Cai Yue raised her head slightly, her eyes looked at the distant horizon, and her eyes were obviously a little foggy.

"It was Xiao Tian in my dream, but now I still have him in my dream. It's just that everything is not the same anymore. I'm no longer the girl I used to be, drawing his eyes and figure over and over again on paper. And he is no longer the black man who saved me in a masked and black clothes. ”

Qiu Yan stared at her with burning eyes, "Haven't I ever entered your dreams?"

Cai Yue didn't dodge this time.

"Qiu Yan, you are a beautiful existence that has always brought me warmth in this dream. Without you, it would have been a dream that would have destroyed me completely. Because of you, I don't regret having this dream. ”

Qiu Yan's eyes twitched slightly.

"I don't want you to say something to me to appease me. You know, I can tolerate you rejecting me all the time, but I can't tolerate you playing tricks on me. ”

She shook her head.

"Qiu Yan, how could I be playing tricks on you! I'm telling the truth, but the best result between us is not to become a couple. I never said to you, in fact, in my heart, you are closer to perfection than Xiao Tian, and you should have a more perfect lover to love you!"

Qiu Yan's hands clenched into fists slightly, "So, you're still rejecting me!"

Cai Yue looked at him with a little grief in her eyes.

"I only hope that one day when you think of me again, you will still have the somewhat naïve and stubborn Zhou Caiyue in your mind. If everything can come, perhaps, I will choose to love you!"

Qiu Yan stretched out his hands and grabbed her arm with a little excitement.

"Why can't you just do it now, you can start over whenever you want!"

She smiled at him.

"It's too late. I can't fit anyone else in my heart. If I can't give you everything, I'd rather not give you anything at all. ”

"I don't care!" Qiu Yan looked at her, "I once said that I want you to give me your heart completely." But after all this, I knew it wasn't possible. The reality is indeed cruel, and we all have to make compromises. But there is one thing I will never compromise, I want you, from beginning to end, I only want you!"

She shook her head vigorously.

"Reality will make you compromise more. Qiu Yan, I will remember all the beauty and touching you have brought me! I also hope that you can always remember my goodness. But if you can only love again if you forget me, I will sincerely pray to God to make you forget me completely!"

Anxiety appeared in Qiu Yan's eyes. Tonight's moon picking gave him a very bad premonition.

"Why, why are you talking to me about this? What are you implying to me? Caiyue, tell me, don't hide it from me!"

The look on Caiyue's face calmed down a little.

"It's nothing, I'm just sitting here and suddenly I think of a lot of the past. This is where everything for me and Xiao Tian began, and now, I want to completely end the entanglement with him, and I don't want to continue like this with you. So in a moment of excitement, I said this. We all need a fresh start, don't we?"

Qiu Yan became more and more excited.

"Why can't your new start be me? If you don't choose Xiao Tian, I don't believe that there will be another man in this world who can give you happiness besides me. Is it possible for you to accept other men besides me and Xiao Tian?"

Cai Yue was also slightly excited, but this excitement was more decisive than before.

"You're right, no, there can't be any more. Therefore, my heart will die with this past with Xiao Tian. It's much better than the way I am now, struggling with not being born or dying, for both me and him. This death calamity between me and Xiao Tian can only be solved in this way. So, Qiu Yan, don't wait for me any longer! For a person like me, whose heart is already dead, no amount of waiting will be of any avail. ”

Qiu Yan looked at her, "Is that really the case? I don't believe it!"

Under the moonlight, Caiyue saw it for the first time, and Qiu Yan's eyes seemed to have tears flashing.

She immediately tilted her head to the side.

How sad a man like him must be to be able to bring tears to his eyes in front of people.

Qiu Yan didn't ask her again, just looked at her and asked calmly: "If it's really what you said, I've loved you for so long, should you give me a kiss goodbye before leaving?"

Cai Yue turned her head and looked at him as well. The tears in Qiu Yan's eyes had quickly disappeared, which made her feel a little better.

She slowly approached him, her hands gently resting on his shoulders.

He looked at her quietly, and she looked at him too.

His eyes were filled with infinite tenderness, love, and heartache. What was in her eyes, she didn't know.

For three years, this was the first time she took the initiative to kiss him in a conscious state.

The moment her lips touched, she felt that her heart was not as calm as she imagined. A slight tremor in her heart made her not just touch Qiu Yan's lips with her lips, but slightly opened her lips to contain his lips.

Qiu Yan didn't hug her immediately, but also opened his lips slightly, gently responding to the first kiss she offered him.

