Then my father turned in front of me with his waist crossed.

My mom and I were stunned by my dad's temper. My tears were so frightened by him that I didn't dare to fall easily. My mother also slapped me on the shoulder again, and scolded me angrily: "Jingjing, how can you say that about us? Whether we are for your own good, don't you know in your own heart?"

My parents were angry, but I didn't want to show weakness, so I almost shrunk my body into a ball, lowered my head and continued to talk about my reasoning weakly.

"Do you think that if I marry a rich man, even if I live well, I will be looked up to? If that's the case, if I was going to choose Zhao Qi in the first place, wouldn't you have objected? He is more than twice as valuable as Li Minghai!"

Dad kept going around in circles and didn't answer my rhetorical question, but Mom spoke: "Jingjing, how can you compare Xiaohai with that Zhao Qi? Teacher Li is an old colleague who we know the roots, and Xiaohai's personality is obvious to us."

I don't understand, don't you two get along very well, and since you two are in love, why don't you think about getting married sooner?

You see, you and Xiaohai are both in Yuanshi, can't you be busy with your own business with peace of mind when you get married? Xiaohai can also take better care of you, and we can rest assured. ”

In fact, having said so much, whether it is my father or my mother, they only stand in their own perspective, and always feel that it is all for my good, but they never ask me what I think, which is also unacceptable to me.

In my opinion, they are forcing me to do things I don't want to do in the name of doing things for my good, and to put it bluntly, they are satisfying their desire for control and consolidating his old friendship with Mr. Li.

"Mom and Dad, have you asked my opinion?" I stood up from the couch with my fists clenched, "You've been saying it's for my good all along, but how do you know I'm really good?"

"This kid, you were willing to have a relationship with Xiaohai from the beginning? We didn't force you or force you, and you always told us that you got along well, had similar interests, and talked together, why can't you say it now?"

My mother is really a liberal arts teacher, and this summary is really in place, but she doesn't know that what she summarized is actually made up to make up confessions with Li Minghai so that they don't have to worry about it anymore.

"Mom, I'm ......"

"Alright, stop talking nonsense. Dad suddenly interrupted me, "Your marriage with Xiaohai must be booked for me today, otherwise don't leave in the afternoon!"

I really didn't expect my father to be forced to change after discussion, what age is this, why was I still forced to get married by my parents? I really can't bear it anymore.

"Dad, Mom, you're going too far!" I finally couldn't control my emotions and yelled out with tears in my eyes, "I'll tell you the truth, from beginning to end, the matter between me and Li Minghai was your wishful thinking. ”

My mother also stood up instantly, grabbed my arm and asked, "Jingjing, what do you mean by that?"

I glanced at my parents left and right with extremely angry eyes, and at the moment when the tears fell, I told them, "Li Minghai and I are fake from beginning to end.

From the very beginning, we wanted you to stop arranging blind dates for us, and pretending to be together after discussion, so what you see and hear from beginning to end is fake.

I never really liked him. If you are not satisfied, and you really want me to marry, then I promise that you will never see me again. ”

After saying that, I shook off my mother's hand, glared at my father, who was angry and pale, turned around and walked into the room quickly, slammed the door, and cried on the bed.

It was less than two minutes after I entered the house. I heard my mother's cry outside: "Lao Xia, Lao Xia, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me! Jingjing, Jingjing, come quickly, your father has fainted!"

Just outside, when my dad was spinning in front of me, I found him clutching his chest from time to time, and I didn't take it seriously when I was angry, but as soon as I heard my mother's cry, my heart suddenly clenched.

I held my breath, wiped a handful of tears, jumped out of bed, opened the door as fast as I could, and returned to the living room. I saw my father lying on the sofa with a pale face, clutching the clothes on his chest, unconscious.

I immediately panicked, and the muscles and nerves in my whole body were tensed to the extreme, and I almost came to my father's side by the sofa. I bit my lower lip vigorously and pushed my dad tremblingly, and my trembling voice blurted out with tears of fear: "Dad, Dad, what's wrong with you?"

I only heard my mother crying and saying, "Your father has been saying that his chest is uncomfortable in the past few days, and as soon as you left, he suddenly collapsed here holding his chest." Quietly, quietly, what can I do? What should I do?"

I can see that my mom is so anxious that I don't know what to do, and at this time I have to be calm, I have to be calm. I tried to get my mind spinning.

