hands of one person......

At this time, Li Tangni called: "Nanxiu, there is a lot of traffic jam on the road, I want to be late." Have you eaten?"

"You don't need it!"

Qu Nanxiu yelled at his mobile phone uncontrollably.

Li Tangni, who was anxiously hurrying in the taxi, was stunned: "Why?"

"I want to be quiet!"

Li Tangni thought that he must not be able to adapt to the change from a college student to a stall owner, and he was in a bad mood, so he said weakly: "I'll accompany you, it's okay if I don't make a noise next to me?"

"No need!" Qu Nanxiu continued to roar, the night and loneliness made him unable to control himself, "We are not all the way, we should go our separate ways, the farther away you are from me in the future, the better!"

"Southern ......"

Busy. The phone was disconnected.

Qu Nanxiu could imagine Li Tangni's sad expression. For a moment, he regretted a little, he was really a white-eyed wolf!

The heart is heavier, and the night is darker.

Qu Nanxiu, who refused to be accompanied by Li Tangni, hugged his weakness and helplessness, and fell into hellish loneliness.

In the end, he couldn't resist the darkness and loneliness, turned on the light, and used his mobile phone to find a random radio station to listen to.

The program is an interview with Mr. Cui Qi, a Chinese-American winner of the 1998 Nobel Prize in Physics.

Professor Cui was born in 1939 in the impoverished rural village of Pingdingshan, Henan Province, to honest and illiterate farmers. He loved to read since he was a child, and although his family was poor, his parents also tried to send him to school.

In 1951, his mother overcame many difficulties and sent him to Hong Kong to receive a good education, but he did not expect that that farewell would be a farewell.

His father, who stayed on the mainland, starved to death in 1959, while his mother died of poverty and illness in 1968 on charges of being a foreigner.

On the day of her mother's death, Cui Qi's sister wanted to borrow a shovel to bury her mother, but even though she kowtowed and knelt down and begged the whole village, no one was willing to borrow it.

In the live broadcast room, the hostess asked: "Professor Cui, if you were given another chance, would you choose to go out to study, or continue to stay in the countryside?"

I can hear that Professor Cui, who was originally emotionally stable, burst into tears, like a child, regardless of the live broadcast of the show, and cried on the spot!

While crying, he choked up and said: "This incident has kept me awake at night for many years, and I can't live in pain." If I were given another chance, I would not hesitate to choose to stay in the countryside and would rather be a farmer for the rest of my life! In this way, my father might not die of illness and my mother would not starve to death! If only there was a regret medicine in the world!"

The host also cried.

I wanted to listen to a show to relax, but now the mood is even worse. Qu Nanxiu, like thousands of listeners, wet the corners of his eyes.

Probably because, night is the soul's best companion, and there are many talk shows during this time period.

He switched to another station, and what was being played was Ding Junhui, a snooker player known as the "Star of the East" by the British media, telling his childhood story.

Accompanied by soft piano music, Ding Junhui preaches that from the age of eight, he began to undergo an almost brutal, isolated closed training. The level of cruelty is absolutely unimaginable to other children of the same age.

At the age of thirteen, he won the third place in the Asian invitation, and the title of "prodigy" has spread far and wide, and since then he has been out of control on his career path, and many parents who want their son Jackie Chan are deliberately following Ding's father's approach.

Ding Junhui said emotionally: "If I had to choose again, I would never play billiards." Because of playing billiards, I lost the joy of my childhood, and I didn't even have a little friend. In that monotonous closed training, I became a puppet who couldn't speak, and I felt pain and misfortune in my life, which I regretted the most......"

Regret again!

Qu Nanxiu called out to Professor Luo in his heart, there are so many people who need your regret medicine......

At the same time, Luo Renyan is indeed dominating the laboratory. The small laboratory is a stage for him to display his strengths, pursue his dreams, and benefit mankind, and also witness one miracle after another created by this scientific giant.

As soon as he gets up at work, he forgets the time, and it is common for him to stay up all night, and many times, he can't remember to eat when he is hungry. Even when you're eating, your brain is running at high speed.

Although he knows that this is not good for the stomach, who makes the family have an "iron stomach" since childhood?

People are looking for hot water in winter, and Professor Luo is looking for popsicles everywhere.

In order to better understand the human brain, Luo Renyan has done many interesting experiments. For example, long-term follow-up studies have been conducted on lovers who are addicted to lovers.

Studies have shown that in people in love, the "reward nerves" in the caudate nucleus of the brain, as well as the ventral tegmental area of the midbrain, are activated to release dopamine chemicals.

Dopamine can make people go crazy, so people in love tend to ignore each other's shortcomings. In fact, people are addicted to many things, thanks to dopamine secretion.

Then, Luo Renyan evaluated 100 lovelorns and found that about 40% of them suffered from clinical depression, also known as "broken heart syndrome", of which 12% were moderate to severe. Some people even commit suicide out of despair.

Despair is related to several networks in the brain, one of which is the "reward nerve".

The reason why people are desperate is because the reward system of the brain is still expecting a romantic reward, that is, crying and shouting for "sugar" to eat.

But now that we've broken up, it's definitely hard to get what I'm looking forward to.

When the abandoned party realizes that the reward they are expecting will never return, the dopamine-producing cells in the midbrain reduce their activity levels, leading to listlessness, disappointment and depression.

As a result, the state of people after the breakup, just like drug rehabilitation, the pain is infinitely magnified.

Then regret, the same is true.

"I wish I hadn't done that at the time" or "I wish I had done a little better at that time" are the rewards that people with remorse look forward to. But time can't be turned back, what happened has happened, and everyone understands that the "candy" that is expected will never come!

Therefore, regret has become an irreparable pain in people's hearts, making people depressed and depressed, and making tears endless.

Therefore, for a long time, for the development of regret drugs, Luo Renyan has been doing homework around the temporal lobe and midbrain dopamine, looking for a way to stimulate the temporal lobe safely, effectively and without side effects, and to produce the specified effect (editing memory).

He threw himself into the experiment again, completely forgetting that today was the wedding anniversary, and of course it was impossible to remember that it was the anniversary of the first few years of marriage.