Chapter 019: I wish Xue'er happiness
"I heard Brother Hao Ning say that he is sick, and it is quite serious. ”
Song Zhiyu said as she quietly looked at the change in Yun Mengxue's expression, but she was afraid that Song Zhiyu would see something in her eyes, so she looked out the window.
"Mengxue, aren't we best friends, why do you have to hide my thoughts from me now?"
Yun Mengxue's heart sank with hatred, Song Zhiyu actually said such things to her.
"Zhiyu, I'...... I'm not trying to hide anything from you, I'm just ......"
Song Zhiyu gently took Yun Mengxue's hand, shook his head slightly and smiled.
"Of course I know that Mengxue is not that kind of person, but you are very entangled in your heart now, so you don't know what you want to do, right? ”
Yun Mengxue frowned and looked at Song Zhiyu with some puzzlement.
"You...... What's wrong? You know what I like, why are you asking me that today? It's ......."
"What do you feel?"
Yun Mengxue pursed her lips a little embarrassed, this kind of thing is really not easy to say.
"I feel ...... You seem to be here...... Come and be a lobbyist. ”
Feeling that it was a little inappropriate to say such things, Yun Mengxue immediately lowered her head after speaking, but heard Song Zhiyu's giggles.
"Even if I want to be a lobbyist, I will tell you without concealment! Besides, I haven't told you about your whereabouts for so long, and now that I'm here to be a lobbyist, don't you think I'm so wronged?"
After Song Zhiyu finished speaking, she flattened her mouth to express that she was so heartbroken and sad, Yun Mengxue immediately grabbed her hand and shook her head.
"Okay, Zhiyu, it was all me who was wrong just now, I was cranky. ”
"I don't blame you, it's just a joke. ”
Song Zhiyu stroked Yun Mengxue's hand like coaxing a child.
"Mengxue, I said that just now because I was worried about you, although I was very angry that Luo Haochen had been bullying you before, but after meeting him today and learning about his illness, there were some small changes in my heart. ”
Song Zhiyu mentioned Luo Haochen again, and Yun Mengxue felt that her heart was beating violently, as if it was about to bounce out of her mouth.
"Don't you really want to know how he got sick?
Song Zhiyu asked again and again, and Yun Mengxue's body couldn't help but shudder.
He ...... Even if you die of illness, you will ...... with me Nothing to do with ......"
The voice of the words became smaller and smaller, and Yun Mengxue knew that it was because she said this kind of thing, and she really had no confidence in her heart.
Brother Haoning said that Luo Haochen got sick after coming back from going to the dance that day, and he was drunk that night, and it was Sister Nuo Xuan and Secretary Nan who sent him back. Later, the doctor of the Luo family also came, so the two of them stayed by Luo Haochen's side for two days before leaving with confidence, although this matter was deliberately concealed and did not want Uncle Luo and them to know, but the Luo family had already known about it, but they all pretended not to know. ”
Song Zhiyu's notification made Yun Mengxue a little unable to calm down and feel messy, and Song Zhiyu on the side also carefully observed Yun Mengxue's reaction while talking, she was very sure that Yun Mengxue's mind was the same as in the past, and she had never changed anything about Luo Haochen.
"Sometimes hate is also a manifestation of love, and I know very well what kind of feelings you had for him at the beginning, since you feel heartache, just say it, do you still want to pretend to be an outsider in front of me?"
"I ......"
Yun Mengxue looked at Song Zhiyu with trembling eyes, her lips trembled so much that she didn't know what to say, her mood was messed up and she couldn't figure it out, and she didn't speak again until a long time later.
"I didn't come back to be soft-hearted for him. ”
"I know, you're here to take revenge on him, but seeing that Luo Haochen is uncomfortable, do you really have that kind of pleasure after revenge in your heart?
Yun Mengxue pressed hard in her heart with one hand, and she knew the answer without answering. She was distressed, and she hated herself very much, why did she feel sorry for him uncontrollably after hearing Luo Haochen like this?
"Zhiyu, don't you want to continue to stand on my side anymore?Is it because of Brother Haoning, so you plan to stand on the side of their Luo family?"
Song Zhiyu held Yun Mengxue's hand tightly, and it was really uncomfortable to be questioned.
"Mengxue, I persuaded you to leave in the first place, and that's because ...... Because ......"
Embarrassment, Song Zhiyuwei shook her head with a smile.
"Forget it, I didn't say those words, I just confirmed Mengxue's intentions and saw if you were still so determined. ”
After saying this, Song Zhiyu despised himself fiercely in his heart.
When Yun Mengxue left the Luo family, Song Zhiyu mistakenly thought that she and Luo Haochen had gone through the divorce procedures, but in today's conversation with Luo Haoning, she learned that Yuan Lai Yun Mengxue and Luo Haochen were still husband and wife, and they did not go through the divorce.
Based on this, Song Zhiyu couldn't help but come to be a lobbyist, although it was not easy to open his mouth to say this kind of thing, but for Yun Mengxue, Song Zhiyu also felt that he needed to try it like this.
Yun Mengxue has feelings for Luo Haoning, there is no doubt about this, if there is no ultimate love, where can you have deep hatred?