In the panic, all I could think of was to call the 120 emergency number first. I got up from the floor, stumbled back to my room to find the phone, and dialed 120 with trembling hands.

After making the call, I remembered the first aid training I had participated in before, ran back to my dad, instructed my mother to put my dad on the ground together, and then took a deep breath and started cardiopulmonary resuscitation on my dad according to all the methods I could recall in my head.

CPR is a tiring job, but it's my dad lying underneath me, and I don't dare to slack off. Fortunately, the ambulance arrived quickly, and when I handed my father over to the doctor, I was slumped on the ground.

Not because I was tired, but because I was afraid, I watched the various instruments in the hands of the emergency doctor wander around my father, and my mother on the side also sat on the ground like me, watching the doctor's father cover his mouth and cry silently. My heart is really scared, my dad really has three long and two short, I will hate myself for the rest of my life.

After a simple first aid measure, my father was carried on a stretcher by the first responders, and I struggled to get up from the ground, helped my mother up, and got into the ambulance with my father's stretcher.

Soon we arrived at the hospital, and after my father was pushed into the emergency room, several doctors followed suit. My mother and I could only wait anxiously outside the rescue room.

My mother was covering her mouth and crying silently at the door of the emergency room, and my heart was extremely uncomfortable, but I had to make myself strong because my mother needed me.

I hugged my mother's shoulders tightly and comforted my mother with tears: "Mom, Dad will be fine, will be fine." ”

At this moment, the doctor came out, and my mother and I immediately rushed up, and I preemptively asked, "Doctor, how is my father?"

With a serious expression, the doctor said to us, "The patient has an acute myocardial infarction and needs immediate surgery. The cardiac surgeon will come and sign the consent form as soon as you agree to the operation. ”

The doctor handed us the consent form in his hand,

"Sign, sign, we sign. My mother took the consent form and signed her name with trembling hands.

Immediately afterwards, the cardiac surgeon in the mouth of the doctor arrived, and the doctor who had just spoken to us immediately withdrew the surgical consent form from my mother and brought the doctor into the emergency room.

Soon, my father was pushed out of the emergency room, and a group of doctors and nurses escorted him all the way to the operating room. I helped my mother to follow behind, and when I saw my father lying on the mobile bed, my mother couldn't help but shout: "Lao Xia, Xia Jianguo, you must hold it for me!"

When I heard my mother's cry, I couldn't control myself from crying. The moment my father was pushed into the operating room, my mother suddenly became paralyzed and couldn't stand still.

I cried and shouted, "Mom, Mom." "Helped my mom to sit on the bench. My mom was crying at the moment, curled up in my arms, her eyes fixed on the light that was lit above the operating room.

I want to look like my mother, and I blame myself even more. hugged her mother tightly, cried and apologized to her mother: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”

My mother never responded to my apology, but her crying gradually became quieter, and she held my hand tightly, but she still did not take her eyes off the three words of the operation that were lit up.

I know my mom never blamed me, but the more I do it, the more I can't forgive myself. If I had to choose one between my father's health and my love, then I would definitely choose to make my father healthy.

Shortly after my dad was wheeled into the operating room, my phone rang suddenly. I bit my lip and took out my phone from my pocket, and subconsciously looked at the time first, it was half past ten.

In other words, just over an hour has passed since my father's accident, but I feel like a long time has passed. After my dad was pushed in, the time felt like the sun.

The call was Li Minghai's, I don't know why now when I see the three words Li Minghai on my mobile phone, my heart is extremely complicated, and my thumb hesitates on the connect button.

When my mother saw that I hadn't answered the phone for a long time, she sat up from me, and whispered to me without taking her eyes off the three red words: "Let's go and answer it." ”

I guess my mother probably thought it was a call from the employer urging me to go back. In order not to bother my mother anymore, I finally picked up the phone.

"Hey, Jingjing, are you at home? I'm downstairs at your house, I don't know if it's convenient to go up?"

Before I could speak, Li Minghai spoke first. I thought I didn't need to hide my dad's illness from him, so I said to him, "I, I'm in the hospital......."

Before I could speak, Li Minghai on the other end of the phone was already anxious, and immediately asked me: "Jingjing, what's wrong with you?"

He Yiyang's inner monologue:

Quietly, I'm sorry. Forgive me for not being able to be with you at the time.