The tongues of the two met unexpectedly. It's just that neither of them is in a hurry to go deeper, and the tip of their tongues is shallow. But this state of affairs did not last long.

Caiyue's arms slowly wrapped from Qiu Yan's shoulders around his neck, and the kiss slowly deepened.

Qiu Yan finally reached out and hugged her, and hugged her tighter and tighter, and then, he began to counterattack. One of his hands, around her back, hugged her, and the other pressed against the back of her head, sucking and twisting wantonly.

This time, she didn't have the slightest dodge or resistance. He wanted to kiss him, and she responded in the same way.

It was a passionate and long, lingering and intense, and incomparably deep kiss.

Kissing and kissing, Caiyue's tears still couldn't help but flow.

In front of Xiao Tian, the past Zhou Caiyue was indeed dead. But in Qiu Yan's arms, she is still the same Zhou Caiyue, delicate and gentle, sensitive and affectionate.

She never forgot that on the cruel day of the bid opening after her first encounter with Xiao Tian, she was ruthlessly and ruthlessly hurt by Xiao Tian, and it was Qiu Yan who held her hand tightly and helped her stop Xiao Tian's extremely vicious words and arrows.

She never forgot that during Xiao Tian's fake sleep, when she was lonely and helpless and under heavy pressure on her shoulders, it was Qiu Yan who abandoned his self-esteem as a man, and turned the disadvantage on the board of directors strongly, holding her hand with his own hand, helping her to the throne of Yuntian's interim chairman, and giving her any support and help she needed at any time.

In the past three years, every time Xiao Tian hurt her, every moment when she was most physically and mentally vulnerable and most in need of help, he was always the only one who stayed by her side.

He is like the island in the ocean, and like the spring in the fire.

Throughout, at all times, he has been the last place of protection for the softest part of her heart.

Qiu Yan didn't wipe away the tears for her, and let them roll down. It's just that he hugged her tighter and tighter, and the kiss became deeper and more intense.

Neither of them knew how long the kiss lasted, as if as soon as the kiss ended, everything between them really ended. Both of them were reluctant to end up like this.

Because of her height, Caiyue had to work hard to raise her head to withstand Qiu Yan's kiss. It wasn't until she felt that her neck couldn't stand it anymore that Qiu Yan finally stopped this long and incomparably lingering kiss.

His lips slowly parted, and Qiu Yan slowly let go of his embrace.

He stared at her with burning eyes, "Do you still want to lie to me? Can a person with a dead heart kiss people and be kissed like this?"

She also looked at him, "If the death of the heart requires a farewell ceremony, this kiss is the most perfect ceremony." ”

"The farewell ceremony with me is this kiss, but what about Xiao Tian?" Qiu Yan's gaze was firm and warm, and he continued to ask without the slightest pause.

Cai Yue remembered the scene in the morning when she was wearing the same wedding dress as her sister and facing Xiao Tian.

"To him, I have nothing but a declaration of death. ”

Qiu Yan was excited again.

"Why do you have to make an excuse every time you make out with me? It's either drunken revenge, drunken games, or farewell ceremonies. You have never been a woman who dares to be a woman who dare not admit it, why can't you admit it happily, you love Xiao Tian, but you also love me?"

Cai Yue immediately turned away, she didn't want to continue discussing this old topic.

Everything should be said goodbye with the kiss just now. Soon, she will be marrying another man. For Qiu Yan, whether she loves or just appreciates and relies on him, her thoughts and good feelings for him can only and must be buried deep from now on.

"I'm sorry if this kiss misled you, it wasn't what I wanted. ”

Qiu Yan also stood up.

"You're lying! If a woman doesn't have love for a man, she can't have a kiss like this. You are afraid to face yourself who is in love with me, you can't accept it, you love Xiao Tian and love me at the same time. Isn't it?"

Cai Yue didn't want to stay for another moment, now that the farewell ceremony had already been held, it should really be goodbye.

"No, Qiu Yan, you have always been very measured in what you do and speak. So, please don't force me to say anything that hurts you. Between you and me, the best state is like this. Don't follow me!"

After saying these words, Cai Yue quickly rushed down the playground stands, allowing herself to quickly escape from Qiu Yan's sight.

Qiu Yan crossed his hands on his hips, raised his head to look at the night above his head, closed his eyes tightly, frowned, and let go. It took a long time for him to let out a slow, long breath.

That night, Caiyue curled up in her own sofa. She didn't turn on the lights and completely hid herself in the dark. She allowed herself to sit almost motionless for four hours as if she were a sculpture in the dark.