Looking at Yun Mengxue's painful appearance of trying her best to suppress her inner emotions, Song Zhiyu also knew that it was no longer suitable to say anything today, so she simply shut up and stopped talking about Luo Haochen, and left after chatting with Yun Mengxue about some topics of existence and non-existence.
After Song Zhiyu left, Yun Mengxue was left alone in the room, but the words she talked about before seemed to be still lingering in her ears, and she couldn't relax at the slightest tugging at her heart.
"Drunk and sick after the prom, is it ...... Is it really about me? Is it true?"
Yun Mengxue looked at the sky outside the window and said to herself, she really didn't want to tie Luo Haochen's current situation to herself, but didn't she come back this time just to pull the relationship?
No matter what kind of thoughts you have in your heart, no matter whether Luo Haochen is good or bad, as long as it is related, it is related to her, and this point is undoubtedly irrefutable.
"Xue'er, if you want to see him, how about you go and see him?"
Yun Mengxue turned her head in a daze, and Qi Wenxuan stood at the door of her room with a cup of hot milk in her hand, with a concerned look on her face.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to listen to you, I just ...... It's a bit loud......"
Qi Wenxuan frowned apologetically, these words also made Yun Mengxue feel a little embarrassed, if he didn't care too much about Luo Haochen, how could he have such an emotional reaction, and the tone of his voice became much louder.
"Brother Xuan, what are you talking about? How does he Luo Haochen have nothing to do with me, and I don't want to ...... it."
"Stop talking about yourself. ”
Qi Wenxuan interrupted Yun Mengxue's unfinished words, her temper was too stubborn, no matter how uncomfortable she was, she was always willing to admit the truest feelings in her heart.
"Just like Zhiyu said, we are all the ones who know your secrets best, so you don't need to pretend in front of us, you can talk and share when you are sad or happy, and opening your heart will make your life faster. ”
Qi Wenxuan suppressed his impulse as much as possible, he was really afraid that he would say something that he shouldn't say in a hurry, he originally let go of Yun Mengxue was a very painful choice, but what if he was forced to stay? Yun Mengxue is not happy, he is not happy, only if Yun Mengxue is happy, he will be happy.
Yun Mengxue lowered her head and continued to fall into silence, Qi Wenxuan stood there and looked at her with pain in his eyes, until the temperature of the hot milk in his hand was a little cold, and then he slowly walked to Yun Mengxue's side.
"The milk is just not too hot, so drink it and get some sleep. ”
Smelling the mellow scent of milk, Yun Mengxue's emotions were tumbling in her heart, and she wanted to cry. But since I have told myself that I can't cry like that anymore, no matter how sad I feel in my heart, I must hold on and bear it.
"Brother Xuan, thank you. ”
Smiling slightly, she took the warm milk, Yun Mengxue choked in her throat and drank all the milk.
"Just like Brother Xuan said, I may have been busy with how to do it lately, and I have indeed had less rest. It's time for me to get some sleep, relax and feel better. ”
Yun Mengxue was lying on the bed and pulling the quilt while talking, she also wanted to sleep peacefully, it seemed that those troubles were gone when she fell asleep, but her spirit was too tight and tangled, and there was no way to fall asleep naturally.
Qi Wenxuan covered Yun Mengxue with the quilt and helped her draw the curtains to block the light during the day, and the room suddenly darkened.
"You sleep, I'm out. ”
"Hmm. ”
Yun Mengxue nodded slightly, watching Qi Wenxuan close the door and leave the room, frowning sideways and curled up in a ball, her arms tightly wrapped around her body and curled up in the quilt.
Qi Wenxuan didn't leave immediately, he stood at the door of the room for a long time with an empty milk cup in his hand, looking down at the quilt, and a wry smile full of distress and entanglement rolled up at the corner of his mouth.
"Cher, sleep well, only in this way can you relax your nerves and sleep well, things will pass, and there will be a happy outcome, everything ...... Everything is going to be so good......"
Talking to himself like this, Qi Wenxuan gently pushed open the door and looked in, Yun Mengxue was already asleep.
"I'm sorry, Cher. ”
Softly closing the door, Qi Wenxuan took a deep breath and leaned against the door frame.
Yun Mengxue didn't know that in the glass of milk she drank just now, Qi Wenxuan had already put down some pills that helped to sleep.
Qi Wenxuan didn't want to do this, he looked down on himself for doing this, but seeing that Yun Mengxue was like a taut string every day, his heart was also very painful.
Even if it was just an hour, Qi Wenxuan really hoped that Yun Mengxue could take a good rest and relax, he had no choice but to add something to the milk, and sent it to Yun Mengxue in a very tight mood.
There are some things that Qi Wenxuan has not said to Yun Mengxue yet, this is also when he sent Song Zhiyu downstairs before, Song Zhiyu especially said it to Qi Wenxuan, Yun Mengxue did not go through the divorce procedures with Luo Haochen, they are still husband and wife.
"Maybe for Cher's happiness and future, I can ...... Let go of everything and help her work hard...... Right?"
Qi Wenxuan raised his forehead and asked himself, in fact, he already had the answer in his heart, Yun Mengxue was unhappy or unhappy, Qi Wenxuan seemed to have lost the direction of his life.
"Xue'er, I'd rather always be Brother Xuan who silently supports you behind your back, and still be your childhood sweetheart's gentle big brother next door, and I want to see your happy and happy face forever, and always ...... smile"