Chapter 47: Dinner
Yan Ruo subconsciously opened his mouth to speak, but halfway through speaking, Yan Ruo couldn't stop talking, just looked at Shen Xuyan like this, and his eyes were suddenly covered with a layer of moisture.
"I thought...... I thought you weren't coming back...... You're back, you're back......"
just stayed in Shen Xuyan's arms, holding Shen Xuyan, until he was sure that he was really holding Shen Xuyan at the moment, and Yan Ruo kept repeating the words that he was back.
Shen Xuyan's heart was touched by this moment.
He originally thought that Yan Ruo would not really wait for him for so long, when he didn't see Yan Ruo, he thought she was gone, and when he saw her, he found that Yan Ruo was still waiting for him, Shen Xuyan's inner warmth was mixed with distress, and he gently kissed Yan Ruo's forehead.
"I'm back, Yanruo. ”
"Hmm...... It's good to be back, it's back...... By the way, I'm waiting for you to have dinner, it's cold, I'll help you warm it up!"
Suddenly remembering that he was waiting for Shen Xuyan to have dinner, Yan Ruo hurriedly wanted to get out of Shen Xuyan's arms, planning to heat up the meal for him.
"You sit here and wait for me to come. ”
However, Shen Xuyan just put Yan Ruo on the original chair and asked her to wait there, so he picked up the dishes and went to the kitchen.
Yan Ruo just looked at Shen Xuyan's strong back, took a plate of dishes to the kitchen and served it out in the microwave, and there was an indescribable sense of happiness in his heart.
And Shen Xuyan, who knew that Yan Ruo had been waiting for him to come back for dinner all afternoon, but he hadn't eaten anything, specially accompanied Yan Ruo to eat again, looking at Yan Ruo's smiling face, the worries that were originally involved in his family also dissipated a lot at this moment.
"Do you want to move or sleep?"
Waiting for Yan Ruo to eat enough, Shen Xuyan asked intimately, afraid that Yan Ruo would accumulate food, so after thinking about it for a while, he decided to let Yan Ruo exercise a little before going to sleep.
And Yan Ruo, who had eaten, thought the same way, so the two put on thick coats and walked to the courtyard for a small walk.
"It's been a long time since I've tried to come out so late. ”
At almost twelve o'clock, you can only hear the sound of the plants in the courtyard being blown by the wind, and it is so quiet that you can't ignore the sense of calm.
"When was the last time?"
Chatting casually, Shen Xuyan held Yanruo's hand in his hand and warmed her hands.
"Last time...... It seems that I was still at school, but I was hungry at night, so I dragged you to accompany me......"
Halfway through his words, Yan Ruo suddenly had no intention of continuing, and even looking at Shen Xuyan's gaze, he dodged somewhere else.
"Would you like to go to supper?"
And Shen Xuyan, seeing Yanruo's posture, knew that she remembered all kinds of things when the two of them were together in the past, plus the later separation, her heart was very complicated at the moment, so she followed her words.
"Hmmm......"
Gently responding, Yan Ruo withdrew the hand in Shen Xuyan's hand, turned to look at the sky as black as ink, the night without stars, the moon was exceptionally bright, but it was too small to see how beautiful the night was.
"Words are ...... Don't think about it. ”
Shen Xuyan, who knew Yan Ruo too well, knew that she was trapped in the memories of the past, held Yan Ruo in his arms and whispered in her ear.
"I don't want to think about it, but sometimes my brain is out of my control...... Preamble, you say that there is so much past between us, how can it be just that?"
remembered what Shen Xuyan said before, if you are too tired, don't hate him, get along with him, but there are indeed too many things that have happened between them, she may not hate it, but what about Shen Xuyan?
Those things she did when she left, can Shen Xuyan really not hate herself?
couldn't help it, Yan Ruo turned to look at Shen Xuyan, so face-to-face, looking straight into Shen Xuyan's eyes, which were so black and charming, but it was also distressing.
"Preamble...... Are you really, not going to hate me anymore?"
Knowing what Yan Ruo said, Shen Xuyan fell silent.
In fact, he didn't know if he could really let go of the past as he said, and then get along with Yanruo.
But what he didn't want to do even more was to deceive Yan Ruo, even if it was a white lie, he didn't want to do anything to deceive her.
At this moment, Shen Xuyan, who was constantly judging in his heart, didn't notice the disappointment and discomfort in Yan Ruo's eyes, and only thought about what kind of words to use in order to at least let Yan Ruo untie her heart knot.
"Let's go back and rest. ”
However, before Shen Xuyan could speak, Yan Ruo, who misunderstood Shen Xuyan's meaning, thought that Shen Xuyan had no way to say that he had forgotten that incident, and he couldn't say that he didn't hate her so much, disappointed and sad Yan Ruo, turned around and stopped facing Shen Xuyan, and proposed to go back.
