At 3 a.m., most of the customers had already left, and the service staff in the bar were basically off work. It seemed very empty, and only a few people drank frustrated wine and got drunk late at night.

Yue Fei had just arrived, and at this time, he was sitting silently on the high chair in front of the bar, in a depressed mood, and his expression was gloomy and uncertain, drinking glass after glass, trying to get himself completely drunk.

After he separated from Yu Youyi, he went back to a small villa in the suburbs. As a result, it didn't take long to know the news that the statement came to the mall.

The moment he learned the news, he couldn't hold back his emotions, the past that was deeply pressed in his heart and deliberately not remembered, countless wisps of memories suddenly came back to life, impacting his already fragile and verge collapse nerves.

The emotions he suppressed were crushed in an instant, and the psychological defense line built layer by layer collapsed without resistance.

It is difficult to remedy the dam that has burst!

He trembled and lit several cigarettes before he was forced to calm down his emotions, his finger joints were white, trembling and almost unsteady on his mobile phone, and he talked to Li An on the phone.

He didn't go straight to the point and said a lot of things about his work. However, he realized that as long as he didn't speak, Ang Lee didn't plan to talk to him about the things he stated.

He was silent for a moment, then controlled his voice and tried to appear as steady as possible before opening his mouth to confirm to Li An.

The tempering given to him by society over the years has finally polished him to the extreme, and when he talks to people, he can perfectly control his tone, and Ang Lee didn't even hear any emotional changes in his voice at all.

If it weren't for the friendship over the years, Ang Lee would even really think that Yue Fei had reached the point where he could not change his face and be indifferent to the statement.

Many times, we don't think that way in our hearts, but we can't control what we blurt out and say the opposite. Whether we're too attached to so-called self-esteem, or we're all used to duplicity.

There is no one exact answer to this, and it varies from person to person. But this is also what time has taught you to protect yourself before you give, and no one knows if it's good or bad.

After Yue Fei hung up the phone, his hands trembled and he lit another cigarette. The night was as cold as ink, and there was no view of it, only endless darkness.

Yue Fei was standing in front of the window, the cold wind blew in like a knife, blowing in pain, he didn't seem to feel it at all, looking blankly at the night outside the window, his eyes were full of regret, affection, and incomprehensible heartbreak.

He was so immersed in his own memories that he couldn't help himself.

I don't know how long it took for the ding dong of the mobile phone to pull him back. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, lowered his head and only looked at it, and in an instant, the state of the whole person changed.

His hand holding the mobile phone shook unnaturally, his out-of-focus pupils were refocused, his face was pale, his hands and feet were cold against the window as if he had no bones, and he slipped to the ground little by little, and the whole person seemed to have lost his soul, and he no longer saw the posture of a business genius and a business upstart.

The phone rolled down on the ground not far away, and the on-up screen showed that the time was 0:15 a.m. on April 1, and the content of the lock screen was the original tape, and no content was added.

But at this moment, there is an extra person's name and a text message.

Statement: "Do you have time? We'll see." ”

In just eight words, he was completely defeated after two years of disguise, and he was no longer in the mood to care about work, career, or other things!

Long nights, unable to sleep.

After drinking a few glasses of red wine at home, he was still in a state of distraction.

He didn't know why he suddenly came to the mall, why he suddenly looked for himself, and he didn't know why he went to look for Ang Lee before looking for himself.

He didn't know any of these things, and for Yue Fei, who was accustomed to holding everything in the palm of his hand, there was a rare feeling of being out of control, which made him feel like he was numb, and he couldn't stay at home anymore.

Despite drinking, he drove out of the city without hesitation, and after driving aimlessly for a long time, he finally arrived at the door of his bar again.

The bar manager came to greet him and was impatiently sent away.

After drinking several more glasses of wine in silence, he took out his mobile phone and sent out the first message since he broke up with the statement, and it was also the first time that his nerves were out of line and out of control.

"Okay, where are you, I'll pick you up. ”

It's already four o'clock in the morning, and the early urban sanitation workers have already gotten up to start a new day's work.

He waited for two minutes, didn't wait for a reply to the statement, opened his phone a little anxiously, and then saw the time, only to realize how absent the message he had just sent.

He punched a few times on the bar in frustration, and the manager and the few remaining customers who had been drunk all night looked at him a few times, but he didn't care, only hesitated for a moment, and sent another message.

"I'm sorry, I've been working overtime, I didn't notice the time, when you have time, just set a place and talk to me. ”

After saying this, he exhaled a sigh of relief, shook his somewhat dizzy head, and kicked out all those outdated and past pasts from his mind.

"Statement, stay away from me, really, I beg you. Don't be in my world anymore. ”

Yue Fei whispered to himself, his intermittent voice full of heartbreaking sadness.

"I've always been afraid of girls crying, especially you. As soon as you cry, I feel restless, and I feel that I am a waste. ”

"I always said that I would protect you and never let you cry again, but the winds and waves that followed were all given by me, and I gave you sadness, sadness, and crying, so you can go, stay away from me. I may have been cursed by God, so I am always haunted by bad luck, and all those who come near me have no good end. ”

"I don't want you to be among them, I don't want you anymore, can you stop coming to me, let me be sad again, my heart can be ruthless for the first time, not necessarily the second time, I will also be sad, I will be reluctant. ”

Yue Fei seemed to be drunk, and he didn't know what he was talking about in a daze, and he confided all the words that had been held in his heart for a long time in a daze, regardless of it.

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