And Shen Xuyan thought that Yan Ruo was just a temporary emotional out-of-control, so he didn't care too much, promised Yan Ruo, and returned to the bedroom with her.
Looking at Shen Xuyan, who was sleeping soundly beside him, Yan Ruo couldn't sleep peacefully.
Her thoughts kept going back to three years ago, the days that almost broke her heart to madness.
Three years ago, I suddenly learned that my father was seriously ill, and Yanruo rushed to the hospital from school.
I saw my mother pear blossom in front of the hospital bed, and my father lying on the hospital bed, almost unconscious.
Later, I got the news that my father's original wife filed for divorce from my father and found a lawyer to take away most of the property in my father's name.
Now he is almost penniless and his father is lying in a hospital bed, not knowing how long he can continue to live.
Just when Yan Ruo arrived, her father took her hand before he died, telling her that he wanted to see the "blood diamond" he personally participated in the design again, hoping that Yan Ruo could help him fulfill this wish.
In the face of such a father, there is no reason for Yan Ruo to refuse.
What happened after that was so fast that Yan Ruo thought she was dreaming, but it really made her miserable for three years.
The priceless "blood diamond" happened to be obtained by Yunman's father at that time, and Yunfu, who loved his daughter, gave her the "blood diamond" as a birthday gift for his daughter.
But she never thought that Yun Man, who was always so gentle and kind in front of her and Shen Xuyan, made a request for her to leave Shen Xuyan, otherwise she would not lend her the "Blood Diamond" to her no matter what.
Faced with such a request, Yan Ruo vetoed it almost on the spot.
But when she appeared in front of her father again, seeing her father's critical illness and begging her, and her mother kept crying beside her, she finally agreed to Yunman's request.
God knows how painful it was when Yanruo made that decision.
She once asked her father if she really wanted to make her daughter give up her happiness in order to fulfill his last wish.
And Yan Tianhao, who was critically ill, just looked at Yan Ruo silently and didn't say anything.
But because of this silent expression, Yanruo understood what her father meant.
In the end, Yan Ruo could only close his eyes and no longer look at what the pain in his heart looked like.
She can sacrifice everything for her family, even her favorite Shen Xuyan.
In this way, she found Mu Chen, who grew up together, and asked him to help play a play, a play where she left her original lover because of money.
Yan Ruo will never forget it, when Shen Xuyan saw that he was dressed up carefully and held Mu Chen's arm, he smiled and said that Shen Xuyan at that time could not satisfy her desire for money at all, and even Shen Xuyan had to be subject to his father everywhere, such a man, how could she really love him.
Those hurtful words came out of her mouth, and when Shen Xuyan was stinged one by one, Yan Ruo looked at Shen Xuyan with a look of disbelief, who could understand the pain in her heart?
The moment she turned around and got into the car with Mu Chen, her tears had already flowed, and she cried in the car for a long time, crying so much that her voice was hoarse.
When she took the "blood diamond" to her father, and saw her father smiling and dying, she couldn't help crying again.
She grieves the death of her father and the destruction of her own happiness.
And so she was from then on, and there was nothing left.
Thinking of those past words, he turned his head to look at Shen Xuyan's sleeping face, and the scene in the courtyard just flashed out, Shen Xuyan's silent attitude, the emotions in his eyes, made Yan Ruo feel that Shen Xuyan had no way to forgive her anymore, and that kind of personal hatred would always exist like this.
In an instant, Yan Ruo's tears couldn't stop falling.
Oh God...... She has nothing left, can you beg you, at least make Shen Xuyan's hatred for her a little less...... Can she continue to keep such a beautiful fantasy?
At least between her and Shen Xuyan, there is no hatred anymore?
When Shen Xuyan woke up, he saw the dry tears in the corners of Yan Ruo's eyes, and couldn't help frowning, wondering what kind of sad dream Yan Ruo had.
But in the end, he didn't disturb Yan Ruo in his sleep, Monday's shareholders' meeting was still waiting for him to deal with it, and today happened to be Venucia Commercial Group as one of the shareholders to attend, and to discuss the cooperation between the two sides, he can't help but maintain the best state to face.
Thinking of Mu Chen's appearance and the smile on his face, Shen Xuyan couldn't help but clench his fists.
This man has always been a thorn in his heart, and he doesn't know when he will be able to pull it out completely.
The ensuing meeting was almost smooth all the way, and even the cooperation between the two sides was easily finalized, and when the two kingly men shook hands with each other, everyone around them sensed a hint of-for-tat hostility.
So all of them began to secretly guess what the result of this cooperation between the two companies would become.
Is this a cooperation, or the beginning of a confrontation?